Originally posted by: Falo0da
Guys I am not okay. This ending has exceeded every expectation I could have had. Everything I thought they wouldn't address was handled so beautifully and delicately. Talha's trauma really got the closure it deserved with him being completely vulnerable and laying all his cards out. And Roshi stepped up to become his emotional rock through her boundless love and light, so he finally found a safe space where he could allow himself to unburden his suppressed grief and begin his journey towards healing. It was just so, so raw and beautifully done. And I also did not see them having such a deep heart to heart about... everything. All that they had gone through, how they were coping, what they truly meant to each other and how they almost lost each other because of their own stupidity. Absolutely nothing was off the table for them and watching them communicate like that made my heart happy. The emotional intimacy was off the charts and let's not even get into the physical intimacy cuz honestly I still haven't recovered from it. Like their chemistry had a chokehold on my entire existence when the most they did was have intense eye contact. So watching them actually act like a married couple was more than my heart could handle. Tbh in this day and age, what haven't we seen or become desensitized to on TV when it comes to physical relationships but somehow Talha and Roshi being all soft with each other with their loving glances and gentle caresses made me feel like I was somehow doing something forbidden watching them. Like I was intruding during a couple's private moments and I should look away. Those two are absolutely mesmerizing together.
My heart is just so full right now. Overwhelmed. Filled with butterflies. Consumed by their love. But at the same time, there's a hollow pit inside it cuz I know there officially won't be any more of them in my life and I just don't know how to deal with that? I just did not expect to get this emotionally invested in their story but here I am, having watched the last episode multiple times and feeling this mix of warmth, joy, contentment and sheer emptiness. As flawed as this show was at times, there was something truly special and magical about it and I will miss it from the bottom of my heart. But right now I just don't know what to do with myself.
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