Kabir's Diary || Thread 2|| UPDATED 17/5 PG 29 - Page 10

Originally posted by: poornima_15

This holi romance ... Accompanied with the rain dance and after rain romance session was soo cute ...

He forgot to lock the room ... 😆😆

The cousins viraj rithvik nibir bonding is so cill😃

Update soon 😳

Originally posted by: mansi_as18

🤣 awesome update baba

Originally posted by: __shibani__

Awesome Mumma😳

Originally posted by: Anmol333

#703

Holi ki masti Abhi tak gayi nhi hai 😆

Lage raho kabire with your family...

The whole holi sequence was superbly penned down.

There come Karan 😆

Bechara, Nisha ki safety hi toh chata hai...

But can't he see that something between nibir is mutual

Blind guy 😆

Originally posted by: Anmol333

#704

Love is in the air ❤️

You're perfect in writing rain scene or you love them alot 😆

Ye padhte padhte vo os ki yaad aagayi burning love..

Next sequence bhi same hi tha but Kabir Ko maut aati hai door band karne me. 😆

Or cousin ka toh timing hamesha se hi perfect Raha hai 😆

Anyways it was romcom chapter...

Both the updates are awesome!

#709
Even a situation when I didn't know what to do.

Weeks passed. Things had worsened. Her condition was suddenly so miserable. I didn't know what to do... I was so worried for her health... She was continuously falling sick... Since like two or three weeks. Also, I was not able to give her time... Such a bad lover, I am. She went to the doctor herself yesterday... And did some tests... She called me up... And told me that she was coming to the office as she felt a little better... And that she didn't wanted to lose this internship. I let her come only because things were quite heated up in the office... And also, this was her dream internship. I picked her up from the house... And brought her to the office... As her condition was not unknown to me. She was weak. I went into my cabin, as she sat on her seat and smiled unenergetically. I smiled too, as I sat on my seat and looked at her. "I need to tell you something," she texted me. "Haan bol... Is everything fine... Do you want me to come there?" I replied. " I just can't bear this pain anymore... It's really hurting me..." she texted. I could clearly see that pain on her face. I just didn't stop myself, and walked to her desk. I sat on my knees in front of her, and held her hand, as she sobbed. This was unbearable for me as well. " I am not liking this at all... " she said, as her pain grew stronger, and she winced holding her stomach. I tried rubbing my hand on her stomach, as the colleagues looked awkwardly at us. I just don't care. All I care for, is her. Tears escaped my eyes, seeing her like this. She sobbed. "Kabir... Do something... This pains a lot.." she said, as she suddenly started retching. "Let's just go to the doctor... Okay? Come on, get up!" I said, as I helped her get up, and held her protectively... As she was weak. Karan followed me, even though I had asked him to not mess with me now. I had no time to argue. I didn't care if he comes to know something, I just wanted Nisha to be safe. He didn't complain, and drove the car, as I let him come along. I took her to the same hospital where she had gotten her tests done. Karan drove the car, as she lied down resting her head in my lap, in the backseat. He kept looking at us through the rear view mirror, constantly saying that we should call up her family, as they needed to know this. I didn't pay attention to what he said.

As we reached, I scooped her in my arms and laid her down on a stretcher. Looking at her condition, she was taken to the emergency ward, as she had already lost consciousness. She was taken in for a check up. I walked frantically across the corridor, nervous about this. Dr. Sharma told me, that she needed to talk to me, after she checked Nisha. Nisha was given sedatives, so that she can rest for sometime.

I walked into her cabin, and Karan followed me. He deserved to know, maybe. I sat down on the chair... As Karan stood beside me. I asked him to sit down... But he didn't wanted to, so I didn't insist. The doctor told me that she also has Nisha's reports from her tests. I was worried about her. The doctor assumed that I was Nisha's boyfriend, since I was not at all in a good condition. I did not know what was happening around me. "Kabir...! Don't you think you should call her family? They should know this... She needs their support." The doctor told me. " I am her family, doctor, why don't you just tell me, what has happened to her...?!" I asked, almost in tears. Karan looked at me in horror. " She is pregnant, then, Mr. Kabir. " She said and she didn't give me, even a second to digest this fact, when she continued to speak, " but unfortunately, her pregnancy has a lot of complications... Which may increase...if you choose to keep the child...It can harm Nisha too...she won't be able to survive this pregnancy... If you ask me," I was dumbstruck to speak. I didn't have words. I just sobbed, as tears escaped my eyes immediately. I just held on to table, and my eyes all moist. "How is she now, doctor?" I managed to ask. "She is fine, but she needs time, and support... She is very weak to handle this baby. Don't worry, it's her health that matters the most, now, you can have the baby anytime, once she is healthy. And I suggest that you convince her to abort this baby... And even if you don't abort it, there are ninety nine percent chances of a miscarriage anytime soon, but somehow, if this continues, it might harm her, now, it's your call... Think about it yourself. " The doctor said. I nodded my head, and asked her if I could meet Nisha. She asked me to wait till she wakes up. I walked out of the doctor's cabin, and Karan followed me.

I didn't know how to tell this to Nisha. I didn't know, how would she react to it, first of all. It was our first baby, a symbol of our love, and we can't even keep this gift. I just sat there, lifeless, as Karan stared at me, feeling blank. I could see the tears in his eyes too. I didn't know if, what we were going to lose, was so valuable, but the feeling that we won't even be able to atleast imagine ourselves in the position of parents, was pricking me within. Moreover, I was scared about Nisha's reaction. "Sir, if you don't mind, you should just refrain from telling this to Nisha, now, take her home, and once she feels alright, then tell her, " Karan said. I just nodded my head, looking towards the floor, wiping my tears. Karan brought medicines for Nisha, as I sat there, thinking what to do. I also told Karan to not tell anyone about Nisha's pregnancy and he agreed. He was kind of angry, maybe he still did not understand, what our relationship was, and what Nisha meant to me. He just sat there beside me.

I didn't know, if we were ready for this, but yes, it gave me a little happiness, the moment I heard about Nisha's pregnancy, but then, the fact that I would've have to convince Nisha into killing our child, was killing me within. I just walked in, and, sat beside her, holding her hand, and observed the lines of stress and those dark circles carefully, as she slept peacefully. I caressed her hair, and tugged a strand behind her ear, that fell on her face.

She is pregnant, but I didn't know how to react, whether be happy or sad, at this moment. I placed my hand, on her hand, which rested carefully on her belly. "Our!" I mumbled, as I fondled my hand on her belly. I bent down, and kissed on her hand, "I am sorry that I've to convince you mother to kill you, but your papa loves you... I promise that we will bring you back soon..." I mumbled, slightly, not letting Nisha hear it, if she wakes up. I kissed Nisha's forehead, as she moved a little in her sleep. I didn't cry, as I didn't want Nisha to have a negative impact. I just sat there, still, not even moving a step away from her. I ignored all the calls that I got from office.

After a few hours, she mumbled my name looking at me, as she woke up from her sleep, and tried to wake me up, as I had fallen asleep too sitting beside her, holding her protectively. I opened my eyes, as she had called me several times. I made her drink some water, and adjusted my position, so that she could sleep properly. "Kabir... Tu theek hai?" she asked me, though it was her who has been admitted to the hospital. I nodded. I just held her hand in mine, tightly. A lone tear escaped my eyes, as I couldn't control it anymore.

" What has happened to me, Kabir?" She asked me weakly. " Nisha... " I said, as I took her hand, and placed it on her belly, trying to tell it to her. She took time to understand... But as soon as she did, she tried to feel it inside her. She was blank. Even she didn't know how to react. She sat down on her bed, and hugged me. She was happy. "Kabir... Ours..." She said, as she held my hand, and placed it on her belly. She sobbed in my arms, as I patted her back.

Karan came in, to have a look at her. He slightly smiled as he saw her awake. Nisha drew herself back from the hug. She looked at him and smiled. " I am pregnant" She said, looking at him. He felt awkward. "It's a symbol of Kabir and my love..." she said, smiling, shyly. "oh, congratulations," Karan said. "Is he... Is he your boyfriend?" He asked, as he looked at me through the corner of his eyes. "Nahi..." she said, and showed him her wedding ring. He was not shocked, he was just blank. I showed him mine. I trusted him, he wouldn't tell this to anyone. He wouldn't.

Nisha was happy about this, but I couldn't afford to lose her. Her happiness was making me angry, for the first time ever. I didn't wanted this baby, though I wanted it. I just took Nisha home after discharge, and Karan followed us, to be of a little help. The doctor had asked her to not strain herself too much, as she needed rest. I just laid her on the bed, as Karan looked around our house, and all those photographs, that hanged on the walls. The photographs, that I've got printed and framed, which was supposed to be Nisha's surprise, never quite became a surprise, due to the recent gloom, that was spread in our lives. He might've got to know now.

I thanked Karan, and offered him a coffee, which he denied. Nisha was sleeping, as I told him our story. He was quite happy that I loved her so much, and apologised for what all he did in the past. I just said that it was never an issue. He left, soon after having dinner with me, as I walked to Nisha, with the soup that I made for her. I woke her up, fed her some soup, and she dozed of again in my arms, after telling me how happy she was about this, and making me literally cry myself to sleep, after she had slept.

"I didn't know... How i would ask her to kill our baby! I just did not have the courage to tell her this... "