NIBIR SS- Kuch Pyar Ka Pagalpan Bhi Tha (Completed)*29/6* - Page 32

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Hello my dearest lovely diary...!!!

Again after long time...Sorry na diary...Kya karun aaj kal time hi nhi milta :(

Why Kabir is so unpredictable ?? You know diary sometimes he is like a 5 year kid stubborn and very next moment he is so mature that he had experience everything.

Ohh this guy making me crazy, why I fall for him... Uff so stupid he is.

Okay so where we were, we were talking about the moment where I unfortunately realise my love for him...Argh I so hate you kanhaji...!!

I was not able to sleep the fact of mishu's marriage is not letting me sleep so I get up and search for sleeping tablet so I could take one. And I soon find in our bag and then taking 1 tablet I fall sleep again in that's stupid's arm. Then I don't what happened as I fall fast asleep and I don't know where I was but I was angrily rambling that "Rammy ki ek baat tak nhi manti thi, maa ko kitchen me kabhi help nhi ki, zindagi me koi acha kaam kiya hi nhi but sirf Mishkat ko pane ke liye subha sham apki aarti karti thi na kanhaji phir bhi apne mere sath ye kiya ...aap bhout bure ho..." To which kanha ji replied...Yes diary I saw him, I saw kanha ji... So he said " balika subha sham aarti karti thi iss liye toh tumhey Kabir jaisa jeevan sathi diya hai maine " I looked at him shocked face as I was shocked at time, so I pout and replied "Maine Kabir ke liye thodi na puja ki, humari deal toh Mishkat tha na maine jab pehli baar Mishkat ko dekha tabhi kaha tha na, ki meko Mishkat jaisa hubby cahiye or iss liye maine kitne vrat kare, kitne fast rakhe, but apne mujhe dhoka diya kanha ji I did not expected this from you"

Kanha ji looked gloomily and said "har koi mujhe dhoke baaz kyun kehta hai... Balika maine humare deal ko break nhi kiya tumne Mishkat jaisa life partner chahiye kaha tha aur usi waqt maine tathastu keh diya, ab meri kya galti hai, tumhe Mishkat chahiye mangana chahiye tha na tab par tumne manga Mishkat jaisa toh mila na tumhe Uske jaisa life partner." See diary what he said...It's my mistake that I make wrong wish... Kanhaji's answer boiled my blood I stepped forward towards him while pulling my sleeves up and warned him "ek toh galti karte ho or phir mujhse behas kar rahe ho aap kanha ji, ab apki point par hi aate hai main choti baachi, wish theek se mangna nhi aata toh apko kya karna chahiye tha...??" Kanhaji asked me while stepping back "kya karna chahiye tha?"

I was like "ab vo bhi main hi bataun ?" First of all I was hell angry now kanhaji was asking such a silly questions, so I replied him angrily yet calmly "ab vo bhi main hi bataun maa kehti hai ki aap antaryami ho. Sab pata chal jata hai toh apko, pata nhi chala ki main Mishkat se kitna pyar karti hun, maine choti si galti ki wish mangne me use aap rectify karke mujhe Mishkat nhi de sakte the kya hump...!!!!" Kanhaji was scared I guess... That's why he said next line which make me angry"balika shanti...!!! Maine 16000 goipyon ko single hand sambhala aur 8 patniya ko bhi par kabhi darr nhi laga... tum jaisa maine koi nhi dekha" he raised his hand and continued "hey brahma dev apne kaise ajube ko banaya...?! I pout and sulk both at same time and said "kanhaji aap meri insult kar rahe ho mujhe gussa aa raha hai" and next reaction Kanha ji was funny as his eyes popped out and he said "toh ab tak tum shant thi kya ?? bapre toh tumhara gussa kis tarha ka hoga" then I told him fact "mera gussa bohot dangerous hai kanha ji, abhi tak kisi ne mera gussa dekha hi nhi or aap apni bhalai chahte ho toh mujhe gussa mat dilwao" Kanha ji was again scared and replied "haan haan theek hai balika"

I said while whining "kanha ji mujhe Mishkat chahiyeee...kuch karo na... uski shadi kisi or se kyun karadi apne mujhe vo chahiye..." To which Kanhaji said "balika ab toh vo tumhe mil nhi sakta... Aneri naam ki balika ne ghor tapsya karke use prapt kiya hai ab mere hathon me kuch nhi hai... mujhe kshama (forgive) kardo balika..." That was it for my tear to come out. I started crying in full volume to which Kanha ji said "shhh shhh shhh balika aise mat chilao vaikunta me jayda shor karne se prakamp (quakes) aate hai... mera sundar vaikunt ka kabaad khana mat banao kripa karke apna chilana band karo" I said while sobbing "kanhaji you are so heartless waha Kabir mujhe theek se rone nhi diya or aap yeha pe... ab main kaha jake kiske pass rooun ?"

Kanhaji said" balika rone ki kya jaroorat hai itna acha jeevan saathi diya maine, phir bhi ro rahi ho Kabir jaisa jeevan saati muskil se milta hai, vo kitna acha hai" you know diary what I said that shocked me I said Kabir is a nice guy. I stopped as this shocked me too then covered up by saying "par Mishkat nhi hai na kanha ji, mujhe Mishkat chahiye, maine Mishkat se pyar kiya mujhe Mishkat hi chahiye " then I again started shouting no wait I mean I again started crying. Kanha ji stopped me by asking "offhoo balika tum Mishkat se pyar nhi use pasnad karti ho bas, waise tumhe Mishkat hi kyun chahiye batao mujhe ???" I replied while sobbing " kyunki Mishkat ke hazel brown eyes hai... Bade bade muscles hai... gundon ko dham dham pitayi karta hai hamesah hasata rehta hai... Or pata hai kitna down to earth hai... bhout hi caring hai ...smart hai sexy hai or..." I was about to say more but Kanha ji stopped me by cutting off me "ruko ruko balika aur mat batao... " Next line he said slowly but I heard it "16000 gopiyon ne bhi itni tariff nhi ki meri kabhi ab iska muh band nahi kiya toh 4 ya 5 ghate aaram se mujhe Mishkat ke bare me batake pakka degi" I pouted and said "aap hi ne batane ko bola ab aap hi ruko bol rahe ho kanha ji?? Btw Kanha ji jealous...Huh mera Mishkat hai hi Aisa ki sab use jealous hon" I said last line smirkingly.

Kanhaji was caught, he didn't make eye contact and try to change the topic by saying " acha pehle aram se bait jao balika...phir main batata hun, kab se khadi ho tum pair me dard hoga na.." I did what he asked me then kanhaji started giving me lecture oh god kitna Lamba tha vo. He said "dekho balika ab tak tumne Mishkat ke bare me bataya ab main tumhe Kabir ke bare me batata hun, Kabir ke bhi hazel brown eyes hai, uske bhi muscles hai warna vo tumhare liye itne sare plates ek sath kaise la pata or jaroorat pade toh vo gundon ko dham dham maar sakta hai, use cooking aati tumhe kitchen me kaam nhi karna padeyga... shadi ke din hi tumne kitna tang kiya use bechare ne kuch nhi kaha tumhe, vo bhout caring hai tumhari khusi ke liye dur dur se street food la raha tha or toh or jab tum ro rahi thi kitna pyar se tumhe sambhala " I was about to sleep, itna bore toh mujhe English ki class me bhi nhi lagta tha jitna Kanha ji ka lecture sun ke laga... I said "kanhaji kab khatam hoga itna lamba speech se mujhe neend aa rahi hai" to which Kanha ji smiled and said "balika main bhagwan hun jiske liye jo uchit hoga wahi use samye par milta hai, tumhare liye Kabir hi acha jeevan saathi hai, meri ek baat hamesah yaad rakho, insaan sochta hai ki jise vo pyar karta hai vo mil jaye toh vo lucky hai par nhi balika insaan tabhi lucky hota hai jab use dil se pyar karne wala milta hai ...Mishkat sirf Aneri se pyar karta hai agar uski door maine tumahre sath bandhi hoti toh tum sari umar roti par maine tumhari door Kabir se bandhi jo tumse pehli nazar se hi pyar kar bhaita..." All of sudden my dream was broken with lil movements of Kabir... Yeah diary this whole was dream and I thought I was dead, and fighting with Kanha ji but it dream, I don't why I didn't feel like that all fight between us was dream, wired no...?

I squirmedas I failed to recognise my surroundings for a minute then I tried to move but our position was changed a bit as I was lying flat on bed and Kabir cuddling me badly as he buried his face in my crook of neck, trying to snuggle more into me as it was so cold and Kabir trying to find the warmth by pulling me more closer by holding my waist, I can feel Kabir's hot breath on my nape it was sending a cold shiver down through my spine, again a strange feeling, I never felt before as I got goosebump. And I don't know why I found kabir cute (I blushed at that time by lookingat his face) and I don't how my hands worked as I involuntary caressed his cheeks, he smiled instantly which make me smile broadly. And I started thinking about every word of kanhaji, whatever he said was absolutely right. And I thought to tell same about to kabir so I wake him but he was deep sleep, he wake up but replied sleepily "kya hua nisha ??" I said sweetie "maine abhi abhi sapne me kya dekha pata hai..?" He always had to open his and cut me off by saying something stupid "abh tera sapna mujhe kaise pata hoga, sone dena mujhe " here I was excited to tell him and this guy was showing tantrums to me but I'm too adamant so I said "arey sunona sweetie sapne me na mai Mishkat ..." and he again opened his stupid mouth and cut me off but this time his eyes was widen and he make faces and asked me "Mishkat ke bare me sapna dekha tune, kya kya kiya tum dono ne sapne me" his voice completely reflect jealousy which make me smile and I thought to play along with it. So I blushed intentionally and said "kya kya kya kiya humne" and I winked at him. He angrily get down from and went straight towards washroom making chuckle more.i took pillow and hugged it while thinking "Haye re jealousy... aww kanha ji sahi me Kabir mujhse bhout pyar karta hai koi or hota iski jagah toh apni wife ka khoon kar deta but ye hahaha... Thank you sooo much kanhaji apne mujhe Kabir jaisa jeevan saathi diya, isse jayda mujhe iss duniya koi or pyar nhi kar sakta... Sweetie I'm all yours now, ab tujhe mujhse koi nhi bacha sakta, puri life ab main tujhe hi tang karungi hahaha"

Oh no kabir ghar agaya phir pareshan karega mujhe. I'll tell you my wired confession next time. Abhi main phele tumhe chupaun diary.

Signing off for today...

My 3rd love kyunki phela toh kabir hai or dusra vo ;)

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