Last part
The time was flying and nisha and kabir were drowning in some unknown feelings. Kabir was happy... happy playing this role of her bf... at least it gave him a true friend. Nisha was the happiest one... she got someone who didnt want her physically but who want to know her inside. There was a bond... a bond of trust and understanding between them.
Nisha who was pestering kabir to go to canteen before sometime was sitting in the class with him. Everyone who entered was shocked beyond measures as they saw HER sitting in the class but the main shock was for the teachers who came and were about to loose their senses seeing her. "kabir mana kia tha na maine ki mjhe class m nhi aana h... dekh sab kaise ghoor rhe h mjhe" she said. " har baar tu mjhe khi na khi le jati h nisha.. aaj ek din bhi meri marzi se yha nhi aa sakti" he said with a sad face. " ha ha bus bus... kitni nautanki karne lga h aaj kal" she rolled her eyes. " sangati ka asar h... chal ab class m dhyaan d" he said. She made a face and tried to listen what was going on.
After the class got over, kabir looked at nisha who was sleeping peacefully with her head down on the desk. he smiled at her sleeping feature and tucked some of her strands behind. "good morning" he whispered in her ears as she smiled but turned her head the other way. He laughed and shook her badly. She jerked up and saw kabir smiling at her. She realised she is in class "kitni achhi neend aa rhi thi... sone kyu nhi dia" she said. "class katam ho gyi h madam... ab aap canteen ja sakti h" he said. " jaa sakti h matlab... tu bhi chal rha h" she ordered. "nhi nisha... ek class baki h abhi... tu ja mai nhi aaunga and no further arguments about it" he said as she opened her mouth to protest. She made an angry face and left as kabir shook his head and concentrated on his class.
After almost 2 hours when he got free he found nisha bag lying around the bench. " ye ladki bhi na..." he picked it up and went to the canteen to find her. "umm... riya nisha ko dekha h kya.." he asked as he couldn't find her anywhere. "nhi kabir... yha to vo aae hi nhi... are ha i have seen her going towards the hall" she said. He smiled at her and went towards the hall to find her. "offo... poora clg khali ho gya h par pta nhi ye ladki kha h" he mumbled. He crossed the dance room when he heard some music... some one was dancing on the beats and that too a classical one. He never knew someone in his clg was fond of classical dance as they all are behind rock music and western dances. He was curious to know who it was he pushed the door a little to have a clear view of the dancer. What he saw was enough to made him loose his balance. "nishaa..." he whispered. Yes nisha... his friend or u can say his so called gf was dancing her heart out in the most sophisticated way she can, wearing a simple white anarkali she was twirling around gleefully when he entered. She was moving fast with her eyes closed when suddenly she bumped into someone landing straight in his hard muscular arms. He looked at the divine beauty who was breathing heavily in his arms as he placed her securely in his embrace. As he moved his hand onto her waist she opened her eyes slowly to look at the owner but somewhere she knew who he was... yet she has to confirm. She looked back into that hazel brown eyes with her dark brown ones locking herself there in the sea of his insides... drowning themselves together in the pool of feelings creating havoc in their hearts. It felt like eternity when a sound broke the magic around them. Suddenly nisha felt shy... yes shy and broke apart from him. She moved back and tried to understand what is all this happening. Here kabir was still mesmerised what he had just witnessed. This surely isnt nisha he knew... the one in anarkali... how could she be... "nisha..." his husky voice was clouding her senses. "his voice is like this always or its the effect of some magic" she thought. He walked upto her and turned her around to face him. Suddenly he wanted to see her... "nisha... tu hi h na?" his voice made her giggle yet shy. She closed her eyes momentarily and opened them looking at him. She need to ans him. " ha..." she said. "tu... tu classical dancer h nisha... vo bhi itni achhi... ur ye dress... tu kab se... he bhagwan... mai sapna to nhi dekh rha hu na" he said and nisha smiled mischievously and pinched him hard. "ouchhh.. nisha paagal h kya" he rubbed his arm. "tera sapna tod rhi thi" she said innocently as he glared at her. "ruk mai abhi change karke aati hu..." she escaped as he was about to question her more. Kabir smiled as she ran into the changing room. After 5 min or so she came back in her usual short dress walking in heels... the shyness the hue all gone and there was her signature attitude on her face. He sighed he must be dreaming he thought... but no that wasnt a dream that was nisha... and he need to know who she was. " nisha... kuch puchu to btaegi" he asked as she stood in front of him. " jo maine abhi dekha vo sach tha... to?" he was cutted off. " ha kabir sach tha... maine bachpan m classical seekha tha to kabhi kabhi yha aa jati hu... par kisiko ye nhi pta... siwa tere..." she said. " ur mjhe ye pta h... ye achha h ya bura" he asked. " achha h kabir... tjhse kuch chhipane ko dil nhi karta" she said as she passed by him. He stood there smiling when she called him out "yhi khada rhega kya... mjhe ghar bhi jna h" she said. Kabir walked out smiling... her dance in front of his eyes her talks ringing in his ears... " tjhse kuch chhipane ko dil nhi karta". He started walking in a trance as nisha was busy in locking the door. "are ruk kha ja rha h mjhe chhod k... " she ran to him and caught his hand. He smiled and intertwined his fingers with her as she gasped at his act. It felt good or say it felt perfect to her. Kabir dropped her home and they both waved to each other.
As both of them lie on their beds, the time they spent together came in front of them.
Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
Kabir smiled as he closed his eyes and saw her.
Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
She too was feeling a numerous emotions. She didn't know why she was feeling so coy all of a sudden.
Bavre Se Mann, Ki Dekho Bavri Hain Baatein
He still can clearly see her feature dancing in front of her... his heart wasn't wrong.. she was what she is with him.
Bavre Se Mann, Ki Dekho Bavri Hain Baatein
Nisha can see him talking to her... his frown... his so what wala look... his concern... all of it.
Bavri Se Dhadkaane Hain, Bavri Hain Saansen
Bavri Si Karwaton Se, Nindiya Door Bhaage
Bavre Se Nain Chaahe,
Bavre Jharokhon Se, Bavre Nazaron Ko Takna.
They were happy... happy for no apparent reason. He stood across his window and stared at the night sky and whispered her name. She felt he called him and went to look outside but found nothing but yes still answered him back... "kabir" she whispered.
Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
Kabir laughed shaking his head as he thought she replied.
Bavre Se Is Jahan Main Bavra Ek Saath Ho
Is Sayani Bheed Main
Bas Haathon Mein Tera Haath Ho
Kabir remembered how she came running to him before in the day and held his hand without any hesitation in front of all those who don't even like to talk to him. He felt so good that he just stared at his own hand for a while.
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Nisha took out her anarkali and remembered how she had fallen straight in his arms... how he had hugged her that day when her ankle was sprained... she rubbed her fingers on the dress trying to feel him through it.
Bavre Se Pair Chahen,
Baavron Tarano Ke, Bavre Se Bol Pe Thirakna.
She laughed as she thought about the way he had always reacted to her deeds... be it in library or in the dance hall today.
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
They both lie down again... still in their own world.
Bavra Sa Ho Andhera, Bavri Khamoshiyan
She turned to her side and open her phone and look at the snaps she had taken secretly.
Bavra Sa Ho Andhera, Bavri Khamoshiyan
Thartharati Low Ho Maddham, Bavri Madhoshiyan
He sighed a deep breath engulfing all that was happening to him since he have met her. He wanted to go to her and hug her tight right now keeping her close to his heart... but why???
Bavra Ek Ghooghta Chahe,
Haule Haule Bin Bataye,
Bavre Se Mukhde Se Sarakana,
She snuggled in herself still feeling his warmth over her... the way he had protected her in his arms... the way he tended her... understood her always...
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
The only question which was still knocking in their hearts was what was happening and somewhere they knew what it was...
The days started flying again as kabir and nisha started preparing for the last sem but nothing changed they were still together potraying to be each others gf and bf... and best friends of each other but something more than that in hearts.
Today was their last paper and kabir who just came out of the library after returning his books found nisha waiting for him. " kya hua... yha kyu khadi h..." he asked. " aaj kuch mangu... na to nhi bolega" she asked. "bol" he said suspecting something. " disc chal na pls... sb jaa rhe h... dekh maine kbhi force nhi kia tjhe aaj bhi nhi karungi but agar chalega to..."
"to tjhe achha lgega..." he completed while she nodded. "thik h chal... par wha mjhe dance karne ko nhi khegi" he said. "pakka" she squealed and hugged him tight.
Soon they were in the parking lot of the disc above. He got of the bike as she stood in front of him. "ab kya h nisha..." he rolled his eyes but stood rigid immediately as she came close to him. "kya kar rhi h nisha..." his voice low as she reached upto his hair and messed them up. He was about to push her when she tucked out his shirt making him shocked. "nishaaa" he almost groaned as she took off his glasses rubbing her fingers on his earlobe accidently. She looked into those pools of feeling again as he reciprocated her gaze. They dont know when they came so close to each other that he can feel her breath on his neck and she stood there dazed feeling his warmth. A car honked and nisha moved back immedialtely. Kabir looked everywhere but at her. "chale..." he said and she nodded. They entered into the disc where there was that mad crowd dancing on fast beats. Kabir looked here and there and found a place to sit as nisha joined her friends on the dance floor. He can very well see her dancing... her perfect moves her smile... he smiled seeing her happy but was getting bored so decided to check out his phone for a while. He was engorssed in it when he heard someone shouting. "nisha" he realised. He looked up but didnt found her there... he walked upto the girls as one of them was still dancing and asked about her as she signalled him towards the door. kabir came out worried and looked as he heard her shouting again. "tum samjhte kya ho khud ko..." she was screaming on top her voice. "chill baby... u know i love u na" abhay was trying to get close. "stay away... i have bf... remember" she snorted.
"oh.. that nerd... oh common nisha... everyone know u two are just pretending... m not a fool" he said being cool. "shut up... dare u say a word about him.." she flared her finger in front of him. As abhay was about to close the distance again kabir jumped in between. " nisha... chalo" he said. " huh... aa gya mr. Padaku kumar... her so called bf" abhay smirked. Kabir ignored him and held nisha hand but she jerked kabir and stomped abhay foot badly. " i told u dont say a word against him..." she said. " stop it nisha... stop pretending now... if he really is ur bf ask him to kiss u right now" abhay hissed in pain. Kabir looked at abhay in disgust and turned to nisha who was burning in anger. "is that what u want... ok then..." she said shocking kabir. " what are u saying nisha... lets go" he tried to pull her. " no kabir... lets put an end to it today... kiss me now..." she said. Kabir was unable to say anything. " kiss me right now kabir... right here..." she said pulling him close to her with such an authority over him that he felt like kissing her insanely at the moment. But his sane part was pulling him. " kiss me kabir..." she tried again to threw herself on him her eyes clouded with hurt and anger. " nishhhaaa" he jerked her away as she again tried her best to pull him down to kiss her. She stumbled back a few steps but steadied. " dekh lia nisha... is this ur bf... ahhh... m so sorry babes..." abhay said and walked upto her. " i will show u how a bf should be like" he grabbed her waist and tried kiss her as she tried to push him away. He felt a jerk as two muscular arms pushed him hard and he fell on the ground. "dare u touch her... i will kill u right then" nisha looked at kabir whose eyes were blood red with anger... his hand fisted tightly and his nose flaring.
He turned to nisha grabbed her hand and marched out of the place. Nisha tried to stop him but just can't. He looked so dangerous that even nisha failed to recognise him for once. He drove his bike like a maniac and soon she was pushed into the dance room of her clg.
"what the hell kabir..." she said as she almost fell on the ground due to his push. "u asking me that... i should be the one asking this... WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT NISHA" he screamed standing in front of her as she sat straight. "how could u even think of doing it..." he shouted. "he was talking nonsense about u" she complained. "so what..." he screamed again. "stop shouting at me.. will u... and what have i asked... just a kiss damn it... can't u just kiss me" she stood in front of him equally mad. He grabbed her shoulders and pinned her to the nearest wall. "I CAN KISS U WHENEVER I WANT... U HEAR ME... AND U WONT STOP ME... I GUARANTEE THAT..." he gritted under his teeths making her gasp at his intensity. " then why didnt u kissed me there" she asked in an innocent voice seeking answer. " because i don't want to... why did u want me to kiss u... just to show someone that m ur bf... just that nisha?" he calmed down a bit. " is it just so easy for u... did this thing dont mean anything to u" he asked her. "it does..." she said. "then why u have to prove it before someone..." he tried to find an answer. She didn't said anything just stood there finding an answer inside her. "dont u like me..." she asked straight. "i dont know this nisha... how can i say if i like u or not" he said. "what do u mean u dont know me" she asked a bit angry. He took her to that big mirror in the dance room and made her stood there. He came in front of her as she looked at him puzzled. She gasped as he harshly removed her gloss out of her lips through his thumb and poured a bottle full of water over her. "what the..." she shouted as he held her close to him and rubbed her face with her scarf. He then opened her locks which were tucked in a stylish way behind her ears and let them loose open with his long fingers.He freed her from his cage and turned aside. "this is my nisha... this is the girl i know... this is my best friend... this is the girl i have fallen for... this is whom i have started loving..." he signalled towards her reflection as she saw her face which was devoid of any kind of make up... her hair flowing her lips rosy pink with its natural shade... her skin having that hue she had hide for long now... herself which was long gone. Her eyes flooded with tears looking at herself... the girl she had thrown back in herself was back today. Her simple self... who was never appreciated never liked by anyone. She stumbled and fallen on her knees as her vision got blurred. "i love this nisha... the one who ask me nonsense questions that too non stop... who irritates me... who make fun of herself... who laughs like there is no tommorow who understands me... who is real..." he cupped her face in his palms. She looked at him as he continue " u taught me how to smile nisha... u taught me how to live... u give me that importance i have always lacked... i want to kiss u because i love u not because some stupid jerk was asking for a proof" he poured all of his love in his words. She looked at him blinking. The reality was dawning... what have happened if kabir wasnt present there... her anger her haterd would have lead to something drastic. Kabir can see her changing expressions... the fear the anger the guilt... everything. He was about to say something when she crashed herself in his arms... the place of her peace... and cried... cried like she never did. He sit there holding her in utter silence... just listening to her sobs. when finally he felt her relaxe a bit and her hiccups replaced her sobs, he made her stand. " ghar chalen?" he asked. "How can he be so normal... i literally humiliated him in front of so many people... i forced myself on him..." she thought. He smiled lightly and took her out. The ride was silent... both of them in thier own thoughts. Finally when they reached at her house she turned to move inside when he called her. "ummm... nisha..." she turned back to him. " m sorry... i pushed u there on the floor... and pulled u all the way... i know i must have hurted u... i m very sorry for whatever i did" he said looking at the ground. She smiled at him again and made him look up into her eyes. " dont need to... that was necessary" she said and moved inside leaving him alone.
Kabir was lying in his bed thinking what all happened... he actually confessed his feelings for her today. He dont know what she must be feeling right now... will he be able to answer her questions that may arise or she will ever talk to him now. He was so confused but yet somewhere he was calm... a soothing feeling he had... he finally have acknowledged his feelings giving rest to all kind of havocs in his heart.
Nisha changed and sat on her bed resting her head on the headrest. His care his concern his anger his pain... reflecting in front of her. The way he introduced her to her old self... the way he had taken care of her all the time. "i have fallen for u... i have started loving u" echoed in her room. "he loves me... kabir loves me... he truly do" her tears made thier way again as a fond smile played on her lips. She slided down under the duvet and hugged herself.
Kabir was passing by the corridor of his clg next morning when he saw her. "nishaaa" he whispered as a beautiful angel in a cute white top and a pair of jeans stood in front of him. She looked at him as he hesitated to say anything and just hugged him tight in front of the crowd. "baat nhi karega... naaraj h mjhse" she asked still hugging him. "nhi to... mai kabhi naaraj hota hu kya" he said. "to mjhe gale nhi lagaega..." she asked innocently. He smiled and hugged her tightly to him. She freed him as she knew the longer she will be in his arms... it will become hard to not loose herself in him.
Kabir watched her as she sat on her knees in front of him. " bhot kuch kehna h kabir... bhot kuch btana h... aaj tk jitne bhi ladko se mili hu... sab meri khoobsurti p marte the... kisi ne kabhi mjhe jaanne ki koshish nhi ki... kabhi pucha bhi nhi ki agar mai esi hu to kyu... sabne sirf mjhe chaha h kabir... kabhi kisi ne pyaar nhi kia... bina kisi shart ka pyaar... badle m bina kuch mange tune mjhe mjhse mila dia... aaj tk ek parde k peeche rkha tha khud ko... tune vo hata dia... mjhse pyaar ka izhaar bhi kia par kuch expect nhi kia... par mai expect karungi kabir... ye expect karungi ki tu mere saath ese hi rhega hmesha... mjhe itna hi pyaar karega hmesha... kar sakti hu na?" she asked.
He looked at the girl in front of him asking him a promise... a promise he had done to her long before. He chuckled and sat in front of her on his knees just like her. "kar sakti h... hmesha hmesha k lie nisha..." he pulled her in a hug as she clutched on him tightly. "i love u kabir... i love u..." she said. " i luv u nisha..." he hold on her more tightly as the whole clg clapped for them loudly and cheered. He made her stand as again she crashed herself on him sobbing. "m sorry kabir... sorry for what i did yesterday" she said as he made his way to the classroom. He made her look up into his eyes and asked her not to cry anymore. " u know why i luv u so much..." he said as she nodded in a no. " because u r mad... just like me" he kissed her forehead as she smiled. " u know why i luv u so much" she said as this time he nodded in a no. " because u r urself kabir... what m not" she said. " remember the evening in the resort... i now understood what u meant there..." she said. He wiped her tears and hugged her again.
Nisha broke apart and looked at him as he asked through his eyes "what now".
" kabir... kiss me now... right here... not because someone wants a proof but because i love u kabir... and u love me too..." she said clinging on him. " sure..." he said smiling and obliged to her demand placing his lips on her pouring his love through it. she responded too encircling her arms around his neck as he held her close to him through her waist. they finally sealed their promise of being together always kissing each other to the oblivion.
We have flaws we have insecurities we have fears... But there is always that someone who will accept u the way u are... who wont ask u to change... who will bring out the best in u... u may hid urself from the world... but that someone will find the real u... hold on it never let it go... because only few have the luck to find the true love...
Edited by mansi_as18 - 9 years ago
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