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Hey guys,
This weekend is gonna be a drag before we get to see ANYA again...😭
The way things are going right now it looks like our ANYA will be seperated for a while to come so I decided to write a letter that I though Navya would write to Anant during their seperation.
It's taken me a while to complete but I hope you guys like it...😊
Anant,
I'm writing to you this evening cos it's the time I like to write to you best. I feel the quietest & descend the most into my real self where my love is strongest & deepest. It makes me feel as if our love somehow makes us alone together in this world😍
Our love is so deep that we cannot honestly explain , show or justify it to the rest of the world❤️
At least my love for you seems to isolate me in the deepest moments from all others & it makes me speak with my whole heart & soul to you & only you!!!
In my imagination, on foggy mornings or afternoons with the sun bouncing off northwest water, I try to think of where you might be & what you might be doing. Nothing complicated - going out with the guys; sitting in your room...things like that. I remember everything - how you smell, the feel of your touch & the sound of your voice😳
At this moment I am just walking around here between the lines of my letter, under the light of your eyes, in the breath of your mouth as in a beautiful happy day😃 Your love is a touchstone to my existence. It is the sun which breathes life into me. When I go to bed I fall asleep thinking of you. My last waking thoughts & all my dreams are of you & only you...❤️My need to see you happy is the only thing that gives me faith!
As I sit here on my bed all alone, I long for you. I don't care where we are but as long as we are together. You are my country, my people my world!!! My whole life is bound up in yours.
Seven miles is not very long ordinarily, nor seven hours but when they lie between us they seem multiplied by infinity💔 My heart is swollen with longing for you & my mind is filled with your fragile & iridescent image. There is a silver echo of your voice in my ears & my knees turn to jello everytime I'm with you or even hear your voice...
You are eternal youth & truth, tenderness & passion & a personality that at once pierces & eases the heart. You are my light & air; my food & drink; my very inmost life.
Whatever I do, whichever way I turn I see only, I am reminded only, that I love you, love you, love you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Ofcourse what I feel may be instinctive but I've reasoned it all out in so far as I can be at all reasonable about you. I've tried so desperately to forget you - & always, Anant, there's only you. All that's wonderful & adorable, all that I've lived & hoped for - I've found in you. My love, my life, I'm not really living when I'm away from you - just the hope that oneday we'll be together is what keeps me alive😭😭😭😭😭
Anant, I'll always be with you. Do you feel my touch in the quite sometimes? Last night I imagined you next to me just holding me in your arms & telling me that you love me & promising me that we'll be togther for eternity☺️
It's nearly time to go to bed but i can't end this letter without saying how much: "I LOVE YOU"
I will continue to love you even after the wanting & desire of you, the ache in my heart & the loneliness threatens to engulf me completely💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
Even in spite of all the people around me, that lonelinee is always there cos only you matter. I long so terrribly to feel your arms around me. Anant, I'm going nuts not being able to see you😭😭😭😭😭
I'll always be near you during the gladdest of days & darkest of nights. If you feel a soft breeze on your cheek, think of it as my kiss.😳 Your presence never leaves me even though you're miles away - I can still feel you!!!
One line in haste to tell you that I love you more today than ever before. I never se beauty without thinking of you or scent happiness without thinking of you.
I sign off with the certain knowledge that nothing & nobody will ever be able to tear our love apart & what we share & that nothing - no cataclysm, no absence will ever wear down our love...
I LOVE YOU ANANT!!!!
Yours 4eva
Navya
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