Siddhi ki khamoshi

This is Siddhi's answer to all questions around her silence
A lot of people have been after Siddhi, why is she quite etc etc (and named her names)..these are my views-

Siddhi, kal jo hua woh galat hua, saari galati meri hai.

Aapne kitni aasani se keh diya ki saari galati meri hai, jo hua woh galat hua
Magar aapke is ek wakya ne mere saare sapne tod diye, woh sapne jo maine bus abhi dekhe bhar the, jo abhi tak saakar bhi nahi hue the.
Abhi kal hi aapne kahan tha ki aap ko meri kami mehsoos hogi
aur aap ki zindagi mere bina adhoori hai
Aur aaj aap nazarein jhuka kar keh rahe hai ki mujhse alag ho jao
Agar mera dil todna hi tha to mujhse nazre milakar yahi baat kehte, main dekhna chahti thi us waqt aapki aankhon mein khushi thi ya dard
Kitni aasani se aapne keh diya ki alag ho jao

aapka yahi wakya mere man mein haazar baar ghoom raha tha

Magar kya kehne bhar se rishta toot jata hai
Sirf ek talak le lene se hamara rishta khatam?
Shayad aapke liye hoga, kyonki aapne to ise sirf ek samjhota samjha tha
Magar mere liye yeh ek samjhota nahi tha
Badi mushkil se mere dil ne fir se kisi ke liye dhadakna shuru kiya tha
aur aapne aaj fir isse tod diya
Aap to jaante hai na apne pyaar ko khone ka dard?
Anand ke jane ke baad to main jaise sirf naam ke liye jee rahe thi
Kabhi socha nahi tha ki yeh dil fir kisi ke liye dhadak payega
fir in aankhon mein kuch khwab honge
kisi pati patni ko muskurate dekhti to sochti, shayad yeh khushiyan ab mere naseeb mein nahi hai
kabhi khud ko kosti to kabhi bhagwan ko apni is badnaseebi ke liye
bhagwan par se to jaise vishwas hi uth gaya tha
beman se aapse shaadi ki
magar fir dheere dheere na jane kab in aankhon mein fir kuch naye sapne ubharne lage the
agar mera saath yu hi chod dena tha
to kyon mere aanson poche, inhe behne dete
kyon mujhe girne se bachaya
kyon meri takleefon mein mera saath diya
kyon mujhe fir se muskurane ki wajah di

Aapne yeh to dekha ki anand mera pyaar tha,
magar yeh nahi dekha ki har jagah meri aankhein sirf aapko hi talashti thi
aapki muskurahat meri aankhon mein jhalakti thi
aur aapka dard meri aankhon mein
main anand ko aapke andar nahi talash rahi thi
main apne us sapnon ke raajkumar ko aap mein talash rahi thi
aap mere har sapne se alag the, magar fir bhi aap mujhe ache lagne lage the

This first ever try from a very uncreative person, who struggles to write even one line properly...It's not as good as urs Pooja...u r a really very good writer👏👏...loved Sidhi's side also...and u're right Kunal is not 100% right either but still wanted to say something in his defense..

pooja and simi ...🤗 beautiful piece of writing by both of you it was soo very touching ...loved it lots...hoping that cvs actually read them nd take some ideas...than showing their usual crap stuff...

Great work girls! Keep up your writing and other creative pursuits. See that's why I keep saying that these MU, divorce, separation, etc tracks work so well. We LOVE them. They make us feel pain and sorrow and anger and frustration because we are so involved in the characters. As much as we hate it, we wait and keep watching to see how they will get united again 😊 Of course only if it is dragged up to a point😡

But I feel since EK has changed her style a little, this one will not drag as much as her previous shows and we will see a clearing of MUs soon.😃

Until then all your writings will tide us over!

@simi- wow man..if this is the first time you write..than you sure gonna rock it.. dont worry your writing is good too. I smiled through out and yes litlte little kunal is also write..see i never said only one is right, but both have their reasons which are nt wrong.

i laughed at the last line..pagal kunal..

keep writing more !!!👏

@thanks Shamrish- I agree, we have got lot of writers on this forum which keeps me coming back and a lot of ppl appreciating ..which provides the motivation !!

@simi & @poshah

@sgumi/savi- why are you mssing- not like the post ?

Thanks for your comment on my posts Pooja! Hope to read more from you. I was just thinking and realized that Siddhi is such a believer in actions rather than words, she would never be able to say all this too Kunal. That's why your letter idea was brilliant. That's the only way she can say what she wants to say. That's why she writes shayari too I guess! Thats why she keeps telling seema "I can't see Kunal like this" and has to do something to help him whether he likes it or not. In some sense Kunal is right when he says "Tum ko har cheez mein tang adana acha lagta hai kya?" Yes thats what she loves. She loves to fix things quietly😆