Feeling bad for ashish!

Earlier I would hate that man for being spineless ! But I am beginning to feel bad for ashish. After the whole thing of his mother trying to kill herself then blackmail ashish . . . . Hurting him emotionally and physically . Putting up fake smile. What is happening inside does she have idea?What if he loses his mental balance ? There is always one door open he could go to meet neela instead of going to tell his decision to asha . The way he was crying today and walking with broken leg. I really bad for him. It's like he should kill himself rather then living such life. His mother will be happy even with that I guess.

Why should i feel bad for him. His suffering is at present maybe by his mother but it started solely cause of him only. I cant blame his mother alone for her actions.
Any mother son's 11 years secret life comes out, will behave rudely and insane. Wasnt ashish who kept the secret for so long and would have continued to do so if avni would have not interrupted.
He could have stand up or opened up for his love, for his life, or his daughter atleast to his friend if not his strict rude motherc(if he thought so).
Now he is paying for his stupidity and still is spineless.