If I had one single wish
I'd go back to
The moment
I kissed you goodbye
If only I could have one wish….I would have reversed time and make it in our favor, then today you would have been with me, Purvi! I would have erased that ugly night from our lives…….
The night where I was killed mentally…emotionally by the person that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with……
The person who was my reason to breathe…….my life……my everything!
Why Purvi??? Why, did you kill me without wanting to…..
Did I mean nothing to you?
Was I only meant to be sacrificed for your mother?
Was our love so weak??
Why did I fall in love with you, if we were not meant to be…..
Or were we meant to be, but you didn't want us to be one!
Why did you punish me so hard!
Why did you ask me to forsake my everything to make others happy!
How did my innocent Purvi become so selfish to even think of sacrifing me for…….
Her mother's happiness!
It rained that day!
Liked it rained when you accepted my love!
I've never love the rain, till when you professed your love to me….
From then, I've always associated the rain with happy memories, that makes my heart and soul gloat in happiness!
But when it rained that day; why did I feel
That the rain is washing away my heart……
My soul…….
My reason to breathe!
If only I could have erased that night from our lives….i would gladly do so…….
But it's a big "IF" and I don't think I have the courage to do so………
No matter how hard I try
I can't live
Without you in my life
I did try Purvi….I won't lie I did try to live without you like you asked me to…..
But I gave up……
It's too difficult to live without you!
It's too difficult to sleep at night, knowing that the face I would see in the morning would not be yours!
It's too difficult to wake up in the morning, knowing that the whole day I won't be surrounded by your love!
It's too difficult to get ready for office, knowing that you won't kiss me goodbye like you promised to!
It's too difficult to live without you in my life, by my side!
Too difficult!!
Maybe you'll say
You still want me
I wish we could be together!
Yes, I still do wish it…..
I know that I sound like a fool……
But I can't help but wish that you still want me in your life!
This time never to be separated!
Maybe you'll say
That you don't
But why do I feel that my wish is going to be only a wish!
Why do I feel that you wouldn't want me now!
Maybe we said
It was over
But baby
I can't let you go
I still don't understand how could this be over!
How could WE be over!
This relationship between us….
Our dreams…….
Our expectation from each other……..
Our love……..
The sacred bond between us……
Is it all over?
Can't it be a nightmare and when I would wake up in the morning you would be by my side!
How could it all be over!
Like that…..in one night? How??
Couldn't you ask me to give my life for you…I would have happily done it!Atleast I wouldn't have to live without you………..
Atleast I wouldn't have to force myself to breathe, fearing that if I die I would break the promise I made to you!
I wish I could let you go easily…………
I walk around
Trying to understand
Where we went wrong
As I walk around, with only loneliness surrounding me, I still can't decipher where we went wrong!
Which part of our love was so weak that one storm took it all away…
Taking all but me away……
With no reason to live…..
No reason to breathe……..
And I can't pretend
It wasn't me
And it wasn't you
But I'm convinced
We gave up too soon
Yes, we gave up too soon……
It could have worked….It would have!
I would have given up my everything to make it work……..
I wished you never asked me to marry someone other than you…
Even if u did, I wished I never accepted it!
You asked me to prove my love and I did…
But now I wish I never proved it…..
Because my love was true and I didn't need to prove that!
I don't blame you for everything that happened….
I just can't!
Coz I know somewhere I was wrong…..
Maybe you'll say
You still want me
Maybe you'll say
That you don't
Maybe we said
It was over
But baby
I can't let you go
Arjun closed his eyes, letting the tears flow away! He chanted the line "I can't let you go" like a mantra!
After Purvi decided to fade away from his life, he loved to come to this park. It gave him a sense of peace and belonging! Today he was not alone, in the park, there was a couple there too!
The guy was singing this song for her girlfriend!
Arjun wondered why this guy was singing such a sad song when his girlfriend was by his side!
Crazy things lovers did in love! Arjun smiled at that, even he did crazy things for Purvi!
Nothing left to lose
After losing you
There's nothing
I can't take
When I run to you
When I come for you
Don't tell me
I'm too late
How apt these lines felt!
Like it was written by THE Arjun Kirloskar for his love, Purvi Deshmukh!
Arjun decided that it was time to leave for home….
His wife would be waiting for him…..
Wife!
Was she really his wife?
Perhaps only for namesake!
But she wanted it, so good for her!
And it wasn't like she didn't deserved it……
Maybe you'll say
You still want me
Maybe you'll say
That you don't
Maybe we said
It was over
But baby
I can't let you go
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Arjun made his way home……the boy's voice resonating from far now…….
Loneliness enveloped him again!
I wish it was not that difficult to let you go…..
Arjun looked at his watch, 12:03!
One day less from his life….
One day less to live without his life……..
One more day to feel the pain…..
One more day to live like a stone and hide the tears……..
One more day to breathe…..
One more day to live…….
I was supposed too write this earlier but was too lazy to do so!
I always felt that Arjun was the one to suffer more in this mess so probably im biased towards him!
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Below is the one i wrote for AshVik in the celebration thread
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