Raavi never realizes his unspoken words... He kept on giving his all in love while she is unaware of everything she is receiving through his end... While he was always best in act and pretend he never cared but was there whenever she needed him and she never noticed him...
Living with self-centered people all around Raavi still grown to be selfless she easily gives away every little thing she had for her family members... She is so desperate of love that never able to notice the guy she cherished never loved her back... While she was indeed lucky to find someone who still loves her for her own self...
Someone who didn't ask her anything in return and provide the entire thing she ever dreamt of... He was always there whenever there is need... She remembers how he never got tired of her dramas, how he happened to handle all her mood swings... At the starting days of their marriage she used to be so angry with him she never left any moment to ridicule him even name call him purposely yes she was hurt because he left her with those goons... But later she got to know it is also her misconception... She never properly apologized to him there was no need neither he want that nor she redeemed herself properly...
Even when he asked for divorce and does all that for her... Later on, when he explained how he never wanted to left her... How he started to love her long way back and felt that he is not the one she want in her life so he distanced himself with her... He acknowledges the fact how stupid his plan was but she inbuilt a wall around her he wasn't able to comprehend her emotions while her words were always about compromise or adjustment he never wanted that... He wanted to be accepted by her as him and when he read her diary... Her wish to have a life partner contrast to his personality he gave up the precious thing of his life... He sacrificed his own love for her... He knew she will be his easily and do everything for this relationship sake but his love is not so weak that he caged her for life... So he set her free...
No one ever thought about Raavi that much when she got to know all that the respect for this guy increased in her eyes in multi folds... She knew now whatever happened she is never going to leave him even though he say to her that himself she will be there for him... He was world for her before too but now he is the world for her she acknowledges and will cherish throughout her life... She wasn't able to tell him how much he meant to her... She never able to tell him how much she owes to him... Every single smile she had after her wedding she owes him for that... Every feeling of love she have been deprived of she owes to him... Every moment she spends with him had its astounding effect on her...
She was about to tell him every little thing today itself... He also promised her that will be there at 7'o clock sharp...
"Shiva vo mujhe na tujhse kuch kehna hai" She said shyly...
Shiva understands her dilemma... And he also knows the unsaid feelings of her... Today finally she is going to confess now they can take their relationship to next step... God knows how difficult it is for him to control himself but still he did for her... He can do anything for her because she deserves... She deserves every bit of love he do tp her...
He remembered his own words "Kis baat ka dukh sataa raha hai tujhe Shiva... Kaun sa darr hai tujhe... Yahi ki tu apne pyaar ko zyada chahta hai... Tu usse itna chahta hai ki agar wo bas chutki bhar bhi pyaar de de to bhi yeh rishta ishq ki har soorat mein muqammal ho jaayega... Arre yeh to bahut badi baat hai ki tumhare rishte mein pehla ehsaas tera tha... Pehla dard tera tha... Pehli khushi bhi teri thi... Agar vo ishq ko na bhi apnaaye phir bhi yeh pyaar to tera hi hai na... To kyun kar raha yeh sab... Kyun dard de raha hai apne hi pyaar ko khudgarz ban ke rok de is divorce ko" even though these words kept ringing to his ears but he never stopped the process... But for his luck she did... She stopped the process and also apologize to him that she can't be away from him... Little did she knew that's what he wanted to hear for so long...
"Mujhe pataa hai Shiva tu naraaz hai... Mukti chahta tha na mujhse... Par main kya karun... Main to tere binaa reh hi nahi sakti... Pyaar hai ya nahi mujhe nahi pata... Par itna pataa hai ki tere alaawa kissi aur ke saath main khud ko imagine hi nahi kar sakti... Main selfish banna chahti hu iss baar... Agar tujhe khone se khud ko bachane ke liye selfish banna hoga to main selfish sahi" She kept crying and repeating the same thing again and again... Those words let Shiva believe that she wants him too... She needs him in her life as it is... He felt bad how he let her to be in court and finally got her hidden feelings but happy that she is no more caged... Neither her feelings nor she in this relationship... Later on he apologized to her sincerely and explained why he did all of that? And to his surprise she accepted everything with a smile neither got angry on his stupidity nor ever make fun of him...
"Bas Shiva agli baar kabhi bhi mere saath aisa ganda mazaak mat kariyo... Jo bhi ho dil mein keh diyo main nahi chahti humaare beech phir kabhi galatfehmi ho" She said and dropped the topic... It never subsides in their life afterwards...
Gaumbi told him to bring the goods under his supervision... While he was too excited to know his wife's feeling but having responsibility of store is too necessary he said yes to Gaumbi and rushed to finish his task...
"Zyada jaldi mat karna Shiva... Yahaan nazar hati vahaan durghatna (tragedy) ghati" Gaumbi reminded him to be calm... But he is too overjoyed and just shrugged the thought " Aaj kuch buraa nahi ho sakta Gaumbi... Aaj ke din to Bholenath ne apne Shiva ki jholi mein khushiyon ki baarish karni hai" Shiva replied while Gaumbi chuckled to see his brother's enthusiasm...
Raavi starts decorating her room... She bring roses and with her own hands wrote I love you with them also a big heart she designed around their first pic together... She remembered how much request she needed to do for him to have one pic with her...
"Shiva please just one photo... Please" Raavi pleaded him... She is trying to pursue him whole day they are on vacation with family and her bholenaath secluded himself with these materialistic things... For Shiva enjoying the moment at fullest is mantra hence these photo session is never his cup of tea...
"Raavi tu jaanti hai na mujhe yeh sab pasand nahi hai... Tu vahaan ja Dhara Bhabhi Gaumbi Krish Dev ya Rishita Bhabhi ke saath photo click kar... Acha main kar deta hoon teri photo unke saath" Shiva offered her helping hand... While Raavi got angry she is really sad he is not listening to her once she kept asking him one photo but he is acting as if she asked his life...
"Kya Shiva log pyaar mein chaand aur taare bhi utaar dete hai... Aur tu hai ki apni Biwi ke saath ek photo nahi khicha sakta naatak to aise kar raha jaise teri kidney maang li ho maine" She pouted and sit their with sad face... While Shiva finally give up looking at her cute face and nodded to have one pic with her...
Raavi starts telling him different poses... One to held her shoulder... One to hug her from back... One to entangled hands with her but he is too shy to proceed with anyone finally Raavi gives up... She called Krish to click their picture they were standing beside each other... Raavi asked Shiva to pass a smile whle he was adamant she held his cheek and kissed him there... Shiva's shocking face while Raavi with mischievous smile kissing him at cheek and Krish clicked their pic at right moment... Raavi blushed remembering their only kiss till now...
Shiva never crossed his line... Even though he loved her a lot but he is ready to wait for her until she got ready... And today she is... She is ready with her bookay and about to propose him she will sit at ground and do the dream proposal what every girls want in her life... But she wanted to do the same for him... She is ready to be always in her knees if she can see one moment of smile in his face... He is the one she loved and now she will tell this to world but before that today she is going to make all special for him...
She lighted all her aromatic candles and also starts the soothing music perfect for the romantic moment... She took red saree he brings for her...
"Raavi... Tujhe kabhi bhi lage... Ki iss rishte ko hum aage le jaa sakte hai... To yeh saree pehan liyo... Main samajh jaaunga... Kuch kehne ki zaroorat hi nahi padegi main aise hi tera haath thaam ke Jeevan bhar bitaa lunga" Shiva said with hopeful eyes... It's more than 6 months when he gave this saree to her... She took her time to be sure that he will be there... He would not leave her like her parents, like her other family members who never wanted her, like everyone she knows... And now she is sure he will be there so this is a perfect moment as it sound... Saree is too simple she remembered how shy he felt to even give it to her "Bahut saadi choice hai tere pati ki... Yaar tujhe pataa hai maine kabhi bhi faaltu kharcha nahi kiyaa... Aur Dukaan ke paise to sab ke hai na issliye main kaarkhane gaya tha vahaan samaan laada mahine bhar tab jaa ke saath hazaar rupay bane aur phir tere liye le aaya... Agar tujhe pasand nahi ho to badalwaa denge" he said these words and about to repack the saree... But Raavi kept her hand to stop him "Yeh to duniya ka sabse khoobsurat gift hai isse to main kissi ko meri jaan ke badle bhi na du... Isme mere Shiva ki mehnat hai uska pyaar hai... Saadi hai to kya hua ispe ek ek jadi mein mere Shiva ke jazbaat... Khabar daar tune mere gift ko haath bhi lagaaya maine Gauri se Kaali banne mein waqt nahi lagaana" She replied him calmly... But soon they chuckled and Raavi put the saree in her cupboard with utmost care...
She was getting ready with all the beautiful moments, dreams she was about to fulfill with him... Soon she heard a knock at her door she thought it was Shiva and rushed to opened the door... But was shocked to see Krish teary face in front of her... Krish looked around her room and understands what she was dreaming right now hence telling her truth is getting difficult for him... He wasn't able to say anything.... While Raavi is getting agitated that he is not speaking anything to her and kept crying...
"Krish agar tu aise hi rotaa raha to aane de mere Shiva ko maine usse bol ke tera bharta banaa dena hai" Raavi said and smiled remembering her moments with Shiva... Her mind is not able to register the critical situation she is so much engrossed in her dream world... Krish took a deep breath and held her with shoulder "Bhabhi... Shiva ka bahut buraa accident ho gaya hai... Vo samaan le kar speed se aa raha tha tab hi gaadi se takkar ho gayi... Car waale ache log the use turant hospital le gaye... Gaumbi aur baaki sab bhi wahi hai par doctor ne kahaa hai situation bahut critical hai... Shayad Shiva ke paas bahut kam samay hai""... Raavi stood their numb within few seconds her all dreams got shattered... She start remembering all the people she lost in her life.... Finally she had her share of happiness how can Bholenath be too cruel to her he won't take Shiva from her life... He can't... He can't she will not let him do that... She didn't cry or show any emotions to Krish...
"Mujhe le chal hospital mujhe dekhna hai Shiva ko" Raavi said with stern face... She is expressionless... Krish got scared and tried to know is she really okay or just acting... He is in verge of losing his brother he can't lose her too... He took a cab and they reached to the hospital Raavi is so calm and compose that it is threatening for every Pandya family member... After some time when Doctor came out of the operation theatre Raavi reached to him at first...
"Kab tak hosh aa jaayega Shiva ko" Raavi said in such a confident tone... As if she knew he will be up no matter what he won't left her... He will never left her... "Tujhe chodke nahi jaaunga main" She remembered his promise at Khandhar and certain he would not leave her...
"Kuch kahaa nahi jaa sakta... Blood bahut loss ho chukka hai... Internal injuries to nahi hai par external injuries bahut hai aur Sir pe gehri chot lagi hai jab tak hosh nahi aaye hum kuch nahi keh sakte" Raavi nodded... While everyone gasped and sit their crying... "Main kya andar ja sakti hu... Bas uske saath rahungi agar koi moments huye to aapko call kar dungi... Please let me be with him" Raavi requested the doctor her voice is serene and there is still no expressions in her face...
She got the permission hence wiped Dhara's and Gaumbi's tears pacify everyone there and tried to cheer them up... Everybody got hopeful to see her in such a positive state she goes inside and tell them to go home Krish and Dev are still their outside.. She went inside and saw Shiva with syringe and plaster in his legs... His head is wounded... She touched his head with her warm hands and pecked him their she held his hand and kept looking at him without blinking...
Krish and Dev kept looking at her... They felt bad looking Shiva in such a terrible state also Raavi who is acting so calm are giving chills to them... Whole Pandya house is praying to God that miracle happen today otherwise they will surely lose two people from their life...
Raavi kept smiling while looking to him remembering all the moments she spent with him... She felt his finger moved slightly but thought that she may be imagining it after few minutes when she felt his grip slightly tighter than previous she get out of her thoughts and called the doctors their...
"Kab tak hosh aa jaayega Shiva ko" She repeated the same sentence as previous still in same confidence... While Doctor smiled seeing her like this "It's a good sign but still we can't say anything just pray he may come out of danger safe and sound"... "He will... Bahut mehnat karta hai na to thak gaya hai abhi thori der so legaa to apne aap uth jaayega" Raavi caressed his head as if he is her child... And held his hand once again and kept caressing him with smile... While Dev and Krish come out of the room with Doctor...
Around 5 am in morning...
Shiva can feel his whole body aching... He tried hard to open his eyes... While he can feel Raavi is sitting beside him... As he is feeling restless Raavi embraced his hand... "Shh... Shh... Shiva shaant ho ja main hu yahaan abhi Doctor ko bulaati hu tu pareshaan mat ho... Main hoon tere saath" Raavi goes outside and told Krish about Shiva's condition... Doctor rushed to check and finally tell them all that Shiva is out of Danger... Raavi thanked her bholenath multiple times and kept waiting for her bhootnath to get fully conscious in some time...
Meanwhile whole family comes to meet Shiva one by one... Raavi just be there all the time she never went to get freshen up and just kept looking at him...
Around 7 pm
Shiva opened his eyes... His body is still aching and there are after effects of sedatives but now he can feel the surrounding around... He saw Raavi sitting and looking at him with her charismatic smile... "Bahut zyada thak gaya tha tu na... Issliye itna lamba so raha tha" A tear fell from her eyes... Shiva felt pain to see tears in her eyes... He was too excited to meet her that he drives too fast and met with the accident... He can feel how much scared she must be all the time while looking at him like this? She was wearing his saree a green signal that they may have a new start yesterday if he was little careful... He knows she must have prepared a lot while he landed her up here...
Soon Doctor and then his family members gathered around asking him to never do these stunts... Everyone is too happy that he is back... While Shiva giving small answers to all but his eyes are fixed on her... She lost her composure now and crying like a small baby her nose get red because of continuously despair... Shiva chuckled seeing her in that state while she looked at him angrily...
"Ab to Shiva theek hai Raavi... Ab kyun ro rahi hai... Kal se to sabko samjha rahi thi ki tera Shiva tujhe chod ke nahi jaayega usne waada kiya hai tujhse.... To ab kyun mann bhar gaya... Kal se yahin hai ek baar fresh hone bhi nahi uthi ab tu hi samjha iss buddhu ko Shiva nahi to jab tak tu ghar aayega... Isse humein hospital mein bharti karna padega... Phir tum dono khelte rehna hospital hospital" Dhara chuckled while looking at baby Raavi right now... She signed everyone to give the couple their private time soon everyone left... While Raavi kept crying continuously Shiva just kept looking to her "Kitni mehnat ki thi maine... Dekh mere haath mein kaantein bhi chubh gaye hai khun bhi nikla tha par tere liye ek ek gulab ko sajaaya tha maine... Itne pyaar se I love you likha tha aur us ke beech mein humari kiss karti photo ko photoframe karaa rakha tha maine... Aur to aur bookay bhi laayi thi main tujhe propose karna tha ghutno mein baith ke" She kept sharing he whole plan to him while crying Shiva chuckled to see his baby's face... She is still a child not only her innocence also her heart... She needs an utmost care and love she never got he must be careful afterwards he must live a long life for her and with her...
"Vaise jab tak humara bacha hoga tab tak tu badi ho jaayegi na... Vo main ek saath do do bacho ko nahi paalna chahta" Shiva said to calm her down while Raavi growled "Kyun... Nahi teri first priority main hoon apni place main apne bache ko bhi nahi dungi... Tu pehla mera Shiva hai phir kissi chachundar ka"...
"Tu humaare bache ko chachundar bol rahi hai?"
"Nahi... Par mujhe nahi pata... Main tujhe share nahi kar sakti bas"
"Acha chal chod yeh bataa jab tu mujhe propose karne waali to kya bolti?"
"Mood nahi hai mera... Tu theek ho jaa phir kissi aur din"
Raavi start to go from there... While Shiva held her hand and pulled her at his side Raavi is already feeling weak she almost fell at him... While she tries to get up but he held her firmly... His grip is not top strong but Raavi isn't trying to come out of there it's soothing to be so closed to him...
"Shiva... Thank you... Thank you so much mer zindagi mein aane ke liye... Mujhe sach mein nahi pataa tha ki main itni lucky hun ki koi mujhse itna pyaar kar sakta hai... Mere ghamon ko mujhse zyada samajh sakta hai... Mere bachpano ko jhel sakta hai... Aur sabse important mujhe mujh jaisa apna sakta hai... Pyaar kar sakta hai... Sab ke liye yeh mera dusra pyaar hai... Par main jaanti hu Shiva mera dil jaanta hai tujhse milne se pehle to main jaanti hi nahi thi ki pyaar kehte kisse hai to koi aur mera pehla pyaar kaise ho sakta hai... Tu poori duniya hai meri tu hai to main hoon... Tu nahi to kuch bhi nahi... Kya tu mujh jaisi Dobi ke saath apni poori zindagi bitaana chahega" Raavi confessed her feelings while looking straight in his eyes... Shiva knows her feeling is so pure it is written all over her eyes and face... She is blushing all the time...
"Haan" Shiva said plainly... And smiled... Raavi looked at him confusingly this guy isn't romantic at all... He doesn't know how to act after someone pours their heart out... It's a most difficult task for her she prepared so much and all he want to say Haan? No hugs no kisses... She decorated her room all day for his plain yes...
"Bhaad mein ja tu..." Raavi said in anger and start getting up... "Arre ab kya hua? Maine kuch kiya kya?" Shiva asked her innocently... "Shaadi ko 1 saal 6 mahine hone waale hai... Par janaab ne kabhi kuch kiya hi nahi yahi to problem hai... Bache kya ped pe ugenge... Agar hum romance hi nahi karenge to bache ho chuke humaare" Raavi made faces all the time...
"To madam ko romance chahiye? Aisa bolo na" Shiva pulled her and placed his lips on hers... It still wasn't clear if she dreamed this moment to life, but there was raw emotion in the way his fingers curled around hers. Maybe time stopped when his lips met hers, but the flutter only intensified. Raavi's heart pounded in her chest as her knees got weaker. The kiss is all she needed it's a promise that he will be there for her all the time... That they will be together and complete all her fantasy being with each other...
They felt a knock and leave each other... "Raavi Bhabhi... Ab to fresh ho jaayiye brush bhi nahi kiya hai aapne abhi tak" Krish remarked and run away from there... Raavi blushed remembering the kiss and his lips touch against her...Also thought that may be Krish saw them in such s compromising position...
"Raavi ji... Ab aap ghar jaayiye mauj manaa lijiye kuch din phir yeh junglee bhediya aapko bataayega romance kya cheez hai... Kaafi lamba intezaar karaaya hai chun chun ke badla lunga" Raavi blushed so hard hearing him and come out of the room dreaming for the day she will be his properly....
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