Beautiful post 😊
She has had quite a few upheavels in her life. One as a child when she lost her parents ...she picked herself up and stayed a positive spirited person full of love.
Second when she was an adult and lost everything ...her best friend , her groom and with him her dreams of a future ...and then the support of her mamisa and the thakurs along with her villiage , who she also knows think of her as dead.
She has cried , mourned , thought of killing herself and tried to run away from rudra and this situation several times to the best of her ability ...
Now is making peace with the situation and trying to be resiliant and again pick herself up ...trying to enjoy some moments in her dreary life and also has promised to herself that she wouldn't cry anymore and feel helpless anymore.
Where prey is the inconsistancy in the character ...how long can a human just be swamped in self pity , mourning and stay sucidal ...if you are a survivour and which she definately is ...you start facing the circumstances to the best of your ability.
How she deals with the situation further and what happens in her life henceforth has to be seen ...so lets all wait and enjoy the show 😊