I am more intrigued to know what's going in Avni's mind. She is the living example of action speaks louder than words...😆 We all know what Neil feels or other character feels in this track as they voice it out but we don't know what's going in our lady don's mind. The last monologue that came from her was about "Neil never loved her truly and that he don't trust her". This is what she thinks Neil feels about her. After this she went into silent mode, we are yet to hear her out. Even after leap, we are only shown her angst in the form of her practicing some action moves and her aim for revenge "VIDYUTS" name imprinted not only on the wall but also in her mind. That's the only let-out we got from our "Silent Assassin".
Avni was always shown as someone who never expressed what she feels majorly cause of her traumatised childhood. She always had trust issues and that's the reason she built a wall around her so that no one can breach her emotionally. But, alas destiny had other thoughts and Neil came along. He changed her for good, she accepted him, embraced his love and started believing in her dream of HAPPY Family which he made true. She allowed him in her world, where no one has ever been. The wall around AVNI AYESHA was breached by her hubby NEIL KHANNA. Destiny again played a cruel game, when she stared accepting life, Life betrayed her. She was again pushed in the same darkness (or probably much deeper) from where she was brought back and unfortunately by the man who brought her to the light.
Now there are lots of question in my mind...😆 Will she ever trust Neil? Does she still love Neil the way she did? Does she feel betrayed by Neil? What She thinks about Khanna Family? And most of all What She thinks about Neela Maa?
I believe the way she loved Neil, the only man in her life, it cannot be undone. She still love him but along with that there is a feeling of let-down. She needed him the most and he was not around her, is what she believes. The love is now buried deep inside her.The wall has been built even stronger. It would be a herculean task for Neil to get back his AVNI NEIL KHANNA in his paradise. This journey from Avni Ayesha to Avni Neil Khanna is more intriguing for me in this track, hope the story tellers don't disappoint.
Edited by Ashi_Naksh - 7 years ago