Originally posted by: anu rulz
hey guys..am feeling real low..i had a huge fight wid sugato a couple days back and i really ended up saying stuff tht i shudnt have..i was discussing a paper wid him and he was joking arnd as usual..i started telling him to get serious now for heavens sake,and dekhte dekhte,mere muh se itna kuch nikal gaya..😭 i hurt him very bad..i apologised so many times bt he is still down,worse is tht apparently his mom and sister have also told him similar things,abt his lack of will to prepare for the entrance,so he feels as tho nobody is wid him,and all dislike his personality..in any case coz of his hepatitis he gets weak fast and has hell of restrictions on diet and all..everything he liked doing,he has had to leave..and now this...now he talks only formally wid me,saying he is going to change himslef totally coz everybody has issues wid the way he is..am real scared as to how much he is hurting now....main bhi na gadhi hun,pata nahi kya kya bol gayi us din...sum1 tell me main kya karun?i tried telling him not to pay attention to waht his parents tell him,woh to frustration and pyar mein bolte hain,bt he is adamant..i love him the way he is..this new sugato is like a robot now,dsnt laugh,dsnt joke...i dnt want to lose him..and am getting very scared now,uska patience wid everything going wrong is over now..and he is so far away i cnt even be wid him now..guys,woh kuch log hote hain na,jinke saath hamesha bura hota hai,he is one of them....he ended up wid hep B during a clinic posting inspite of vaccination,thn it turns out to be a carrier,which is itself rare...tht time also,usey sambhalna itna mushkil tha,he was so depressed...since thn he keeps falling ill,getting weak..and now this...