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Calling all the Sugnis on the forum who had pinned all their hopes and dreams of a perfect life, a perfect rajkumar on Vickram. Here comes the moment we knew was coming, even some of us cynics who know better were hoping against hope that somehow this day would not come. Somehow Vickram would be everything he promised. My goodness against all the mounting evidence that he had a secret and then we saw the wife but we were still hoping that somehow this was all work out and at the end he will the rajkumar. I don't know what kind of magic Vickram did on us all but the loyalty towards him from us is astonishing.
Monday night those silly girlish dreams are going to get shattered, smashed to smithereens and all this is going to happen in humiliating public with hundreds of witnesses who came to see the impossible. Thakurs and bednies.
Like Sugni we are all going get crushed on Monday. Is it possible to come out of this level of betrayal? This kind of fundamental breaking of a person from the root of their believe system? Like Sugni we gave this relationship our everything, trust, belief, love, admiration, respect, strength, family! Can one ever recover? The scars of this blow will always remain raw.
How are we going to even stand up and walk away from the mandav let alone live the rest of our lives with this knowledge!
I leave you with this quote:
"Gentle reader, may you never feel what I then felt! May your eyes never shed such stormy, scalding, heart-wrung tears as poured from mine. May you never appeal to Heaven in prayers so hopeless and so agised as in that hour left my lips: for never may you, like me, dread to be the instrument of evil to what you wholly love."
Charlotte Bronte, Jane Eyre
Monday night those silly girlish dreams are going to get shattered, smashed to smithereens and all this is going to happen in humiliating public with hundreds of witnesses who came to see the impossible. Thakurs and bednies.
Like Sugni we are all going get crushed on Monday. Is it possible to come out of this level of betrayal? This kind of fundamental breaking of a person from the root of their believe system? Like Sugni we gave this relationship our everything, trust, belief, love, admiration, respect, strength, family! Can one ever recover? The scars of this blow will always remain raw.
How are we going to even stand up and walk away from the mandav let alone live the rest of our lives with this knowledge!
I leave you with this quote:
"Gentle reader, may you never feel what I then felt! May your eyes never shed such stormy, scalding, heart-wrung tears as poured from mine. May you never appeal to Heaven in prayers so hopeless and so agised as in that hour left my lips: for never may you, like me, dread to be the instrument of evil to what you wholly love."
Charlotte Bronte, Jane Eyre
Shiv Shakti
