"Ok now tell me Aaj sham ko papa ke paas chod aau? Honestly Gunjan you should go to them. parso mom dad aa rahe hai to fir you wont be able to go." Samrat honestly asked this time. this time he didnt want her to leave him or get rid of her because of her constant crying. but just then Gunjan answered in Samrat's style as in double meaning "Tumto kehte the ki har shaam tere sath guzarenge tum badal gaye ho yaa tere shaher me ab sham nahi hoti" just staring session thats what she got from Samrat. just then Samrat pulled her in his warm embrace and made them comfortable on bed. "want to take rest or wanna listen but if you wanna listen No Ganga Jamuna bahao session please because I hate tears pushpa?" he asked and laughed. Gujan nodded positively and rested her head on his shoulder in other words her Home."Just Say please This time No stopping. Its covered with mist Just Let Rain pour on it. Tell me about Those very memories that you carry like a wound, a scar even. Tell me what happened with Mayank" Gunjan whispered "Never trust a man in a wheelchair with dirty shoes" when samrat said that Gunjan understood why that statement is stated just because she mentioned Mayank she knew thats why he said that. "tell me the unedited version of this story now." another whisper in Samrat's ears.Samrat smiled at her childishness and whispred back "you know you never leave a chance to make me wonder what i was thinking when i fell in love." It was sarcastic sentence oh her bossy behavior. and on that Gunjan Laughed.gunjan held his fingers and started to play with them while listening his unedited versio of story.
FLASHBACK-----
(Samrat's POV)
There comes a point in life where you have to just write your sorrows in the sands and let the tides gently wash them away. Because you know The worst part about being strong is that no one ever ask if you're okay.My dark drabble was being written I am not capable of love. drawing into self loath :'( Well it was more like i was seeking vengeance from myself.dealing with Real life shit no doubt have very damn and Rich life but say what feeling very small. well its time to swich on another personality Wear Smile Samrat. adviced myself and Entered in Collage. Finally problems with Gunjan had been solved and everything was back to normal. now no Regrets. But i tell you my readers I just hate studies. I know we all do but i hate it when i have to do something i am not interested. I just dont wanna be doctor but ALAS. my father's dream. Chal beta Samrat go to class.
as soon as I entered the class I knew it was Miss. Aaha's lecture. well all she does is timepass with us. LOL I know its LOL moment Just went in class and sat beside Gunjan. she gave her usual smile as in genuine which reaches her eyes unlike mine. "wow aaj itni jaldi class me?" "well thanks to my mom for that" I replied while yawning "still feeling sleepy?" "Raat ko soya hi kaha hoon" saying this I just rested my head on bench. "Kyu movies dekh rahe the?" "haan horror movie?" said and closed my eyes. "Samrat why do you always sleep in the class?"another question from gunjan and she is actually irritating me. because I dont like it when people ask me so many questions and I dont have answers. But she actually cares for me so I genuinely replied"because I dont sleep at night" I mummer ed "what" after my answered her reaction was natural."I mean why dont you sleep at night?"she must have thought I am kind of vampire or what "because I cant sleep at night." I lastly replied and went to deep slumber. I dont know what happened after that what question I was being asked. I dont know how much time passed I felt someone is shaking me. Hell I HATE HATE HATE it when someone wakes me up. the MOST irritating feeling in this world. I hardly get to sleep and this Person is my worst ENEMY in this world. I feel like kiling that person on the spot who the hell is spoiling my beautiful sleep. I just opened my one eye and Saw gunjan was looking at me with worried expressions. she was waking me up Oh this Angel is doing kaam of DEVILS."Samrat"till now I was seeing her lips were moving like she was saying something but I couldnt hear but finally I heard my name I just didnt like feeling replying so I just hummmed "hmmm" "Samrat wake up Samrat" this is Not gunjan then who the hell is She . and finally i Opened my all eyes well i should say opened my all eyes and activated all senses. I stood up with a jerk its Mr. Aaha aaha. "Mr. Aaha" haaye that smile from Miss aaha. "Good morning Samrat" "Good morninggg" i sang that childhood song LOL. "Samrat Classroom is not place to sleep" you ruined my sleep Miss. aaha now wait and watch."IF classroom is not place to sleep then home is also not place to study" "and what do you mean to say?"miss.aaha's perplexed face asked that question. "Fir se project nahi kiya?" well that EPIC question was from Gunjan and all stared at us and then we all laughed.
SILENCE NOW. Samrat sit so we can start first lesson. "but mam I have already learned first lesson" "accha tell me what you learned"
"First Lesson Learned Chai mai dubi hui biscuit ko kabhi dusri biscuit se kabi nhi uthana chahiye..!"
Enough Samrat. Class Pay attention Exams are coming.In chemistry we are learning about formulas about water and Ice its reactions now tell me "India Me sal bhar Sabse Zayda Baraf Kaha Girti Hai?" Reply By Student :"Daaru K Glass Me.." can you guess the student? yes the newton Uncle's very own nephew. Samrat Shergill. "Get Out out class Samrat its your Usual thing You always sleep in class then make fun of everything and disturb whole class. you are sitting beside Gunjan just learn something from that girl" I looked at gunjan like I have seen her for the first time. Gunjan was bitting her lips while staring at me. man I can never read this girl. but right now Gunjan is not issue. I can think about her at night.right now GET OUT is isue LOL. If your teacher ever says "Get Out." It means you have won the argument. I leaned towards Gunjan and asked her "tumhaari mom ne aaj tumhe lunch box diya hai?" "haan" oh man even she is confused. "give me " I asked for it and she actually gave me and i left the class. Sometimes I feel that I am completely useless. Then I remember that I breathe out Carbon Dioxide for plants so I guess I am not that useless afterall.
While going to another empty class because I think its my recess LOL. Prof Mahatma just crossed my path. and say what that Manhoos Billa stopped me ans asked me to carry all his books to library. and I carried all books and put them on his table. "Mahodaya Samrat Dhanyawad hum aapka ye kaam jarur yaad rakhenge." I turned and replied "abhi nahi sir sirf VIVA me yaad rakhna" i left his cabin and find an empty classroom for myself. I sat on a bench and having random thoughts.Some people panic when things in their life don't go as planned. I panic when something does. No matter how irresponsible Iam but apni tareef ke letter ghar tak nahi pahuchne diye. I hope iss baar bhi meri taarif ka letter ghar na pohche LOL.
I finally opened lunch box of Gunjan and content of that box made me happy WOW Gajar ka Halwa. haaye ab to isse khaa kar au bhi mast neend aayegi I relished halwa and just slept on bench.
(Gunjan's POV)
Oh god where is this Boy now? Always this drama in class. I am sure he will fail in in Exam and princy will throw him out of this collage. I mean this is the best collage and see Samrat doesnt even value it. If he wants he can be a best doctor but he loves to sleep in class. and now this boy took my lunch box where is he now? finally I spotted him in an empty class room.wow he is still sleeping. I entered in Class and was about to wake him up but I stopped just seeing look on his face. he actually looks so innocent while sleeping. I just sat beside him and stared at his face. and I dont know when my fingers caressed his hair and then cheeks he was so so warm and suddenly my fingers stopped at his lips and I felt current passed through my body. His expression changed like something was disturbing him. my fingers? I guess yes. I was about to pull my hand away he grabbed and held it tightly fear was written on his face. he was in deep sleep but soon he relaxed and had calm expression.I held his hand tightly. Perhaps, part of the reason why we hold on to something so tight for so long, is because we fear that something so great wont happen twice. I again thought Why am I never able to understand this boy? why am i never able to read samrat's face or mind? why is he so difficult? Why does he never take study so seriously I know boys hardly like to study but I am sure Samrat is different case he hates to be here. then why is he here? When I saw him first time he was so different. then I started being with him I found new Samrat. I just want to know him why is he like this? why is he always confuse people? but in all this whys I just want to know why am I interested him? why do I want to know him? why i skipped a heart beat when he came and sat beside me. why I felt goose bumps when he whispered in my ears. this is not attraction. its more than attraction its Like its pure bliss to be around him. I just felt like kissing him. and while having random thought i actually bent down and gave him soft kiss on cheek and I actually am very surprised and shocked with my action. but i dont know why i feel so FREE when ever i am with him.
"tum kyu aise ho Samrat?" I looked at our hands. the way samrat was holding mine. "agar aise hi mujhe apne karib khichte rahe toh i will fall for you Samrat. abhi se tumhe pasand karne lagi hoon samrat bas dur matt jaana." A perfect one tear left her eye and I closed her eyes to feel this mixed feelings. "kya mein Samrat ko bata doon ki mein uske bare me kaisa feel karne lagi hoon?" i asked myself but i dont think its good idea. rejection will break me for sure. but what if i fall for him? jiss tarah se mein uske baare me din raat sochne lagi hoon wo kuch bhi nahi hai. uske text aur call se khush ho jaanaa.. uska meri books me likhe huye lines ko stare karke smile karna this is not NOTHING. I am always very clear about my all feelings I am not like Samrat confused soul. why do I need him beside me in class? I know he will distract me. He wont ever let me study. and I have a dream to be a doctor. but I want him as my partner as my friend I still cant get over that feelings when he hugged me that day. He always makes me laugh and I smile without any reason see now I am smiling like a stupid person.
I saw her lunch box was there. left over Halwa was in it i smiled widely and ate it.i blussed thinking how this spoon was used by his lips and now its touching mine. OMG this is NOT ME. NOT ME I am not this Gunjan. OH NO.. A BIG NO. finally I came to sense.
FLASHBACK END-
AT PRESENT
Samrat laughed. he wasnt able to control his laughter. "just shut up Ok that day I was like ye Gunjan nahi koi aur hi hai" "you know you are so cute.that time I was totally mad person how can you feel attraction towards me man? were you bigger pagal than me or what?" "agar tumne mera haath nahi pakda hota toh ye nahi hota kyunki attraction wala step mein already le chuki thi ye Like wala stage tha. abhi bhi chance tha iss pagal se picha chudane ka par you are right tab mein sach me pagal thi." she removed his hands and slept on pillow. Samrat hugged her from back "just sleep now Ok. kal meine doctor se appoinment le li hai" "Samrat meine checkup" "I just want to make sure everything is fine. and regular check up Gunjan. and to be honest its notbecause of fear ok. I trust you on this. but you need regular check ups right?" Gunjan nodded and closed her eyes.
I know Gunjan that day you kissed me not really but i felt something.I was having nightmares and I felt something so warm and i felt so calm. I felt love that day Gunjan I know. may be because that time I didnt understand you are rainbow of my clouds. samrat thought and just held her close to him.just like her even he kissed on her cheeks. A soft warm lovable and caring kiss. well affection of Love. well it was not a simple kiss he just returned love the love she always gave him while he was unaware of that word.
"so jaao Samrat."gunjan spoke while having closed eyes. "haan aur tumhaare sapne dekhu naa? " he laughed."i dont want to be dream of your eyes i want to be sweet sleep of your eyes." "thats all I always want Sleep not dreams." Gunjan knew he was talking about nightmares. as he never got sleep because of nightmares. "lemme play with your dupatta or Hair then I will sleep." Gunjan finally opened her eyes and gave him are you nuts look. "baby just dont be like your father please" she looked at her tummy and said with poor look. "puri nautanki ho tum" "kya karu Gunjan ke piche Samrat shergill ka naam jo aata hai naam ka aur pass rehne ka asar toh hoga hi." "Tum mera mazak udaa rahi ho Jaao nahi karni baat." he slept away from her. well nautanki shergill wanted her to manaofy him. but what can we do its his wifey only. she covered herself with blanket and Switched on AC and lowered temprature of room. 5 minutes 10 minutes its damn cool Samrat cursed. "Ye Saali Gunjan ki bacchi mere sath game khel rahi hai. koi naa samrat beta maaf karde apni wifey ko preggo biwiya aisi hi hoti hai kya pata mere baby ne usko bola ho." LOL samrat talked with himself and gave so many false excuses because he couldnt win over her.he again went to her and hugged her. "aa gaye wapas?" Gunjan taunted him. "tumhaare liye kaun aaya hai mein to baby ke liye aaya hoon. baccho ke upar maa aur baap dono ka saaya jaruri hai samji mera baccha bina baap ke Nahiii Gunjan nahi." "ho gaya fekta kapoor show shuru Good Night Gunjan." she whispered to herself and hugged him and slept. samrat smiled winningly he always does this type of nautanki so he can win.
just then his phone rang. he talked with that person with least interest. "kiska phone tha?" Gunjan asked because she knew that silence was making lots of noises. "dad ka wo parso nahi aaj raat ko aa rahe hai." he said quitely. "Samrat dad is actually happy you know dad se thik se baat karna please Baby ke liye please." "I know but You also know I have broken relationship with him" he got up went to study table and check all files. he picked one and asked Gunjan to sign on papers. "Samrat Kya kar rahe ho tum?" "signature gunjan. office ke kuch shares ke papers hai jaldi.?" "mujhe anpadh gawar samja hai kya? lemme read" samrat snatched fine. "Nahi signature karna hai toh matt karo par aise trust nahi hai aise behave na karo." he left with file.
"Oh god samaj nahi aa raha hai Gunjan ke sign kaise loon" samrat asked himself in his mind. '"I know Samrat there is something wrong bahut confussing behave karte ho tum." she went to study as she knew where he is. he was sitting there staring at nothig. she went to him and hugged his head. "kaha sign karu?" she asked and Samrat smiled hearing her question. he quickly gave her file and Gunjan signed without asking anything. "Thank you Gunjan" he simply thanked her Gunjan simply return a small smile. samrat made her sit in his lap and Gunjan said "pata nahi kya soch kar tumhe pasand karne lagi thi" "uss time tumhara dimag hi kharab ho gaya tha" Samrat laughed. "shut up Samrat" "haan toh kabhi suna hai koi ladki aake bolti hai ki Samrat I like you" he again laughed and taunted.
"No seriously that was Epic and shocking moment of my life I mean you suddenly came to my home and confessed Samrat I like you."
Gunjan just hugged him. "sharmaa kyu rahi ho idhar dekho." Gunjan looked up and winked at him "wo kya hai naa Ladka dhakkan tha iss liye mujhe hi confess karna pada LOL i will tell you meine aisa kyu kiya you know How i felt that day"when you said that day i actually wished Gunjan and again I wish
"With your Ocea Eyes Heal me Forever"
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
