This didn't turn out the way I intended , I successfully messed it again , I started it out of frustration on Bua , planned something and my aimless writing took another diversion and it landed some where, it's for Malika and shiiya they stopped me from writing this😆 , but I penned it , so this time u can bash me , if it's crap .
Intimacy of Hearts
He decided to shun his feelings which were provoking him to do insane stuff. Yes , she once held his heart , but his mother still holds his heart . No point in hurting his mother for a woman who threw him into a tunnel.
Though none of them claims to possess , that part of his heart , which was once acquired by his Meher And her family ,is still theirs , and it didn't let him ignore danger searching them , and he endeded up as their guard , paying no mind to threat chasing him.
He hated his misguided heart , he was crazy to get beat up from goons to stay in her house for few more days , he didn't once think of his mother and her pain , when she see him with bruises . He Acted fatuously listening his derailed feelings.
Humour is his quiddity , and the endurability differs with every person and He is unendurable to Devki . Her insults did stabbed him but never left him hurt , she is one among his loved ones and he gave her unconscious right to hurt him ,when he is wrong , Bua's statement did stabbed little harder than ever , but what left him hurt was his mothers tears.
He took a silent promise to not hurt his mother with his dippy deeds .
Next evening , ignoring his frenzying heart , he returned his home.
" Finally !! " Bua said closing door behind leaving Abeer , " He gobbled peace of our home , we got our peace " She continued . Suman was silent , Meher who was having black tea , nodded head subtly agreeing with her.
" Chel Jhooti " his words ringed in her ears , forcing a smile she walked to her room .
" peace " she whispered , followed with a sad smile. 'Peace ' that Serene quietness consumed her making shallow.
Life without him is peace !!
Might be the massive lie , accepting it shadowed her life. She never kept a count on never ending glooming days of her life , only light that can bright up her gloomy life and rewarm her is her Abeer ,who has no entry in her life.
He was and only he can be the content of her life , who can distance shallowness , filling her life with memories. Mere presence of him around her stirs stagnant , scaring shallowness, giving memories to breath lively.
Above all ,he is a closed chapter of her life , which she can rewind ,cannot reopen.
Her life was simple , irritatingly simple without him , dazed with her feelings , with great difficulty she slipped into sleep.
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She was late to office next day , hurriedly she punched lift button tapping her foot to ground . After few moments of wait she got into it . Lift stopped in the middle , on 7 th floor , she was irritated by interruption , when the lifts doors opened , there was none , before the doors shut , her gaze caught Abeer talking with a girl , curiously she pressed, open button again , when the doors flung open, Abeer was walking towards lift with a loud laugh.
Seein Meher , his laugh shrieked , he formally gave a small smile and silently stood beside her .
Meher was surprised , but maintained her composure and the rest of the day flew same way , she saw him , but like other days he didn't storm into her room, didn't irritate her , didn't tease her , he was busy .
She took it as a good sign and drove back to home .
Soon after completing dinner , she entered her irritating so called peaceful world . She had nothing to recollect about happenings of that day. Bcz all she wished to recollect every day after joining office was Abeer and his acts and their fights . There was nothing to recollect that night ,only thing flashing in her mind was Abeer laughing loudly with a girl . Flushing irrational thoughts she dozed into sleep.
Next morning when Meher reached office , Abeer was already in recording room fixing guitar strings .
Registering her gaze on him , he stopped a moment but without casting her glimpse , he continued with his work . She silently walked to her cabin and indulged in her work .
Even till afternoon she waited for Abeers attention , but there was no sign . Suppressing anger she walked to recording room . Omi was with Abeer and was offering hot tulasi tea to Abeer .
" Abeer !! " Meher called folding her hands to chest .
Shocked with mehers entry , Abeer who was about to sip hot tea , spilled on him .
" what yaar !! You burnt my mouth " Abeer complained fanning his mouth with hands .
She glared at him .
" and now why are you glaring at me , they are hotter than this spilled tea " he mocked , walking towards her .
Meher was silent and continued her glaring .
" why are you here ?? , I didn't start show yet and I didn't start narrating our story too " he asked suspiciously .
Meher who has no reason , lost her composure and averted gaze to surroundings of room .
" aww, hmmm... Woh... " she fumbled for reason
Abeer furrowed his brows in more suspicion .
" come on , say it "
" Awww , you didn't wish me Good morning today " Meher blurted out
" what !! " Abeer cringed his nose and smiled giving her a knowing look.
Masking her embarrassment with arrogance she gazed back at him, inhaling a much needed breath refilling air knocked out , the moment that meaningless , unplanned reason she blurted out.
" oh hello, why should I tell you Good morning , this is not college and I am the senior here too ," Abeer said pointing his index finger .
" so what , I am your boss "
" Baby , you have been my boss since years and you like remaining it to me , is it not ?? " he whispered in her ear.
" Abeer , stop your nonsense " Meher said curtly .
"Good morning boss " he said with a smirk .
" Morning " Meher replied , maintaining same attitude and walked away to her cabin.
Meher made no sense to Abeer that moment , thinking her attitude , he returned home .
Madhavi was waiting for Abeer with snacks and coffee . When he entered she noticed his irked expressions .
" Abeer , come here " she stopped Abeer who was about take stairs .
Placing his guitar on couch he strode to his mom.
" what is it mom?? " he asked in annoyance .
" what happened ?? Did you fight with Meher again ?? "
" Mom, why do u always blame me , it was she today !! " Abeer said muttering curses .
" Dont blame innocent Meher , I know you !! " Madhavi cut him and walked into kitchen to get him snacks to munch
Night flew away thinking about Meher and her bossy attitude.
Next morning Abeer straightly walked to her cabin , Meher was busy discussing financial results after juggling of this time slots with Sattu .
" Good morning Madam " Abeer wished Meher with a wink .
Meher ignored Abeer and continued her discussion.
" Sattu sir , how are managing this Akdu early morning ?? " Abeer said wrapping his hand around Sattu .
" Abeer mere Bhai listen .. " Sattu tries to stop Abeer .
" Sattu sir !! I know , u brought her spending so huge money , but don't u think she is a angry bull "
Sattu looks at Abeer helplessly , clearly didn't wanted fall between item couple. Shook his head left cabin .
" Abeer !! You can't speak like that about me " Meher sprung up from chair and said him .
Abeer didn't heed to reply and straight away walked into his recording room .
Whole day passed with Abeers unannounced and unwanted entries into her cabin , to wish her greetings , to get permission for washroom , to have food , what not , he barged into her room countless times , Making Meher hell annoyed .
Their fights are the only memories they make to recollect every nite, to reminisce rest of life .
They are the fillers of vaccum in their lives .
Oblivious to them, their hearts crave to fight , irritate , provoke each other . Their fights are the Intimacy of their hearts .
End of update .
I hope it was not that crappy !! Now pls drop ur comments and hit like button . I would love to hear ur feed back.
Edited by madhufx9... - 10 years ago