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Today the rockstar for me was SS and KN .
Well I have seen all the posts that were made today... but as I always say... I am still postivie in this regards to precap and kUnals behavior today... i know most of u guys are confused as to whats wrong with him and something is really going on in his mind...
to put it straight I confess that I didnt find anything confusing in his behavior... well however lets getinto the detail of todays episode...
Yes a girl post marriage who always thought about her attitude wala hubby by adapting herself to his arrogance, adamance, obsitnate headstrong nature ... in the process of adaptation she fell for him realizing the true heart in that man ... She fell to that extent, where there is no option of retruning back from that route ...if there has to be any exit of that route its only the end of tunnel i mean life...
She bursted out ..blurted her heart felt confession with such deep diving pain in her heart which brought her blood out in the form of tears... on listening to which hate, insecurity everything foronce emptied his brains ... and is dumb struck as to what is happening arround... is this true...what am i getting to hear my dream my life aim my goal for which i m alive...as per my fate nothing happens right but how come infront of me my love confesed taht she still is mine and she lives only for me...
Kunals silence meant tons of emotions questions filled with suspicions, pain as to why why why siddhi why what mistake did i do for which u have punished me so ruthlessly by leaving me nine years back and even after u returned u didnt bother to meet me first before meeting anyone... even if u met some one else when i have come in front of ur eyes.. y didnt u say all this ...today as u calmed me down with ur confession why the hell didnt u do that...why did u behave as if ...there is nothing left between us...
the reason behind his expression here is he is not in state where he can remember that he lied about a creep to siddhi ... he is not even in senses that he lied in that maater... all his body brains heart conscience everything is revolving only round a planetary force named siddhi. if his eyes see this world that that world will be siddhi if his soul feels and reciprocates for any touch its siddhi for him... so his expression there is obvious and he asked her inturn to again get an assurance from her but this time his statement has some ray of hope satisfaction in him and asked...: itna pyaar karti ho mujhe...
Getting a response in his terms for such question matters a lot and a lot to a man in kunals state and thats what he did...once he got a gesture of assurance from his siddhi, if we observe a pride on his lips curled him wich a cross ... and suddenly his brains butted in as to ask her ok I trust that u love me and I accept it by heart but clarify me something ...if u have loved me so much they why the hell havent u met me in the first instance as he is unware of siddhi trying to reach him at thatparty or court or where ver ...
He even said y the hell on earth did u leave me siddhi ..and post 9 years of sepertion as n when u came out and saw the world then y didnt u run tome ... whats the reason siddhi? Guys catchy thing here is his voice...which had so much depth of craving inquisitivity curiosity to know what could be the reason... what could be her state where she didnt prefer meeting him ... did she do it deliberately? or Is she under some other pressurised state which made her not to meet him. He wants to know ...coz here guys there are two options whcih kunal expects siddhi to confess as she genuinely and honestly confessed her feelings for him ...
1. Siddhi is under the guilt trip that she wanted to kill his baby so i n terms of kunals mind... siddhi tried to kill the baby ... and as per siddhi richa killed the baby ... but from kunals angle is as her confession is so genuine, even the guilt of trying to kill their son should also come out..from siddhis mouth
2. Is there any other strong reason regarding which she even mentioned before confessing that she wanted to share the entrie truth with him post comming out of prison.
So here kunal is expecting her to say one of these two or either I should say one is the reason for leaving him and the other is their kid...
but when siddhi said that kunal aap ne bhi mujhse milne nahi aye the na ...
for this statement he smiled...
well the meaning behind it is...
Siddhi i dont know what to say for ur statement long back u were the one who asked me not to show my face again in this life time or try to meet u ...u were the one who behaved and confessed long back that I m not the right person who can keep his wife happy with money and alll and today same u is saying that why didnt i come and meet u ...should i take u as innocent kid or a girl who is lost in her own pain of love..or what should i say siddhi
this is what he meant in that little curl in that emotional state... he is holding his breath actually to get the explanation from siddhi as to why wat when how and all of the past and present behavior of hers...
yes presently he knows she still loves him but he wants to clear about past so as to he can plan to protect his wife ..and again rebuild his life and family ...and Here i would say Kunal chopda is 100% right...
until and unless he is clear about the past acts what has happend who has done what with whom when how ...infact without knowing all this if he also dives in emotions its not only siddhi, he but his son will aslo has to suffer the wrath of it ...and here he is not wrong...
and now here there are two roles which are fighting with one another ...one is a husband who loves his wife more than his self and the other is a father who is told and made to believe that his love tried to kill his baby which still is a unending fight in kunal himself ... so if I have to say :
for a man , if his son is safe and wife in trouble ... he will give his life for her ...and kunal did it this time ... coz his son is with his family safe but as per him siddhi needs hissupport and he saved her ..coz she is his life ...and now when it comes to the role of a father ... even if his love seems to a risk for the security of his son a protective father will back off from his love... atleast to understand the intentions of his love to judge the inteniions of his love so that he can do justice... so here kunal is playing a diplomatic role where he wants to clarify things with siddhi and make sure he his wife and son are together ... so he has to be witty here while understanding his wifes true genuine and innocent emotions... and his eyes smile and his every single expression matched this maturity there and I say Man Samir aka Kunal chopda nothing can beat ur multi expressional talent here ... bang on
For his question here is siddhis response : pyaar saat rehna ka naam nahi par saath nibhane ka naam hoti hai Kunal aap aapke dil mein apne pyaar ka dard lekar jee rahe the... aur mein umeed lekar jee rahi thi ki mein jab bhi bahar aungi... aap ko sabkuch bataungi aur sab kuch sunkar aap mujhe maaf kardongi...aur kunal mein aap se milne ayi bhi this that party scene ...
while saying these dialogues.. in between when siddhi said I have come to meet u ... and his expression was million dollar one ... kya?? so its making him slowly sense that she really did made her attempt but that ___ ladies presence with me made her back off...
and if siddhi really did this attempt, and on top of it she even mentioned that she wanted to tell the truth and once he gets to know that acutal truth she is sure taht he will forgive her for her decission ...which is very very very very clear that siddhis mistake is in leaving him but not the cause that she showed him...coz she said she issure that he will forgive her...which means its a clear explanation that for he rmistake he will forgive but know ing the cause and reason behind the mistake he will forgiv this mistake...so back end reason is something smelling foul for kunal here... I BET
and that time issue was rohits murder case and richa and her dad were against Kunal and siddhi ...kunal in jail and siddhi fighting his case and one fine day over the night siddhi changed 720 degrees... and she is saying that he will forgive once he knows the truth
if he has to think its rohit who forced siddhi to do some thing wrong is ruled out and Daddy thakral... his was taking reveng as he lost his son so cant doubt him
and remaining person who can harm siddhi or seperate this is ONLY RICHA
and now when she said she tried to meet him ...means siddhi is not at all feeling guilty ...of her son ...an d says he will forgive her ..and in both reasons RICHA tried to be good and supported him ...so is she to be raised that fingers at will for sure raising in his minds...
par ab apne dil ko aur nahi rok sakti ... kunal ab mei apke saat rehna chahti hu chaliye na kunal phir se ek nayi shurwat karte hai ...
A girl like siddhi saying this statement is a bold step to prove her love she is in desperate state just a small fish forcibly thrown out of water by a fisher man ... she is breathing but she doesnt know when her breathing goes off without htis guys ...and I dont think kunal is so dumb that he cant see this in her eyes..he is experiencing her pain ... there
and a girl openly confessing to her man that now she cannot stay away from him and lets kick start a new begining together ... is very big to be taken and serious... knowing the fact what kind of shy girl siddhi is ..and reserved character she is ...
her pain of 9 years is shown as a big bang in her statment ... and kunal could feel the heaviness in her stateemnt he couldnt take that pain in her as reality ... coz he was shown and made tobelieve something else ... as a symbol of mannerism with a deep breath he turned the other way round and his deep breath when he turned back also has tons of meaning there ...
what hte hell have i thought of this girl all these years and how did i behave with her with pinning words and alll and today what am i getting to hear ...u dumb kunal..what have u done to ur love got damnit...why didnt u took a proactive step and met her in these nine years ...shit man ... is what his act there means ... and whn he tried to explain his take on that siddhi left from that place ...
now the smile on his face is kunal now u very well know ur wife is genuine and now there is something that u r suppose to know and yet to know which will clear even the underlying MU so chill buddy...she will tell u everyting now its time foru to tell he r..what she is for u ...so go for whom invitation r u waiting got damn it... and yes he is there near siddhi and asked ...with a confident smile ... that every thing will be straighted and can be straightened so chill madi kunal babua ...and now go go go and take her in ur arms... and yes he said ...wah tu teridil ki baat bol di aur jab meri baari hai to chali gayi ...
with that smile ...well u reduced heaviness of ur heart by confessing ur love and u reduced even my heaviness also with the same confession but u r still having a pinning pain in u as to what ur for me ..and u did give me chance awww no baby this is not fair types...
comeon now dont expect kunal to literally weep and bahaofy ganga jamuna sarawati ... he is a Mann nn he should handle it in manly style and he is doing it what s the big deal...
and when she said ..i konw u dont love me i m a fool who confessed my feelings for u ...
his smile meant that ... acha ...wah siddhi chopda...tujhe to bohot pata hai mere barein me ... tere hi dil mein pyaar hai aur mere dill mein nahi ...aisa kaisa hua types of smile yaar. ...
and when she said whatever u did is just only coz u love me right ... when she asked he smiled at her innocence and purity that inspite of guessing me right how crazily she is craving to know what i feel for her from my mouth...
but here he didnt want to confess her in a state where she is drunk ... coz he is understanding her state tthat if he confesses what if she doesnt remember by tomorrow and what if ... i confess her without knowing the truth ... will she reveal it later or will she take her own time... its better to close the past issue completely and go for a new start peacefully so he asked to get back to th room...but when she continued he straigtly said his concern that now ur drunk and do u even know what u r saying ..and what if u dont remember anything tomorrow ... i dont want u to feel that u werer put in a mess by me ...
but she is fine to get into anything everything for him with him... and his questioning eyes ... are not in something cooking types but he know s that siddhi is blurting out truth in that state so he is grillng her even more that will she be fine with whatever he does and tell to her this night... she should nt complain tomorrow morning ...about their life that night...
she asked him ok anyways i know ur answer well but for this moment u can give me happiness...she meant she wanted to live with him that moment ...and he too desperately wants to spend and live his life i nthat moment ... she pleaded him to hug her and get close to he r...for the last time ...which means if he doesnt confess himself to her she will distance herself ... and to live the rest of life awa yfrom him siddhi wants this hug as a memory ..but for kunal its her love and which is calling him again ... and
hiss hidden senses of life r raising in him stepping towrds siddhi nwhen he hugged her many of us have felt that its not a passionate hug or satisfactory hug from his end ...
I disagree this point...come on a pasionte hug is not the one wen one really cloeses their eyes and tears roll down or a satisfactory smile curls on the lips ...no definetely no
he is fully in hre hug but his eyes are saying to self that siddhi mujhe issterah kareeb chahti hai ..to mujhe iski taqleef aur 9 saal ke pehle wali mazboori baat ko jaan na hoga ... I have to give in to know the actual truth ... and somuch in his eyes ...
Now in between seema anand ...its a good and light moment in the episode
and chipkoo chipkalis trip the less i mouth about it the better is to my sleep to night ...
and precap...
my take...
siddhi kunal in passionate hug... abhay spots them... and obsessive dracula comes out form him with a serious face KUnal... ye tum kya kar rahe ho ...
kunal: woh abhay acutally siddhi ...bohot peeli hai...
Abhay: siddhi ko peena ki aadat nahi hai shayad tu ne use pilyahoga zabardasti...anywyas siddhi tum chalo mere saat ..
siddhi as it is in talli state and relaxing in kunals warmth...might have slept...
kunal couldnt confess his love... so post abhay grab siddhi and kick off from there ... kunal yelling at self and remincing what all had happend will confess to the open air and god about his love and dhakkan dragaon lady will witness this ...
sorry sorry sorry ... a very very very long post ...hoppe i didnt bore u guys ...
but feel free to thrwo tomatoes at me if u didnt like my analysis ...
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