Nisha's pov:
Its been 3 months me & my princess Amaira are living with Kabir. Actually not my princess...I should say Kabir's princess. In these months Amaira has come pretty close to Kabir. Kabir luvs her as if she is his own daughter...wait Nisha...what r u thinking?? Amaira Kabir's daughter?? How can even I think that?? I can't think like this...I can't...I can't...I can't... but I really dunno how will Amaira live without Kabir when we will shift to our new flat...
Yes our new flat...finally I have got a job 2 months back n I have already bought a new flat for me n Amaira. Afterall we can't live with Kabir for our whole life. Now he lives alone but someday he'll obviously get married n then...urrgghh...I cant understand y it hurt so much whenever I think about Kabir's marriage...his own family...no no no Nisha u have to control urself...u cant ruin his life just bcoz u luv him...LUV...yes I luv him...I luv him so damn much...but I have to control my feelings...n I have to talk to him asap about the new flat...yes I have to...U can do it Nisha...u can...
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Nisha was thinking all this when suddenly Amaira started crying after she got up in the morning. It was a fine Sunday morning. Nisha took Amaira in her arms n started to pat her back to calm her down. When suddenly there was a knock on the door. Nisha very well knew who was it.
"Common Nisha...aaj Kabir ko new flat main shift hone k bare main batana hai tujhe." thinking this Nisha went to open the door. As soon as she opened the door Kabir came in n calmly whispered, "Hey princess."
As soon as Amaira heard Kabir's voice she stopped crying n started throwing her hands towards Kabir. Kabir immediately took her in his arms.
"Good morning princess." Kabir wished her n gave a peck on her chubby cheeks.
"Good Morning Nisha...tum fresh ho jao...tab tak main hu princess k paas...maine maid ko already bol dia hai breakfast banane ko." kabir said with a smile.
"Ok Kabir...breakfast k baad mujhe tumse kuch zaroori baat karni hai." said Nisha nervously.
"Ohk cool...tum fresh toh ho jao pehle." kabir said while Amaira started making faces as Kabir was only talking to her mother.
"Sholly my princess. Abhi mera pura attention tumpe. Khush??" kabir talked to Amaira in a childish way n then poke her nose making Amaira laugh.
"Pata nhi Kabir kaise react karega." Nisha thought n went to the washroom.
After the breakfast Kabir was bzy playing with Amaira in his room as every Sunday was always dedicated to only his princess. When Nisha came in.
"Kab...Kabirr...mujhe kuch baat karni thi tumse." Nisha was hell nervous n as well as sad.
"Nisha...idhar ao...betho yaha...itna nervous kyu ho rahi ho??" kabir asked confused.
Nisha sat in front of Kabir n took a deep breath.
"Kabir...I ...I have bought a new flat n withing 2-3 days I'm shifting there with Amaira." Nisha said in one go.
Kabir was numb.
"New flat?? Tum aur princess vaha shift?? How...how is that possible?? How will I live without princess n..." Kabir stopped in between n his eyes started to get teary.
"Kabir isme itna shocked hone vali kya baat hai? Main aur Amaira zindagi bhar toh tumhare sath nhi reh sakte. Hum tumhare kon lagte hai akhir?? Kii nhi...u helped us alot Kabir n thank u so much for that. But now hume new flat main shift ho jana chahiye...Amaira ki baby sitter ko bhi maine keh dia hai k abse usse new flat main ana hai...maine sara intezaam bhi kar lia hai... bas 2-3 din ki hi baat hai then hum chale jaenge... aur tum..." Nisha stooped in between n looked at Kabir n what she saw broke her heart into thousand pieces.
Kabir was crying n he was looking at her with hurt n pain in his eyes. There was some more feelings but Nisha ignored them.
"Nisha...isit ur final decision?" Kabir asked n wiped his tears.
"Yes...yes its my final decision Kabir." Nisha said controlling her tears.
"Ohk then fine. U can do whatever u want...its ur life...Amaira is ur daughter...u can take any decision. Who am I to say anything??" Kabir said with hurt n pain in his voice.
Then he got up n started to leave from there when Amaira started crying n started to throw her hands towards Kabir indicating him that she wants to go in his arms.
Kabir was just going to take Amaira in his arms n stopped when he remembered Nisha's words.
"Apni beti ko sambhalo Nisha. Ab usse mere bina rehne ki adaat jo daalni padegi." Kabir said n left the room crying.
Nisha took Amaira in her arms n said, "Sorry princess...mumma took away ur happiness from u...I'm sorry...I'm so sorry." n then Nisha staryed crying.
As Nisha said within 2 days she shifted to her new flat with Amaira. In these 2 days Kabir did not even talked to her n when Nisha was at home he did not even come to Amaira. But Nisha very well knew that these 2 days Kabir had spent alot if time with his princess when Nisha was at office. Nisha was feeling guily for whatever she had done but she felt helpless.
On the other hand bcoz of all this if their was someone who suffered the most...was Amaira. Her mumma was with her but still she was feeling alone without Kabir's luv. She was not able to understand that where Kabir had disappeared.
It was not even 1 week they had shift to their new flat, Amaira got ill. She has 102 fever. Nisha was feeling helpless, feeling all alone. The doctor came n she gave medicines n said Nisha to take care of Amaira. She also said that Amaira had fallen ill bcoz she was not happy.
Nisha was sitting beside Amaira who was sleeping bcoz of the medicine's effect, when Amaira's baby sitter came there.
"Umm Nisha mam...kya main ghar ja sakti hu??"
"Oh...ya ya sure Aarzoo...u helped me alot today. Thank u so much."
"Ohk by mam...n take care of Amu. Tomorrow morning I will come early."
"Ohk thanx again...bye." said Nisha n locked the main door.
"Sorry mam...I dont know main ye sahi kar rhi hu ya galat...but Kabir sir ne mujhe keh dia tha k kabhi bhi koi bhi problem ho main unko bata du...thats y main unko call karke sab batane vali hu...I hope aap gussa na karo." thought Aarzoo n then she called Kabir n told him everything what happened today.
At night at 1
The doorbell rang. .nisha with sleepy eyes opened the door... Nd was shocked to see kabir whose eyes were red nd was looking restless
N:kabir tum yahan itni raat ko
Kabir didnt let her continue nd barged into the house pushing her aside. .
He rushed into amairas room nd sat beside her placing his hand on her head to check the fever , he calmed a bit as her fever looked normal ..
Due to the touch amaira woke up nd her face lighted immediately with a 1000 watt smile seeing him .she started gigling nd touched his fingers.. He smiled nd took her in his arms nd hugged her tightly.Tears which he had holded finally escaped nd he started storking her back calmy while amaira recirprocated the love he was showering with her cute laughs . ..
Nisha stood at the door nd adored the two.. From the time they had shifted . .she soo missed amairas smile nd giggles. .kabir was also not in the city so he too didnt visisted her nd it was the only reason why she have not called him in this situation ... This thought broke her trance
"Hw he came here if he was nt in the city or ise kaise pta chala ki amiara bimaar h"
SHe stepped towards kabir who was making amaira sleep by stoking his hand on her head..
Nisha placed her hand on his shoulder but he immediately jerked it away shocking her .. .nisha was about to say something when he signalled her through his hand to stay quite.. Nishas eyes got teary seeing anger nd hatred in his eyes for her.. ..
Amaira slept peacefully nd after
placing a soft kiss on her forehead "princess i will be back tmrw". .he stood up to go. ..
Nisha stopped him in the mid by holding his arm. ." kabir why are u so angry with me ? "
Kabir angrily loosened her grip nd again started to go .. But this time nisha came in between
"Kabir i want the ans, what have i done that hatred is dripping from your eyes for me "
Kabir shot an angry look to her
"Nisha get aside i dont wanna talk to u at all.. Nor right now niether in the future"he said pointing sternly at her nd as he stepped forward nisha hugged him tight
" kabir plz. . plz.. dnt do this to me. Are you angry becz i didnt told u abt princess's health but kabir u were not in the city or mai ni chahti thi ki hum tumhari life mei kisi bi tarah ki interfernce bane .. U have already done so much to us .. i didnt wanted ki ab humari vajah se tumhari life ya career mei orr problm ho... Im sorry if i hurted u .. But plz dnt hate me.. Plz.. I dnt have anyone in my life except fr u nd princess plz... "She cried in his arms but this time her cries didnt melted him infact her words pricked his hard more nd raised the level of his anger . .he detatched her from him nd holded her by her shoulder.
"Kyu na karu mai aisa nisha. .. Tum muje ek call kar deti . .mai bhaga chala ata princess ke liye..
Par tumne toh muje iske layak samjha hi ni .. Tumne toh kabi muje apna frnd mana hi ni dammit. ..
Thnks to Arzoo jo usne muje sahi time par call karke bta diya. .varna muje toh kabi pta hi ni chalta. .par Nisha tum meri ek baat ache se samjh lo ki tum princess ki maa ho toh iska matlab yeh ni ki jo chaho karogi samjhi?..mai princess se bht pyaar karta hu or agar aisa hi chalta raha na toh yeh na ho ki mai ... " he stopped .. "Bolo kabir chup kyu hogy .. Say watever u want to say im listening". .she said with breaking voice .. Tears were not stopping.. .
Pain was both inside nd outside.. Inside as kabirs harsh words were stabbing her heart nd outside due to the tight hold of him
On her shoulder
"I just hate u nisha... I hate u for doing this to princess.. .to me. .ur behaviour have hurted me a lot today. .. I didnt expected this from u . ".. He left her shoulders.. From heart he didnt meant these words which were shooting from his mouth endlessly but at this moment he just didnt cared abt her or his feelings for her. All he could see was nisha's fault... Nd it was necessary to make nisha realise that now he is too a part of her life due to amaira
Nisha stood their like a statue. ." i hate u nisha" ringed in her mind again nd again ... Her face expressions turned from emotional to angry one. "how could you say this". .
Nishas pov
I turned him with all my force which was left in me nd pinned him to the door slamming my glossy lips on his warm ones , i could feel his shocked state through his increasing breath but in just a mili seconds he turned me nd now i was trapped b/w him nd the door.. . he almost pressed his hard body against mine , nd i could feel myself shaking.. My arms reached up nd tangled around his thick , strong neck for support while his hands started to move down my back . .the kiss was revealing his agression while i was trying hard to match his pace, his tongue tracing my bottom lip begging for me to open my mouth.. . I opened it slightly nd felt his tongue on mine.. Our tongues mingling nd tasting the sweetness of each other. .i was the one to start but he became the dominant. .. The kiss became more harder nd intense, our lips moving in perfect sync and becoming more passionate by the second.. .it was like he had put all his pain nd annoyance in this kiss nd i deserve this.. .after sucking nd nibbling over my lips, the kiss turned sloppy., slow and soft, comforting in ways that words would never be. His hands now rested below my ear, nd thumb caressing my cheek as our breaths mingled. .. It looked like his pain was subsidising. . In moments the soft caress has become more firm nd he was just savouring my lips ...
But now my knees were giving up ... My heart beats were increasing fierlessly... My hold got tighter around his neck due to which he realised my state nd broke apart , i kept my forehead against his trying to get hold of my breath nd nerves which were still flushing with heat , my eyes were still closed with fear. .fear of seeing his face. .his reaction.. .the kiss was enough to reveal how much he love me but will he still love me after wat i did today..nd as soon as a tear escaped through my eyes, he pulled me in a bone crushing hug, wrapping his arms around my shoulder nd stroked my arms gently, he then started caressing my hair nd placed his head on the crook of my neck
His warm gesture made me want forgiveness even more. .. So the words that could only escape through my mouth was apology nd confession.. "Im sorry kabir. .i love u .i love u kabir. .plz dnt leave me alone. .plz. .scold me hw much u want.. I wont stop u. .. but dnt stop talking to me. .plz..from the time u have come into my life. .all the mess have gone from my life, i was just a lifeless soul who was breathing just for amaira but ur endless love nd care towards us have given me a new life which is full of affection, Ur love for amaira have transformed into my love for u .. Ur princess love u . .i love u . .plz forgive me.. .plz".. Nd the tank of tears got broken again.. ..
Kabirs pov
Hearing her confession i just couldnt explain what i felt. .from 3 years i waited for this nd i almost lost all my hopes after what happened today... I thought that she dnt even consider me a part of her life...But i was wrong . .the kiss . .the confession. .It seemed like if iam transferred from a nightmare to a fairy tale but then i felt her trembling body ,i tightened my hold nd was letting the happiness soak into my bones nd heart. ..
I hushed her by stroking her back nd slowly her sobs subsidised. .
Then Placing a soft wet kiss on her neck i replied "i love u 2 nisha. .i love u 2.. Jo hua so hua .. Let us just live in this moment. ."as i said , i could feel her smile against my chest..
End pov
Kabir slowly breaks the hug nd cups her face..nisha opened her eyes nd looked in his dark brown orbs.. ." shhh bohat hogya rona dhona.. Give me a smile". .. Nisha smiled but blushed too remembering what she did some moments ago. .. She didnt thought that she would confess her feelings like this
"Nisha ..u knw wat .. I fell in love wid u from the moment i saw u ..when i used to see u crying.. I thought that u r not happy with abhay but .when amaira was born . .my all hopes got shattered but 3 months ago they arised again.. I was going to lose u today too but its our fate of love. .it happens when it have to. .nd iam soo happy that it did"
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nisha was shocked at this relevation . .but more than that. .she was overwhelmed that she got her love. .now she would get a perfect family in which their would be only love nd no sacrifice.
Kabir again pulled her in hug.. "So will u marry me? ". ." ofcourse is that a ques to ask" nd they giggled
Their moment got broken due to the cries of amaira. .. They broke the hug unwantedly
"Yeh lo shaadi hui ni ki beti ki interfernce shuru.. Jao sambhalo apni beti ko "nisha said
" oye meri princess ko kuch matt kahiyo samjhi.. "nd he went towards her taking her in his arms while amaira giggled
" YA YA sure... Mai coffee bnakar laay". .nisha was abt to go but stopped hearing "mumma". .she turned with moist eyes nd saw amaira patting beside as if asking her to sit. She sat beside her " kabir isne abi kya kaha? ". .she asked over excitedly " han nisha u heard it right . .she said her first word".. He said holding her hand. .. "Papa".. Amaira said pointing towards kabir. .. Nibir looked at each other happily nd kissed her cheeks from both side whie amaira giggled due to the tickling sensation
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Edited by tanya119 - 9 years ago