My Analysis on Zindagi Gulzar Hai Epi 20

Ok i have to say i have loved all the diary scenes in this show..i mean this is one way we have all got to know Kashaf's inner feelings and we have understood her through these diary scenes..i think this script would have lost its meaning if anyone removed the diary scene moments..this completes every moment for us in the sense that we get to hear what Kashaf feels...Zaroon will very openly admit and tell her how he feels yet Kashaf is not so open and finds it hard...but the diary scene was just too good😳

Now this scene has been one of the most awaited ones since episode 18 when in the precap Kashaf spoke those lines..they held so much meaning in that preview but when expressed in this scene...the beauty of the dialogues just tripled...Kashaf's dialogues..even though they are inner thoughts are so beautiful and she is brilliant at expressing them...'mujhe is sab pe yakeen nahin aata..yeh agar khush kismati hai tho meri kyun hai?...aur agar koi jhoota khwab hai tho mein kyun dekh rahi hoon?..is aadmi ki ajeeb si aadat hone laggi hai mujhe...agar yeh meri zindagi se chala gaya...tho bada masla hojayega mere liye'...these lines were just brilliant and had so much meaning...the way she wrote whilst glancing at him and then sat beside him admiring him as he slept as she thought of how important he has become for her was amazingly portrayed...they are just amazing and this moment was truly beautiful👏

So Zaroon starts off by saying to her his family doesn't think his marriage will last for long..again wahin issue...reminding us of what is to come😭😭😭 but i think he is using all these words just so he can somehow get her to express what she feels...thats why he was asking for her opinion continuously😆 and then Kashaf managing to ask him why they feel that way..i think more than them..she is scared to even think of that happening yet she will not openly show it..she does well to act neutral and keep her feelings to herself...and then again the way he says that his family thinks he won't keep her happy...indirectly he wants to know if she is happy..but again Kashaf is too smart😆 kabhi haan nahin bolegi...kab pighlegi yeh ladki😆 aur isliye jab Zaroon usse directly poochta hai ke 'tum khush ho?' tho she replies 'zyada tho nahin' 😆 and then the way she says if she knew his families opinion it would make her decision of marrying him easier😆 and Zaroon is too cute when he says 'acha mein bewakoof hoon par ullu ka pattha nahin hoon'😆 and then Kashaf questions him ke baithe bithaye usse Kashaf se shaadi karne ka bhoot kyun sawaar hua😆 slowly she is beginning to ask him questions now and this is good sign...atleast woh uske saath communicate tho kar rahi hai...dheere dheere trust bhi karne lagegi and maybe one day we will see that she will confide in him and share all her feelings😳 and then Zaroon telling her that he felt she has all the qualities that he was seeking in his life partner..and again Kashaf eager to know ke woh kaunsi qualities hain...deep down she wants to know what he loves about her...because she never imagined he will fall for her..and i dont think she imagined she would fall for him either😆 but Zaroon in a teasing manner refuses..itni asaani se thodi na batayega😆 and then Zaroon telling her ke 'kabhi bhi apni biwi ki tareefain mun par nahin karni chahiye uska dimaag kharab hojata hai'😆 he is straight to the point...and i just laughed when he said that😆😆😆and then Kashaf still trying to get it out of him indirectly by saying he used to praise her openly before...and his reply ke tab woh uski biwi nahin thi aur woh usse pata raha tha😆 they both have answers ready for each other seriously😆 aur phir Kashaf ka kehna ke 'bohat hi cheap ho tum..aik typical shohar'😆 and he said he likes being a typical shohar who is caring and expects a lot😆 that made her smile..did anyone notice..he was playing with her hair when he said that..i found that gesture so adorable😳 and then the nakhre uthane waali baat...Kashaf from what she has been seeing in her life says ke biwi ko shohar ke nakhre uthane chhahiye but Zaroon tells her it works both ways...i think that in some way touched her too...it made her smile and a realisation struck her that someone is there for her😳 and then the eye lock at that moment was too cute😳...then Zaroon had to comment didnt he😆😆😆saying woh uske nakhre bohat uthatha hai 😆 aur uske baad woh usse ice cream khaane ko lejata hai..again he doesnt forget to hold her hand😆 in dono ko koi hathkadi pehna do thakay haath na choot paaen😆Zaroon would love it😆

Kashaf enters the house first and her face just lights up being at home.. i loved how she introduced the little girl who opened the door to Zaroon..she somehow feels that he should know about everyone part of her life...which shows he means a lot to her😳 and she is so happy to see her mom...you actually see Kashaf happy and smiling since she has got married..its like she is glowing...and i love the respect Zaroon has for her mother...its so obvious that he really admires her mother...maybe because his mother is poles apart from Kashaf's mother and in his eyes she is like the ideal mother who works and looks after the kids and the house...and Kashaf is just like her in that sense😳

Loved the moment inside when Kashaf insists that she will make tea..but her mother is telling her to sit and that she will make tea...it shows how much she loves her mother...and then Zaroon interrupting and telling her that let Kashaf make it and this way he can taste her tea was cute...i think that was something else Kashaf admired about him...that he is also willing to sit with her mother and keep her company whilst she makes tea😳 and this must be the first time she got to make him tea seen as though they have servants at their place so i think he likes these little little luxuries😳

I loved Zaroon's conversation with Kashaf's mother...he really looks up to her and respects her...and i feel he somehow finds a mother in her too...aur dekho abhi door huay nahin ke Zaroon pareshaan hogaya...Islamabad mein posting karwana chahta hai Kashaf ki thakay nazdeek nazdeek rahen😆 idea burra nahin even we would love that😆 aur phir shaam mein the scene in the lounge...oh no Sidra is going on the 5th...i loved her character in this show..and i loved her scenes with Kashaf..and ofcourse her teasing the 2 of them😆

ok this was funny when they ask Zaroon to stay...jaise bache apni mom ko nahin dekhte darr ke maare...Zaroon bilkul waise hi dekh raha tha Kashaf ko...ke ab kya karun...does she want me to stay ya nahin😆 loved his expressions then..aur phir Zaroon tries to make an excuse ke usko kal raat Islamabad ke liye nikalna hai..Kashaf is also nodding away with him...to somehow support him ke he has to go😆 lekin Sidra kamaal hai seriouslyy...jaate jaate bhi usne hume khush kardiya..insist karke..ke Zaroon na kar hi nahin paaya😆😆😆Kashaf ke expressions were worth watching when Sidra told him to stay and again before saying yes he looks at Kashaf😆

Then as Sidra walks into the room and Kashaf follows her..again loved that scene..aur Sidra as always trying to explain to her ke if he didnt want to stay he wouldn't have and to change her perceptions...deep down i think what was bothering Kashaf more was that he may feel awkward..as he has never been in such a surrounding and is used to all the luxuries...so us ghusse mein chupa actual mein uska love aur care hi tha Zaroon ke liye😳

It starts off with Kashaf making the bed and Zaroon walking inside the room...i love the few smiles they share as they look at each other😳...and then Zaroon laying down on the bed looking at the fan😆 it was actually cute when he said 'yeh phankha thoda thaiz nahin hosakta hai'😆😆😆 and Kashaf replying 'yeh pehle se hi high speed pe chal raha hai'😆she was feeling worse ke usko garmi lag rahi hai😆bechari kitni fikr hai usse Zaroon ki😆 aur phir Zaroon kapde badalne ki tayaari mein hota hai ke light hi chali jaathi hai😆 Kashaf must be feeling like starting her taunting again ke uske saath hi yeh hona tha😆 bhaagte huay jaathi hai light lene aur emergency light na milne pe phirse Sidra ko sunati hai ke woh kaise soyega itni garmi mein aur light ke binna..again yeh uski fikr hai Zaroon ke liye😳 uske ghusse mein kitna pyar chupa haina😆 but it was cute how Zaroon gave her his phone with the light so she can see where she is going😳

😆 back in the room Zaroon bade araam se machar maar raha hota hai...but i loved how he saw her coming and took her pillow placing it on her side for her..soo sweet that was😳...and then the way he smiles at her and she smiles back whilst she removed her earrings..it was adorable😳 and again...Zaroon finds a chance to hold her hand😆 seriously his antics are so childish but so cute at the same time..the guy is adorable really😆😆😆 and Kashaf's explanation ke light poori raat bhi nahin asakti hai tho kya bahar sehan mein baithe rahenge...aur thoda sa sochne ke baad janaab phirse uska haath pakad leta hai aur phir bhi jaane ki zidd karta hai😆 and again Kashaf pareshaan hokar kehti hai ke baahir aur machar hote hain...jisse Zaroon ko parwah nahin hai..and that was cute..how he said 'tho kya hogaya' 😳 aur again Mr romantic starts 😆 'hawa bhi tho chal rahi hogi...chand taare honge..aur mein aur tum honge...please bear all my cheesy remarks..come on'😆we will bear it Zaroon and so will Kashaf don't worry you carry on😆aur she confirmed it by smiling and thinking 'chalo isko ab romance sooj raha hai'😆 tum usko jaanthi nahin kya Kashaf..usko kab romance nahin soojta 😆 the next part was cute jab she tells him she is tired and she is going to bed..he can go if he likes😆 lekin Zaroon is not the one to give in...chadar baar baar hataye ja raha hai😆lekin cigarette ke naam pe Kashaf chadar khud ba khud hata deti hai kya baat hai..itni fikr uski halth ki amazing😆 it was cute how he is telling her ke purani parri hui thi..its like bachpan mein how we got the eyes from elders..woh waise hi darr raha hai usse😆 it was cute how he said he will smoke the whole box while she sleeps..talk about emotional blackmail but at least it worked😆 woh fauran utthe ke chali gayi...and thankgoddd she did because the next scene was just amazinggg😳


Scene 7: Chand ka nazrana😳

Scene 8: Kashaf's feelings in her diary😳