The writers never bother to show Raavi feelings and thoughts and after that awful precap, I decided to put down how I would like today's episode to go about, which let's be honest will never happen.
The biggest Villain’s in ShiVi love story is their families 😪 And that is a fact 💯. They need to first trust each other wholeheartedly before confessing their love for each other. That's why I want Raavi to leave this crazy family first.
This OS will be only focus on Raavi's thought process. I don't know if I want to continue this story or leave it as an OS
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Life has not been kind to Raavi. Her parents died in an accident when she was only 10 days old. Ever since then her Maasa-pa and Masi-maa have raised her like their own kid. All her life she has been a jolly kid but something always felt incomplete. She longed for her parents. This loneliness lead her to believe that being a member of Pandya Parivaar, Somnath most ideal family that looked like they were straight out of the movie Hum Sath Sath Hai, would make her feel whole for once in her life but look where that thought had brought her to.
After getting abandoned at the mandap of her wedding at the last minute by someone who she thought she was madly in love with and had dreamed a happy life together, only to later realise that it was all in her head and that Dev didn't want the same things. He didn't even like her like that for crying out loud. He in fact was in a committed relationship with Rishita the whole time Raavi was declaring her love all over Somnath. At least he would have let her know about his actual feeling instead of letting her just assume and go along with her wishes. It was not like she was going to force him to marry her, like come on it would have saved her from embarrassing herself just because she took the liberty to take his kind and friendly nature as mutual interest.
Cause let's be honest, it was never love, not even a crush if you think about it. It was just an infatuation and nothing more. It was just her lame attempt at fulfilling her dream of becoming a Pandya bua. And that she realised after she had gotten married to Shiva, her bhoothnath, when she had experienced real love for the first time but the realisation had hit her too late.
Shiva Pandya, her number one Dushman. All their life all they did was fight and argue. Playing pranks on each other was a daily routine. There hadn't been a day when he didn't declare his hatred for his maamikibehenkibeti, yet he was always on the front lines to save her when she would find herself in tricky situations. But Raavi was no doodh ki dhuli, she would give it right back to him, yet she always found herself seeking the comfort he provided every other day. And that only increased by 10 folds when they had gotten married.
The only reason they had ended up getting married in the first place was because of Dhara Di Kasam and at her maasa pa's plea. So to preserve her maasa pa and Pandya's reputation she agreed.
At first, things were a mess, with her misunderstanding Shiva after the kidnapping incident and the fact that she had no idea why he has married her in the first place didn't help one bit. The whole marriage fiasco still made her cringe to this day. Don't get her wrong she was glad that she didn't marry Dev but that did not stop making the situation anymore messed up. Everyone expected her to move on like it was nothing and that hurt. And she still hasn't even gotten a sincere apology from anyone. Everywhere she went she only got pitiful stares and she sympathetically looks, that she didn't like one bit.
But now all she gets are judgmental glances and deprecating gazes. Ever since her character was questioned in front of the whole town. And it had only gotten after the news of divorce. Oh, how the rumours had spread like wildfire. With every Tom Dick and Harry passing a comment at what thought was wrong with her and her Character. Even when they knew nothing about her marriage life that didn't stop them from remarking and judging it.
Suman Kaki insulted her every chance she got, just because she dare slap, Shiva. How dare she raise her hand on her Pati Parmeshwar when he questioned her character in front of the whole Somnath. How dare she sign the divorce papers when her husband yelled at her face, “Mujhe Mukti Chahiye”. Everything wrong with their marriage was her fault according to his mother (Raavi isn't saying that she wasn't at fault at all because at the end of the day “Ek haath se taali nahin bajati” ) Thus Kaki decided that her son deserves someone better than a girl who made him feel inferior, which BTW Raavi had no idea she was doing in the first place. And That's how Disha enter their life like a storm, wrecking everything on her way. The perfect Disha who knew what to say and when to say it. Not like Raavi who was a Dobi according to most people in her life. That Chipku would stick to HER HUSBAND and gave him dreamy eyes every chance she got and that boiled Mrs Shiva Pandya's blood every time. How dare that weirdo kiss her husband when even she hasn't gotten around to it yet? But Raavi was more pissed off at her husband Shiva, who let it all transpire not uttering a word to stop the nonsense happening right in front of their eyes.
But then things changed for the better between her and Shiva. The divorce was postponed by the court and they were given a 6 month grace period, to give their marriage another thought. After she had been successful in stopping her Bhoothnath and that Dishwasher illegal sagaee, she and Shiva got engaged. Disha was out of their life and Suman Kaki had accepted her or at least she thought.
However, things came crashing down right in front of her for the 2nd time. This loan kaanad and Dhara Di and the rest of the family members not bothering to involve her in any of their plans made her realise her worth in their eyes. And why would they tell her anything she was an outsider after all. She wasn't family.
Shiva did not understand her point of view and why she was hurt. How could he think that she would even think of hurting her Dhara Di and her baby? The same baby she was so excited to meet. Was his trust in her so fickle? How was could he think that she would join hand Anita and Bua? And on top of that, he even threatened her that he wouldn't move forward in their relationship if she didn't stop being angry at his Dhara Bhabhi. Like seriously? What sort of messed up blackmail was that.
Yes, she called the police on Shiva which was wrong but she didn't know what else to do at that moment. Everyone in Somnath knew the infamous anger of Shiva Pandya. No one could stop Shiva when he goes ballistic. No one could match his fire except her. But this was different as he was mad at her as well as he misunderstood.
He looked like he was about to bite Anita's head off. So she slap him for the second time in her life in hopes that he would snap out of it, repenting it the second her hand touched his cheek. But that only made things worse resulting in him pushing her away in anger. So not seeing any other way she called the police. But it wasn't like she was going to let Her Shiva rot in jail like there was no way.
She was on her way to the police station to take back the complaint, with her mind all over the place. That's when she met with an accident and that weird woman took her from the road. God knows what that woman and her goons were trying to do to her. This was like the third time she got kidnapped if you think about it. Thank God her hero found her on time and saved her. Well she did most of the saving herself but that doesn't matter, what matters is that he came.
And Yes, her sister was wrong and Raavi had definitely had a bone to pick with her. But at the end of the day, Anita was her sister. The same sister who took care of Raavi her whole life, an orphan. Who calmed her down when she had panic attacks about her parent's death when she was young. Who hugged her when she cried. Who took her to her favourite ice cream shop each time she felt down. Who sat with her the whole night to help her study for her exam the next day. Who kept making her coffee each time she felt sleepy. How can she just forget all that? But that doesn't mean that she would just let Anita off the hook. What she has done was unforgivable in her eyes. Anita took advantage of Raavi's love for her and her trust. And now Raavi was done for good.
So here she stood in deja vu before Suman Kaki as she spit venom at her yet again and while her husband stood in support of his mother as he watched on, not saying a word YET AGAIN. Is this what life had brought her to? There wasn't even a signal person who would keep her over everyone and everything else, not even Shiva Enough was enough. For him, Dhara Di and Suman Kaki and the rest of the Pandya Parivaar would always be more important than her. She will never be her husband priority and now she can't have let people just stomp on her self-respect anymore. Be it her husband or his family.
“Thik Hai”, Raavi announced, stopping Suman mid-rant.
“Kya....?”, Suman let out confused, not understanding what this markundi gaay was saying. She looked at her third son who also looked confused.
“Main is Ghar Ko Chhod Kar Chali jaaungi Aur Kabhi Nahin Laut Ke aaungi”, Raavi declared openly with fire in her eyes, alarming Shiva as he finally looked up locking eyes with his wife. While her statement shocked the entire family as well.
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A/N: So that was it. Let me know how you all like it and if I should continue this story.
Feedback would be appreciated 👍 😊
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