Avni's Side today. Was leaving Neil again the right decision? Or plain - Page 2

Originally posted by: AgnesFan

Honestly I too felt irritated with her but just sat thinking for some time from her side . She has put herself in a position where she can't come back unless she is forcefully pulled . In yesterday's episode she did show her longing and vulnerability when she was with Neil. Her lines justify it " Mei har roz sauna dekti hon ... intezar karte hon us sapne ko dekne keep liye. " She longs for him the same way he longs for her . Difference is he is so vocal and Avni for some reason is trying to bury her feelings inside her . With Neil you could see she was old Avni who was scolding him to give his address or hotel key . I felt she was her old self a little while as Avni now just takes any thing thrown at her and has stopped fighting back as she feels war can be stopped only of she stops fighting.

Though I hold that there are other ways to tackle Vidyut the mental state in which she was has forced her to choose the path she opted . There was Daya whof taunted her to be jinx to anyone whom loved her or she loved . So she thought she could eliminate the lurking danger on her family by putting end to herself coz Vidyut would have definitely destroyed Khanna's one by one or Neil instead of all . If Neil ceases to exist Avni will totally go into an abyss from which she can't come back . I dunno whether Khanna's would have a peaceful life if she didn't fake death . At present they are still happy and peaceful except Neil .

I think the main issue here is only Neil's pov is concentrated more . If we get Avni's we can know what she went through , how she succeeded in controlling her fighting spirit and how she managed to find all these illegitimate kids and establish an orphanage . In all these struggle only thing which gives her peace is Neil's memories.

This was what I understood after thinking from various sides . I too was so upset with Avni yesterday 😆

Originally posted by: Afsana103

I completely agree and understand the reason and decision Avni took I have no complaints regarding why she left Neil why she faked death etc.. I very well understood that but the point is now it's been 10years yesterday she herself saw Neil's state and suffering why can't she return back to him her decision is to stay Away from Neil for the whole lifetime so does she want Neil to continue to suffer his entire lifetime and to continue to risk his life to get glimpse of her unless one day that risk kill will him ultimately I can see she is suffering equally but now she can return back to him offcourse he will be angry with her but seeing her alive infront of him will melt him and sunehri -tara Sitara can take care of kids avNeil can support them financially like this she can once again let herself and Neil to live their life happily together give a chance to happiness and normal life now there is no Vidyut I don't think after 10 long years he will come out if avni is alive and there is very less possibility of VR harming or returning back to their lives atleast now she without hiding from Neil she can go back to him na

Originally posted by: .Mandy.

I don't see what Avni did as selfish, just observe her flashbacks when she was going to kiss Neil only to remember the sacrifice she had to make to save the lives of her loved ones. The Avni you see before you is not the one Neil fell in love with, she is broken and she is emotionally scarred. This is a girl who believes she is nothing but a curse in the lives of those she loves, the images of her mothers deaths still haunt her. This is a girl who would rather live her life in a shell than fight back, she is running from life. It is not only Neil but those kids who have observed how Avni is. Sunheri has been trying hard to reawaken the Avni who used to fight for others, she was fearless and daring but this Avni is just broken. It is probably going to be one of the reasons why Neil melts because notice today he talked about what if things were different? What if they weren't themselves would they have been happy? Neil is going to get his answer soon enough, he will be with Avni but she won't be his Avni. Its going to devastate him to see the Avni he fell in love with is now standing before him as a mere shell of who she used to be, all those qualities he loves about her she has slowly killed with her identity. Avni is not selfish she is just traumatized by her past and what she stands to lose by being herself again. Sadly Daya despite being dead still has a hold on Avni, she still controls her thoughts and has instilled in this poor girl's mind that she is nothing but bad luck. It is easy to look at Avni and think she is heartless but when you go through what Avni has in life with all three of her parents murdered, the number of times Neil almost died how is one supposed to react? How is one not to be traumatized? Its hard on her, Avni wants to be with Neil just as much as he wants to be with her but its easier said than done.