Don't let me go...[Updated at Pg.43 24th dec 2014] - Page 29

Dedicated to Tia Happy Birthday Dear <3

Chapter 17

Part A

The 'HoneyMoon' of Newly Weds..

She slid arm in his arms , held his hand and slipped fingers in gaps of his fingers.. A small smile appear as he looked at their hands..and he made her more close beside him..as they walked out of the restaurant to move towards their car.

"Thanks for the delicious dinner , Handsome Husband"

He watched her slight blushing cheeks as she whispered to him..Before he could have reply her kissing her cheek..they heard the disturbance from their back..

"OMG..YOU ARE GUNJAN..Gunjan The SuperStar?"

Gunjan bit her tongue n looked at her husband and realised ..he didn't welcome the disturbance at all pleasantly..

"I'll call the dad n mom ..we won't make it to their party ..they should reschedule it.."

He actually informed her instead of telling or asking and moved in car..the discussion they had while on dinner to stay for more days..was now had least chance.. she nodded as thought to make his mood better later to change his mind of going back..and turned pasting a smile on face to the fan waiting up..

It was sixth day and sixth destination since they had left mumbai for their honeymoon..They had decided for kerela ..but being there for a day.. they got occupied by crowds of crazy girls and guyz ..where ever they go n tried to spend time alone.. It was quiet irritating as they even got non stop calls in the cottage, they had decided to stay, calls inviting them for dinners or concerts.. Before that she was associated with film , all such havoc used to be handled by people hired by neil for gunjan to don't scare her away from all the stuff.. The movie got huge success. and it made Gunjan A real Superstar indeed ..and all the popularity and fame bought invasion of people in her personal space.. It didn't bother samrat at all before the wedding.. not on any occasion .. he had made gunjan calm down and asks her to deal it with patience.. but since the wedding he had took a break from business himself to spend quality time with his wife..and where ever they had gone..they got welcomed with un-needed attention..which somehow left them strained and disturbed..

Gunjan listened the praised n thanked ..she gave the autograph ..and excused herself as soon as it was possible for her..

He was exhausted ..Completely exhausted in six days he had decided to fly to six different location to find a peace corner with his wife..to make it all special for her..exclusive for her...just like she would have love...but all what he got to .. face pleasant and unpleasant events.. they used to be in middle of dinner or something romantic when someone from no where would pop in and ruin their moments..or someone would ask for a picture from her..

As soon as she get in the car..she took deep breath.. He opened eyes and looked at her...she had a genuine apologising face..both knew .. none of them wanted their honeymoon to be disturbed..

"I didn't call.. i think we should just go back to Mumbai...dad need to leave for london..n he is holding it till i go back.."

He spoke up as the car hit the road.. she felt sad..she didn't want it to happen like this..she knew both were too excited to get time away alone..without any interference..but things didn't turn out as they wished to..

She kept silent even when found him later glancing at her silence and worrying..she waited for the place to arrive...they were staying..she wanted to talk when his whole attention is on her.. she knew she needed to make up.. for all of this...

".wait for me in room.."

Gunjan whispered to him as back him to go towards their room.. He confusingly nodded..while watched her going to the receptionist..while he walked towards their room..

He felt sad .. since watched her silent at back to place..unlike usual last days..she didn't cuddled to him n asked about songs to play...He realised he shouldn't have been disappointed..

"Could you please do me a favor? Cut out Landline connection to our room? We won't need any services or any phone call please till we are here.."

"Sure Mam.. I'm Sorry for inconvenience.. You won't get disturbed again."

"Good.and one more thing.. The best Champagne you have... send in our room after fifteen minutes with a chocolate fudge cake written 'Sorry' ?."

Gunjan made sure the plan work according to her wishes..with a smile she walked towards their room after assuring her instructions would be followed..

She bolted the door as entered..and heard voice of shower..she smiled..it was his habit..to first take a shower...after coming back before sleeping ...even if gets late in any party or at dinner.. he would change first..

She had a smile thinking..about his habits..she didn't know until now after getting married.. he was coffee freak..she knew that he loves coffee but he needed coffee to relax his mind every time something had comes up..and she had seen him ordering coffee in past six days more than he drank during wedding planning...she admired thinking how he had tried to make everything happen in six days the way she liked.. If it's about ice cream he will oder her favourite only .. If it's dinner..he would make sure he chose the best romantic place in town.. whether it was a hill station or a beech he had make sure to find the finest spot to admire the view just like she love.. he had make sure he have every song album in car she love..he had gathered information of best bookstores in town to take here there and buy all new exclusive or rare editions of her favourite books.. He had made sure to gift her something..a bouquet or a jewel.. She have been told or more correctly taken a promise by him before the trip that it would be alone about her..

She looked over her outfits...all of them were expensive and fairly more modern than she used to wear.. and were gifted by her sisters ..who convinced her to try different outfits during their stay in kerala.. however it didn't happen ..knowing how much attention they had to face..it was the last thing she would do to wear some fancy dress to woe her husband..and end up making it more hard for him to handle all the crazy crowd.

She smiled.. recalling..how he hadn't allow her to move away from him..the time they used to spend in room..he had been like this since always.. possessive and attention-seeker.. he wanted her all attention towards him..her smiles for her..her love care n time for him alone.. and she had loved it..she had loved knowing that he wanted her like no one else ever wanted her.. he looks her like no one ever could look.. he used to make her feel special even the way he used to stare..hold or praise her..

In all the dresses stock..she found a red one..she take out the elegant dress..and she realised it was the one she had wore on their very first official date on his farm house.. the first time she had realised that how it felt being with him..how much she feel attracted to him .. the first time he had made it special in every way...even it had got ruined... even at the end of date...he had made her realise ..he was worth of falling in love ...

Dressed in the beautiful red outfit...taking the stole around her neck..she let her hair open...wear a single silver pendent he had gifted.. the bracelet he had gifted when they became friends..

She removed the light lipstick shade..n preferred red one.. even when she wasn't found of makeup nor she needed or he liked...she wanted to look better than before.. she just wanted him to know that she wanted these days to be as special as he had thought or planned..even when they completely didn't turn out to be like what they planned.. they had spent the times that imprint many memories in their minds n hearts for rest of life..

Hearing knock.. she looked around and spotted a red night gown robe...among many she was forced to buy by her sisters when they took her on wedding shopping without samrat... she quickly wrapped it around her as she didn't want someone else to look over her in this dress.. she opened bit door..and found the waiter with her asked arrangement..of cake n champagne...she let him to come..while letting herself hid behind the door..

He placed the cake, champagne and flower on the table..and left without any interaction with her..she thanked god for no awkward moments..

Before she was able to think something else after closing door..she heard him coming out..she turned and found him in white pair of trousers and a red shirt..with top three buttons left opened to make her lose herself since always...and she realised he had wore the same shirt he had wore on their date..She couldn't move away her gaze..as she watched him drying up his hairs with a towel..and her gaze...scanned his face..the pair of eyes..which always made her stunned at her place were busy in looking at his mobile screen which he had just picked...his lips curved in a small smile..attracted all her attention towards them.. she moved her tongue on her dried lips..in nervousness and lostness.

She attracted his attention as she stumbled bit in walking and held the wall.. he looked above and found her in front of him...the distance was just normal ..but it seemed infinite..as watching her in red outfit..had always made him wonder..is she for real? and what if he wouldn't be able to control his feelings for her anymore..and today she had exploited his weakness for her to be in red..she knew n she was just proud on knowing that..

He didn't care when did towel or cell phone slipped out of his hand..as pushing away each n every thought he had starting covering the infinite miles between the two.. gazing at her from top to toe..wrapped in a red gown..like a beautiful gift wrapped in an equal attractive wrapping paper..her lips were more prominent than any feature of her face...his eyes were reading each and every detail...her white creamy skin of hands and feet were alone peeked out of gown..

The feeling of being examined by his gaze..soon overwhelmed her..in strange feels..she tried to wander her mind from the worthy-drooling personality in front of her.. .. thoughts randomly were placing in her mind..she needed to say whatever she had in mind.. to apologise and make him feel better..but before that she reminded she wanted to look all the best.. and she was wearing red gown..which wasn't meant to be worn..n then she realised the huge spectacles she was wearing..which was the least thing she wanted at that time on her face..

She took off her spectacles and glanced at him for a moment which became longer indeed..her eyes were now the centre of attraction..as they made him feel like he was the most luckiest person in that world as could be watched by those eyes the way no one had ever watched anyone.. her pureness her sensibility her beauty her soft nature her selflessness everything laid her as open book in front of him.. her nervousness were over growing on her with his each step towards her..which made him amused at the moment to watch..as he saw her shivering hands struggling to open the robe..but she got halted as he completed distance between them by standing close to him..

With her loud beating heart and nervousness looked above and found his eyes staring at him like he had never looked at her before..stunned n fantasised...her nervousness took a whole new level...as his fingers held her wrist..n let it comfort in his creasing.. She forced her eyes to move away from his face..because she needed to think and assemble her thoughts to execute her plan..

but everything seemed plain sliding away..as she felt he had succeed in opening knot of the robe..and his hand slid to held her from waist..bitting her lips she closed eyes..as his hand slid upside ...literally skipping her heart beats.. she felt his fingers on her shoulder..and she felt a lump in her throat..as her gown slid down...as his fingers crawled down on her skin..letting it to free her arm..and he held it..she tried to lift her gaze..and found him gazing at their hands... she thanked god she didn't look in his eyes..or she would have lose herself again..she hadn't much senses still but at least she was able to stand herself..instead of tugged to his chest..

she felt his other hand..holding the corner of sleeve of her gown to pull it down and she saw it revealing her other arm...he let the gown fall on floor..while in nervousness she wrapped the free arm around her waist holding her stomach..like calming down her nerves..

"So, that's why you asked me to wait earlier..?"

he whispered slowly while holding her both hands now..sliding fingers in her gaps..and looked at her

"No."

She answered honestly trying to not get nervous..but his words didn't leave the chance...and made her cheeks burn with embarrassment..

"Of course it is more than just unwrapping my gift.."

She closed eyes tightly as she felt her stomach collapsed..where he amusingly watched her turning in red tomato..that her cheeks gave tough competition to her red lipstick..

"Sa..mrat..."

She pleaded him still closing eyes as felt him nuzzling in her face..He smiled at her shy shivering voice.. Since their wedding night he had took great advantage of her nervousness on his closeness and woe her ..but he decided opposite this time and give her this time.. chance to woe him instead of him wooing her..

"You want to say something?"

He took a step back while still holding her hands..she opened eyes and saw him with a smile on face.. less droolicious n killer than his earlier smirk n gaze...she felt her nervousness calming down with his friendly smile and creasing on her palm.. making her feel at ease as much as it was possible for him.. he knew it was first time she had planned surprise for him during past six days while in past six days he had surprised her with different floral bouquet .. breakfast in bed.. lunch at some quiet beach..and .. had made sure they stay in their room for dinner .. movie or playing games with her or hearing from her favourite book which he had half listen as most of the time she had caught him staring at her .. he had made every night special by being her best friend.. her lover and her husband...

"Yes.. I wanted.. to.. apologise.."

"Do i have to repeat that sorry or thank you isn't allowed for you Chashmish?"

He looked at her ..his smile was gone..but still there was softness n love on his face..she looked at him..she knew.. he had asked her to never say thank you or sorry to him ..

"I know..but.. i felt..."

"B.."

"Let me say Samrat please..."

She as felt him cutting her ..she requested..sighing he nodded..he decided it's better that she says it aloud .. so later he could make her feel better by letting her know he is fine n it is okay if it isn't like he had planned..but it is all he had ever wish for...to be with her...even if it means to watch over crowd going crazy..even it felt good to see how many people loved her..but how could anyone love her like he does? or know her like he does?

"Okay.. I'm listening.."

She looked at him lowering his gaze..and playing with their hands..to give her the time she needed to arrange her thoughts..she smiled as watched him..he was cute n had innocence to die for..he looked at her with raised eyebrows and she gasped..n nodded ..

"I..i wanted to say..what i wanted to say? .. i have totally forget.."

Samrat amusingly laugh in slow whisper at her mumbling to herself..and then pull her in his arms..while held her hands at her back ...

"It is testing my patience a lot ...It's just like we were in college...You are making me sit through 45 minutes of a boring class so after that i could play with my basketball.. "

Gunjan's eyes widened...and she felt annoyed at his mocking..and comparison of her with a basket ball..

"How could you call me a basketball , samrat?"

Samrat laughed at her annoyed face...as she freed her hands from his grip..and moved bit away..folding her hands around waist.. and she didn't forget to wear her spectacles back..she was no more nervous or over whelmed with the butterflies in her stomach..or over speed heart beats..she was annoyed with him..He was happy to watch her like that..comfortable..in her skin..along him..

"I didn't call you a basketball.. i was just telling you the same situation like current one.."

"From where do you think it's the same?"

Gunjan turned and glared at him as found him cool like always..folding arms around his chest..she saw him moving towards the bed..n sit there..watching her ..

"I had loved basketball like a person love their family..and it's only you to whom i loved other than a basket ball.. n even more than i did ever love anything.. in my all classes i used to think how I'm gonna goal.. and all i could think now was that how I am gonna tell you that i loved your gesture..."

She felt speechless..she felt sad as he mentioned about loving a basketball considering it his only family.. she felt bad that he deserved a family that care and loved him when he needed most.. she had no complains from them now as they had tried their best to do it now.. She felt herself the most luckiest person..because the person sitting in front of her..had loved only her..and alone her..He didn't want her to feel bad for him because of his past..so he thought of changing the subject as fast as he could think of...She was still in hover of her thoughts..when his voice brought her in real..

"Oh Wow.. Cake Champagne..Rose for me..I didn't see this coming"

She looked at elated Samrat exclaiming in joy.. she smiled at his childish happiness..she walked to him..and sit on floor...as put arms on his thigh n placed head on her hands..watched him..

"I'm glad you liked it.."

Samrat smiled at her dreamy smile..he held her arm..as in gesture to get up n pointed next to him on bed..

"Hey Sit here.."

She shake head..n freed her arm..and rested her back with bed's front..

"No I love sitting like this.. You like chocolate fudge right?"

He smiled as saw her watching at the cake n rose..he slid down..as made himself sit next to her..making her smile lovingly..she placed head on his shoulder..and held his hand..

"Yes I do.. but less than i like you.."

She blushed bit...and whispered as held his palm tightly..and closed eyes on resting head on his chest..it felt the moment she was looking all evening ..to feel comfortable in his arms..

"I know.."

"So, What now?"

He smiled as he found her relaxing in his arms..he placed arm around her as held her close..and asked her..she gestured him towards cake..he nodded..n dragged the small table towards them ..as now they both were sitting on floor..while samrat had straightened his legs..between the space of parallel pairs of table legs..

Instead of cutting a piece..he slide his finger on fudge and licked it..like a kid..making gunjan smile ..

"It's yummy..you wana taste?"

As he looked and asked her..she couldn't help but smile widely with a blush..at his intentions..she didn't mind..as he made her taste the chocolate on his finger..holding his hand..watching him staring at her..with flattering heart..she tasted the cake.. She moved her gaze ..she looked down at her face..as felt something near her lips..before she could even spot..she felt his thumb on her jawline..her teeth bit walls of her mouth..as he creased away the bit chocolate near the edge of her lips...

"It's yummy"

She said silently..after a while..moving away gaze...rubbing her palms to keep herself calm down..

"Why did you do this all Chashmish?"

She looked back at him and find him looking at her while resting at his head on bed..he wasn't just looking..he was reading her face..her eyes..her expressions..her lips.. her jawline..her cheeks..he was noting down in his mind every detail to know why? even when he knew himself.

"Half an hour before if you would have ask me.. i would have said..out of guilt.. but now i realised i always wanted to surprise you.. like you do.. just I'm not that great..."

"It's the best surprise i ever have get , Chashmish.."

"You are just saying this to make me feel better.."

He glared at her not so good expressions..and pulled her to place her head on bed like him..close to his eyes..that she was able to see his features clearly..his skin texture..smooth and soft ever...he wondered whether her eyes were mentally sketching his face..

"Yes that's right..i had got better surprises before too.. i was surprised when you had sing song for me in talent parade..not that you sing so well.. but you sang for me.. it made me happy..it made me feel worthy."

She smiled for a moment and then it clouded with remorse...he always credited everything he did for her to her..

"You need to stop talking like this , Samrat.."

"So then how should i ?"

He asked while holding her hand..n creasing lines of her hands..she creased his hairs with other hand's fingers..and watched him..

"You know you were my first friend when i came in college.. but you don't know you were actual my first friend who loved me like i was ..supported me even i was so different from you...[ she lifted her head..and straightened herself gathering her legs..and looked down on their holding hands ] ..i did have friends before but they were like me they didn't have difficulty to like me because they used to feel same about themselves..but you..[..Gazing at her he was listening to her every word carefully trying to figure out where the conversation was leading..he found her lifting gaze n watch him]..were so different than me..you were so full of life and fun... you didn't ask me to change..you just wanted me to look in myself..and made me learn how to live..how to recognise myself.. you encouraged me to sing..you made me feel comfortable in my skin that i could have a conversation with a stranger..you taught me how to dance..n even at some point how to walk n stand on my feet..and then you even made me realise like everyone else i wanted to be recognised..i wanted to be special for you..i wanted to make myself to your standard..[He liked reminding every moment he was so proud of her..she had achieved so much ..and she was best in everything..and he was happy for her..but he didn't like show she mentioned so worthlessly when she was more of worth than anything else in whole world...she was creasing his hand since then..till the moment she felt him taking her hand..n holding it more firmly..she looked at him n gave a helpless smile at his love.. ]...yeah even i knew it didn't matter to you how unpopular i was or how popular i am today.. you loved me for who i was and i am...[She watched him with love n respect..which his smile returned].. Samrat no one loves someone so selflessly like you loved me...yea di dad did love me.. but they have to you know..relations.. but you and i ..we had nothing between us..but you forwarded hand for friendship yourself..you had no other reason to be with me except me ...[He felt over whelmed as she said..he always felt it was less than she deserved..but her honesty n her eyes left an everlasting impression on him that he felt tears creeping in his eyes..and as she felt ..she glared him for a moment to let him no there is no need of any tear..she wanted to complete..she wanted to acknowledge the love he have for her...] In last six days since our wedding.. you didn't make me even feel like a moment that something changed.. you make me feel like I'm with my best friend when i'm in need to speak up my thoughts.. you praise me whenever i got ready to look good for you...[He smiled bit..n held her hands..he liked she acknowledged that she did for him...and she feel comfortable talking to him...]. on wedding night when i was so nervous...[they both look at each other..and realise ..may be that was most embarrassing moment for both of them to face together..]. that i didn't speak for a hour even when you tried everything you could think of to make me speak even your name..[Both recalled how they had come in room after the celebrations and gunjan had got nervous like hell that she couldn't respond to anything samrat said.. he tried to be romantic..he tried to be funny..he tried to be normal..he tried to be crazy..he tried his every version to pull her out..but the only thing she could have think of was that they were married and somehow he was husband of her and the comfort level she had with him before was gone..it was may be because of all the relatives to whom they had to meet that evening and how had gave them some husband wife relation ethical lecture..which completely ruined gunjan 's excitement...].. and then i cried so much.. you started crying with me from no where...[both just made worst expressions as reminded the night and their most miserable moment of wedding night...he was so nervous already about the wedding and doubted himself that he won't be able to take care of her like she deserve..and then whole stressed evening meeting up different people giving him advices to how be good husband..and then in hour he was unable to comfort his newly bride and more specially who was his best friend n love..was now crying n upset because of him n alone him.. and the worst feeling was losing his best friend n love..] .and then when i asked you.. you said you cried because i was crying and that you didn't want me ever to feel you as a stranger...[she looked at him..as he chuckled a bit remembering her panicking n confused at him crying like a child the moment he was really embarrassed of indeed..he took her hands n kissed them as watched her..continuing..]. or you didn't want us to feel that something changed.. and then i laughed at you...[he smiled more widely than gunjan while telling..she knew he was smiling because he considered they were trying to be someone else at that night ..they were friends n they had to be friend at that moment too.. ]..and you got annoyed..[he literally laughed remembering along her..that he acted like a really stupid jerk at that moment...as that night she had laughed at him..he gave her a real attitude to hide his embarrassment on crying..and then she had explained that it wasn't that she felt him as a stranger..she was just insecure about herself being with him...she wasn't sure of being a good wife to him..she wasn't sure about the new life even when she loved him by all heart..it was something in her personality to be like this...]..and that night you stayed up with me and talked n talked..made me laugh with terrible jokes that only sound funny because you made them funny with your voice n expressions...[he smiled lightly ..he remembered how in their wedding dresses..they both had laid down on bed...counting the stars on ceiling in dim light of their room and sharing how ridiculously people make such simple things in their life so hard..they decided to never ever listen to anyone on their relationship..they decided to discuss with each other alone...]..and that morning when i told my sisters that we talked all night n you were happy talking to me ..they watched me like i was a freak and i said something that couldn't be true in your matter..and they were amazed how you didn't leave me for a second while spending evening at my sister's dinner ...[..He gave her his smile that he knows why.. of all the things he couldn't change his past or what was part of his personality before gunjan.. it didn't bother gunjan not then not today n not ever it would.. they both knew...they knew each other more than anyone known n understand them.. ].. Samrat.. I'm trying to say.. that you loved me so selflessly..that sometimes i think...[he looked at the girl sitting in front of her..a moment before she was talking like a friend..and now she was like a passionate lover of him..like someone who knew every inch of him and loved him the way he was..].you should have every happiness a person could have in their life ever..you should have a family to whom you could love like you loved your basket ball...[he felt his eyes moist..she was more than just a special person in his life..she was the reason why he was alive..she was the reason he was still good..she was the reason he had learned to love..]. who would be there for you every single you needed.. You know I want a girl and a boy for us.. who loves you more than i love...[she was watching him..n she knew..and holding his hands..she looked at him...she wanted him to feel that special..because he was that special for her..]. who never hurts you unlike me..and who are perfect like you.. a family you deserve to have.. who deserve you and alone you...[she wiped away the tear rolled on his cheek..n gave her a look..to tell him he doesn't need to give her competition in that..] "

..holding up himself...he looked at her..and gave her a look..which she didn't get till he started speaking..

"You know.. who says you don't talk ? You talked n talked from past hour..now it's my turn..don't even try to cut me off...[she smiled at his try to sound cool..]. firstly i was a complete jerk at that time of college.. i did hurt you ..played with your feelings..and everyone else.. but you made me realise what i was doing.. i was an idiot..[she nodded..as he said..they both never felt bad to accept who they were n what they are now...they had accepted that part of them too ... ]..trying to impress everyone ..or making them like me.. ..to get all attention n popularity.. you made me realise all my life what i was looking for .. a friend a comforter..who won't need my words to know what's in my heart...[She watched him n felt happy that he acknowledge her that way..she loved being that person for him..so special for him..].. you didn't love me for my popularity or that i'm rich.. or i 'm handsome which i m by the way...[she raised eyebrows n as he looked at her she nodded as agreeing as didn't want him to actually prove by pulling his any romantic stunt].. or because of any reason that anyone used to be with me.. you made me realise it was okay to say sorry to those to whom you hurt..you made me realise it was okay to be honest.. you made me realise it was okay to be friends.. it is okay to study n not caring what people think about me..you made me realise i don't need a model to fall for .. i need a heart that could stay connected with my heart.. n could love me the way i'm flawed...[she felt loved as he hold their hands close to his heart on his chest..she felt his heart beats making her heart flatter..]. you love even when i act like a jerk and jealous .. you find me reasonable even when i want your all attention.. and i became upset like a small irritating and annoying kid when i don't get .. and you still manfoy me and behave like i was right even my behaviour was completely over the line.. ..[ she smiled yes she loved him when he wanted her all attention and she was happy to make him that exclusive like he had made her exclusive..there were something that was just between the two..and it made them feel special and their relationship more worthy..]... you know even if you wouldn't have fall for me.. which to be honest you shouldn't have because you deserved much better than me.[she gave him a look as he started underestimating himself again..n he nodded in okay considering it as her wish he didn't pursue his special appreciation about himself..].. i would have stayed like a friend with you.. i wouldn't have cut you off..or run away from you because of my feelings for you...[...it was strange of him to accept that..she didn't know this at that moment..she hadn't actually thought that way..she had stayed with him friend even he hadn't realise then..but she had never thought what if she wasn't in love n he was..would then he would have stayed there for her like she was there for him?..]. that's not .. that i don't find you attractive...[she bit her lips as she realised he was thinking something else..n the conversation was about to take a turn to make her go all red].. i couldn't possibly take my hands off you when i'm with you.. you are irresistible..in every way...[his gaze did more work than his words..his gaze was expert in reading her details..and she always felt his gaze had love him more than any of his words or lips..]. i couldn't look away from your face..unless i know exactly every pixel of your skin...[she felt blood rushed to her cheeks..with his each word...she felt elated to be watched like this...] i could't possibly slow down my heart beats that's beats faster than any race car bike when you are with me..[she felt the need to hide her face..but she couldn't as he was holding her hands..and watching her close her eyes he smiled..smiled knowing he was able to make her feel like that alone..]...but more than that how much i badly want you.. i love talking to you .. ...[ she slowly looked at him as he spoke...she wasn't sure she should call herself lucky or blessed was the right word to have him ?...] or watching you.. or just being with you.. i love when you listen to my senseless talks .,...i don't have to think what i'm saying ..or i don't have to impress you ... i love the way you know already what's running in my mind or heart.. you make it happen that i make a better decision for myself chashmish...[ she couldn't help but keep her head on his chest..as he continued telling what was meant to say..direct from his heart to her heart..]. i call you chashmish because i love that how much you look beautiful with those spectacles even.. i love when you read your books to me...[he embraced her in his arms..he loved how secure she used to feel in his arms...he loved how he could share anything with her..] because when you read i could see everything happening in your eyes n from your expressions i could feel what those characters feel..you don't read them..you make them alive in yourself.. you make me show how could i learn from them...[she smiled thinking it was a lie he hardly listen when he stares at her..]. i love when you prefer coffee because you want to be part of my everything.. you don't love me for my looks.. you never watches me like anyother girl do on meeting me.. it doesn't mean that i don't know that you drool over me but you don't behave like other for whom my looks only matters...[She secretly smiled knowing he knew how much she is equally attracted to him and alone him..that never happened to her before..and could happen alone for him..] i m glad for a matter of fact that i didn't attract you..because that make me realise that there is something more than superficial reasons to like someone... you are my friend because of me n alone me..that's the only thing i have been ever proud of about me...[he watched down at her staring at him..like she was indeed proud of him too...he wiped away her tears..as again embrace her in a warm hug...] "

"champagne?"

She asked and he smiled ..

"Definitely in need.."

Both smiled..they liked talking about each other this way..alone each other.

she handed him over..as he opened bottle..and winked at her..as pour down champagne in glasses..

"To us.."

Both whisper as their glasses clicked and they took a sip..

"..So...?"

She asked him..he knew what she was asking..as they both sat in front of each other..looking at each other..

"I think we should go back.. it doesn't matter where we are n how much surrounded..all what matters is we are with each other... "

"Now if that is settled.. i should pack if we are leaving tomorrow.."

Her mind always working fast..to make things happen for them..he cursed his mind to give her mind idea.. and as she got up she felt her stole tugged..and felt it slipping around her neck..she looked down and find his hand holding it..n pulling it..she moved away her gaze..as felt it slipped away...with a loud beating heart..she sat down again next to him...as she had got answer in no...and she closed eyes..as felt his lips touching his cheeks..she felt herself completely startled..she sipped her whole drink in a moment..and samrat rolled over his eyes at her mind's thinking pattern..he took glass from her..and place their glasses aside..she looked at him confused..

"I want to know you are willing because of yourself not because of stupid alcohol.."

As she heard him she gulped the hard moment..

"you know the answer.."

She whispered..as hold her stole...playing with it she rested her back on his chest..as was annoyed at his not so loving tone..he sighed as placed hand on her waist..and whispered in her ears while kissed her hairs..

"I didn't mean that way.. Forgive me.."

She smiled bit as heard him but playing with stole..something clicked..and she turned..and without alarming him..she quickly tie her stole on his eyes..

"Stay still Samrat.."

She warned him before he was able to think to resist.. when she was done..she had widest smile as ever..

"What's this Gunjan? boring part of lecture is over.."

She giggled at his disappointment ..she was amused to see him in misery..

"Yea but you did a mistake..you deserve the punishment.."

"Of not being able to see you? It's the worst punishment ever Chas-hMi-sh.."

She liked the way he sarcastically called his name at end..but she was amused..and was in mood to annoy her husband more..

"That's good..Mr.Samrat Shergil.. let's play.. whoever wins get's five wishes from other person..deal?"

"Five wishes..wow! That's pretty generous..done.. With count of five okay?"

He asked her..as she made him stand..and she cleared the area..by making sure nothing in his way hurts him..

"Yeah okay.."

With 5,4,3,2,1,0..she moved away from him..and watched him..looking around blindfolded..she called him now and then to confuse..she was enjoying his annoyance in not finding her..she was enjoying to her full when his toe struck the end of bed..making him scream in pain for a moment..she quickly moved forward to hold him..and made him sit on bed..

"Sorry Sorry..is it hurting bad ?"

She asked him as looked over his feet..n touched his toe..he removed his blindfold..n took his toe in his hands as pressed it against his palm to let the pain settle down..as looked at her in guilt he gave her a look..

"It is fine..chill.."

She make a face as saw him calm as always..she removed his palm to look over..that it didn't injured his toe..

".. you always say it's fine.. even when it is not.."

He smiled ..he loved her worrying about him like that...he held her hands..and made her stand up from her toes..and pull her near..she looked down at him while standing between his legs..

"You won..So you got the five wishes.. What will be your first wish Chashmish?"

She realised the moment he asked for first wish that he didn't catch her because he wanted her to get those five wishes..

"That's unfair Samrat.. It was supposed to be fair game.."

He smiled at her disappointment..and made her sit on his thigh..

"and you are the clear winner.. i swear i didn't know where you were.."

She make face..not believing him however she let it go..

"okay fine..my first wish is..that you tell me truth.."

he sighed..and creased her back as replied..

"okay yes i didn't want to win.. seriously i just wanted the game to end..because i was supposed to cherish my gift.."

she stared at him as he honestly told her his disinterest in the game with non-ability to catch her..

"ookay i understand.."

He smiled as she said..but it didn't remain for long as felt her stole again on his eyes..

"Chashmish..."

"Samrat you are not going to open the blindfold okay?"

"This is not fair .."

He made face..as let himself fall on bed..he felt her moving away..

"But you said everything is fair in love and war.."

She smiled using his attics on him and took the rose..and walked back to him..saw him grinding his teeth in despair..

"I say the most stupid things Chashmish always..Now at least you could let me hold your hand?"

He forwarded his hand in air..she smiled at him..and shake his hand as half laid beside him..

"Why did you want to hold my hand?"

She asked him while watching his face features...

"Just to calm down my mind to not start a war with you.."

He replied her while turned to her..he felt her gasping at his closeness...he was still thinking to make a move..when he felt something on his face creasing..it wasn't her finger..and just then as he realised it was rose... he couldn't think much as he felt her removing the blindfold...he opened eyes..and found her staring at him..it was the most beautiful moment he ever had thought of..she was watching ..her like he used to watch her..soothing ..yet intensified.. he blinked his eyes for a moment as felt her fingers creasing his cheeks..

"Even if we would be at war..i would never let you go.."

He lifted himself as he held her hand..and made her close..she let herself sit in front of him..as he watched her face down..his palm cupped her neck..and creased her jawline..she felt her hand gripped his shirt collar as he leaned close..she moved her face bit away..as closed eyes..on feeling his breaths.. he playfully creased her cute nose with his nose ... along a small smile ..as kissed her forehead...

"Let's read your book.."

She opened eyes and looked at him smiling..she didn't say as found him settling himself like he had decided already they will read book.. with a confused face..she got up and look over books she had brought along her..she didn't bother to select..and just took one randomly..she returned to him.and find him waiting for her while half laid down..she gave him a small smile..and laid next to him..as he wrapped her in the blanket...She waited till he placed his head on her stomach..n looking at her..he gestured her to start..she nodded..and stared at the novel..and she hardly was able to concentrate to read..in a moment she realised she didn't want to read a book at the time..she wanted to tell him something more important..

"...he was wrong..he was wrong to think...that she didn't want him like he wanted her..she wanted him as much as he wanted her.. but she never have been like that..she never had felt it before..she wasn't great at surprises..she didn't know how to lead... she is okay to follow him.."

First he hardly heard her as he was more keen in answering himself how would her lips taste like...but soon looking in her eyes..he realised she was staring at him not on book..and it wasn't some kind of story..it was her feelings..her thoughts.. before she allowed herself to break down in tears..he got up and quickly cupped her face in his palms..

"Shh.. how the hell did you think like that? i never thought this.. i know you chashmish..i know you aren't comfortable ... but tonight it is not about this or anything else..it's about you and me.. you wanted to do something ...at which you aren't great..because you never did or thought you could do so.. i knew..n i could have lead you without even making you aware ..because i know how you get lost when i'm close ... but i wanted today that you lead..because i know you once you stop letting your mind interfere with your heart..you don't even feel nervous anymore.. and today it was your turn.. you surprised me..and i m more than happy to read the book in way you are comfortable .."

"Shut up and close your eyes.."

She said him while removing his hand from her cheek..Instead of closing his eyes widened as heard her whisper which was more like an oder..he closed eyes at end to stop arguing with her...and felt her hands holding his collar..as she made his face bit lower and closer to her's..she bit her lips in nervousness..and closed eyes to make sure she doesn't let her head rule her anymore for the moment..

He felt her finger leaving the collar..and creasing his neck..he felt himself gasping.. ...as realised her closeness..he didn't move or even breath..she didn't let herself drown in shyness insecurity or nervousness...her all thoughts dimmed as soon as she glanced at his face..n she completely forgot everything else..as she stared at his lips..with an uneven heart beats..she leaned forward to his face..and she closed eyes as her palm cupped his cheek and she placed her lips on his lips..He didn't realise when he wrapped arms around her as made her comfortable ..as kissed her back..

She let herself fall back along him while still kissing...the kiss which make both of them completely forgot everything else .. it was the defining moment realising them how much they were meant to be together..how much she wanted him like he wanted her...as her fingers rushed in his hairs..while his hands creased her back...In need to breath..they pulled away their lips from each other..with closed eyes.. heavy breathing.. sense of comfort and chillness.. he let his head rested on her face..

Dedicated to Tia Happy Birthday Dear <3

Chapter 17

Part C

The 'HoneyMoon' of Newly Weds..

"Sorry for saying shut up to you..I couldn't think of anything romantic.."

He chuckles as she spoke softly while cupping his cheek..he looked down at her..and nuzzles in her face bit s replied..

"..I love you the way you are..Chashmish.. i would say you shut up whenever i would want to kiss u now.. "

She blushed as he whispered staring at her..she moved away her gaze..n closed her eyes..as felt his knuckles.. creasing her face...

"So Is there any way you could teach me romance too like everything else you taught me?"

He smiled admiring his wife as she asked him while putting arms around his neck comfortably ...

"You are amazing the way you are..but yes i can .."

She smiled widely...as he replied kissing her cheek..

"Thank you."

She whispered while feeling thankful to him ..

"Before anything else you know you need to remember never say thank you ..always show that you are thankful.."

He looked at her like a serious instructor..she didn't get his way at all..as replied her taking it seriously like anything else she had ever faced..

"But how to show that you are thankful? Thank you means you are thankful.."

As he watched his confused n serious wife..he stopped his laugh while pressing his both lips inwardly..and the next moment..he shifted himself beside her..while pulling her on his top... by much surprised of his act..she looked down to not make an eye contact..but it was worse to realise her hands landed on his chest..and she was staring at his chest..

"There are many ways but the one i prefer .. is the way you watch me...like it was all you ever wished for..and you are glad that i was the person who did it.."

He saw her looking at him in pleasantly surprising way..which turned in soothing and loving gaze..just like he described..a moment before..

"Like this way?"

She asked him while playfully touched his nose tip..He nodded exclaiming the joy ..while being lost in her ...

"Hmm.."

"Do you remember Samrat When during our college ..you dated sheena..and she blamed me ..."

"What?how possibly you could think of that Chashmish right now?"

He was extremely shocked n upset on reminding the pool incident..when he regretted to let others hurt his Chashmish..

"Because i never got chance to say thank you for that.. I still wonder how could you trust me so much ?"

Gunjan knew..but she wanted to talk about it..she wanted to acknowledge...everything he had done for her since always..she wanted him to know that he means so much to her..He smiled at her wondering smile..and made her lie next to him as hold her close..while kissing her forehead..

"Because you are worth of Chashmish... I don't have to think even once when it comes to you.. I just know you can't do anything that could hurt anyone.. And the most of above ... you were always selfless..it was friendship or love..you always did what was best for me.. You know you trust me the same way ... "

"But i always did hurt you.."

He looked at her and found her sad n guilty..he didn't like that fact..he didn't want her to feel like that..because he really didn't care because he knew there was more than just being hurt..that couldn't be taken away from them..

"No you didn't..even if you did..it was because you wanted best for me.. you wanted my happiness..and you know what is best for me.. it was me who didn't get it.."

Gunjan sighed n looked at him with an helpless stare..

"Do you really have to do that Samrat? You give me credit when i do something good..so why don't you blame me when i do something wrong?"

Samrat smilingly turned to her..

"Because ..i don't know...i love you..and that's the answer of my every weird behaviour..and you just have to accept it Mrs.Chashmish Samrat Shergill.."

She make a face as he held her from shoulders n flicked her nose like always..

"Then you have to tell me always exactly what you feel..rather than just ignoring your feelings to don't make me feel guilty or sad.. Promise?"

He sighed n then gave in..

"Okay As you say Wife."

She smiled..

"That's like a good guy..Husband.."

She flicked his nose this time..and they both smiled..

"You know the next thing you should remember..Never..never discuss any stupid person when we are in middle of something.."

She couldn't help but laugh hard on seeing his extremely unpleasant expressions. She got up even laughing..where samrat stared at her with his not so loving expressions..

"why Do you hate her so much?"

"Hate?What? Why we are even discussing her gunjan still ? I don't care at all who she is."

Samrat with extremely confused expressions..looked at her as sat next to her..while she rested her back with bed crown.

"Because i accepted she was a part of your past like everything else.."

"You know Gunjan.. you should had too someone in your past so that i could have bother you like that.. The only person was Neil who was kind of really harmless...n more useful i guess.."

She watched his husband..resting his hand on her shoulder..as they reminded their college days..she was not sure however he would have taken it well..

"Really? Me with someone else? Seriously Samrat.. "

"No.. You are right why would i say that? I can't really stand anyone else even hover around you like a bee..unless it is me.."

She looked at his confused husband..who looked more innocent n cute at the moment..

"I know.. but see I'm okay with sheena.."

"I had a pathetic choice once Chashmish but that doesn't mean you now tease me with this fact.. and for the record you liked her too.."

"At least not loved Samrat.."

Gunjan pressed her lips to stop her smile on seeing his changing weird expression..

"i didn't love her.. I liked her.. And now i think might be i had a problem with my eyesight.."

Gunjan chuckles at his answers..she watched him entangling his hand with her..knowing he was just continuing the conversation just to make her laugh n let enjoy the teasing..where he really didn't like discussing his past life..especially the person who hurt his chashmish... she held his hand back..as pull him close to herself..

"You know Samrat we meet many people who betray us..and who don't realise what they do to us.. but we shouldn't allow them to effect us.. we should never let anyone hurt us..and especially those who only want us to hurt and don't care about what we think or feel.. You should just remember..I'm always here for you..and I won't ever allow anyone to hurt you anymore.."

He looked at her wife..who used to be scared from every little thing..and now she was braver than ever..always standing between him and any difficulty..not letting any pain reaching him..he smiled n cupped her face..

"I know and I'm glad i found you.."

She gave him back the smile...he removed her spectacles letting her eyes look at him ... and she let him stare at her as long as he wanted to..before he leaned on her face..and captured her lips..her arms held him as she responded with equal love n passion..

"Is third point is that we should always kiss when we confess?"

She whispered after the kiss while still holding him close..he chuckles as realised his wife enjoyed being kissed..

"No we can kiss whenever anyone of us wish.."

He touch her lips softly for a moment as replied..

"that would distract both of us a lot.."

She smiled with a blush as touch his lips after replying..

"..We hardly could concentrate when we are together..so it is okay.."

He runs his fingers in her hairs..as loved watching her from so close.

"...So the fourth point?"

"I love when you let your hairs open..i love how it feels to touch you..."

She expected him to say fourth point but she find him lost in her ..as he moved all her hairs from back to front on right side...she felt chillness..as felt his hand wandered over her skin at back...she closed eyes as he leaned closer..and nuzzled in her neck..kissing her earlobe..

"I love when you hold my hands whenever we are close.."

She opened eyes and find her hand holding his which she didn't realise..she looked at him beside her face..she wanted to watch him for long..she placed her palm on his cheeks..he kissed her wrist..she closed eyes for a moment as felt his hand at her back..finding the zipper of her outfit..she tugged herself to his chest holding his shirt..as he placed his chin on her shoulder..to look back to find the zip of outfit..he closed eyes..as felt her fingers circling over his chest in overcoming her nervousness...crawling and exploring...it made him nervous..as he felt her breaths on his neck..and as he lower down the zip..he felt her nails digging in her skin on shoulder..

"Ouch..."

He couldn't held his pain as not only her nails left mark on his shoulder..she didn't resist in bitting him on neck..which made him whine in pain..As soon as she realised her reaction ..embarrassed and apologised..she broke the hug..and looked at him..who closed eyes as placed palm where she bit..

"i m sorry.. i m sorry.. i don't know..why.. i did..i m sorry...please let me see"

She quickly apologised..extremely feeling sorry..he realised he is making her feel bad..he changed his expressions..and moved away his palm to let her look..She moved away his collar to see the marks..she bit her lips as saw her nails marks n her bite mark..she looked at samrat with an apology..and then blow air on his neck...and shoulder.. he felt his heart beat louder than before..as he watched her attentively being lost while reliving him from pain..as he felt her lips on his skin..he closed eyes..as buried his head in her hairs..

"I didn't know that you are such a good doctor.."

He had to somehow push away the feeling of nervousness..and the only way was to tease her he could think of..Gunjan blushed at his whisper..and running fingers in his hair..she let herself held him close in her arms..

"i could be a doctor if the patient is so handsome n tempting.."

He broke the hug n looked at her..that she actually did said that to him..she blushed at his stare..and moved away her gaze.. ...

"You know i love you Chashmish. "

She smiled n nodded..

"Can i go and change?"

"i don't think you need to.."

He replied as winked ..and she blushed...

"That means you won't need either.."

He lovingly watched her..as her hands reached for his shirt buttons..while his hands wandered on her shoulder..to slid down her outfit's strap..

But just then a loud ringtone scared them to death..they literally felt their hearts jumped and reached to their throats..while their hands held each other..and only two words they together spoke.

"Oh God.."

They both were equally disappointed..but before they could have share this...the ring tone continues...

"My Cell phone is always on silent.. You don't have cell phone..from where it is coming?"

Samrat as said..gunjan wondered too..she saw samrat's phone lying on floor which was quiet clear as it had slipped from his hand on seeing her.

"We need to find it n break it .."

Samrat informed her for their plan..and she had to nod in yes because she didn't want him to be upset with her..

They got up..and literally messed up whole their bed..and looked around.. till gunjan spotted the phone at the corner of sofa..

"Who's phone is this..?"

Gunjan asked samrat as their search got ended..samrat was not in mood to answer as he least cared about it at that moment..but as it rang again he took it from her..and accepted the call..

"Who the hell is there?"

Gunjan bit her tongue as listened to his annoyed yell at the other person..

"I swear Samrat Gunjan that's last prank we planned.."

They both recognised the person's voice.. it was of Benji..

"Why ?? WHy benji you would that to me?"

Samrat asked him not believing that they already knew his annoyance in last six days and still they planted it out..

"Sam. listen."

"No Benji listen.. We are coming back tomorrow morning..you can inform everyone ..and no one dare to call now "

Gunjan realised it wasn't anymore funny ..samrat was annoyed .. and irritated..she saw him cutting the call n power off it..

"Sam.."

She could hardly speak as his temper always make her scared even when it never directed him..

"Chashmish let's sleep we have flight in morning.."

He didn't look just said n moved to the bed..she watched him lying down n turned off his side lamp..

Sighing and cursed everything that made it hard for him..She quickly moved to wardrobe..n took out his kurta to wear..and join him in bed...

She find his back to her side..feeling sad..she slid in the blanket..and turned off her side lamp..she stared in darkness till she was able to look at him..she slowly moved towards him n slid hand around his was it..while hugged her from back..

"I love you."

He took a deep breath n realise he was over reacting and ruined his mood n eventually their moment..and she didn't deserve it at all..after what she had tried to do just for him ... holding her hand..he turned..and looked at her ..creasing her hairs..

"I love you too."

He kissed her softly..

"I m sorry.."

He apologised to her honestly..for scaring her..for unable to control his temper..most importantly for ruining their moment..

"It's okay.. I feel scared when you are like this.. "

He sighed and hugged her tightly..

"I'm sorry i just..I would never do that again..I'm sorry.."

She smiled bit as hugged him back..and she realised he wasn't wearing his shirt anymore..n she blushed at herself being so close to him...

"Where is your shirt?"

"I wasn't liking it anymore..You are wearing my kurta?!!"

He replied her but as they broke hug and he felt cotton white fabric..

"Yea.."

She could just feel his fingers creasing her over the fabric..but she more like felt on her skin..seeing her bitting her lips..he whispered..as held her more close..

"Do you think you need it?"

She couldn't say anything except she held his hand strongly..as felt them on her buttons of kurta..

"You said we are going to sleep.."

"We could sleep later.."

Before she could even think ...she felt numb as he nuzzled in her neck..while his hands worked on buttons of kurta..he cupped her face..and kissed her lips..making her forget that his fingers unbuttoned her kurta..and his cold hand rested against her warm skin...

Her hands reached to his hand on her waist and rested against his..she break the kiss..

"..you are cold.."

"And you warm me.."

He didn't let her any excuse come in the way..as he shifted himself on her..n kissed her again..his lips traced her jawline..n chin..leaning on her neck...removing her kurta from shoulder as pressed his lips against her skin..

...

"We should call everyone on coming weekend at our place.."

She spoke after long..just to end the silence..he smiled at her who was lying on his chest playing with his fingers..

"So you think we should go back?"

"Yes...it doesn't matter where we are and also we shouldn't make dad wait "

She looked at him to know his reaction. he kissed her jawline..

"You are right..Mrs.Samrat Shergill"

She blushed as she felt him shifting her beside him in arms..and cupped her cheek..knowing his intentions already..

"You said we will sleep later..isn't it that later?"

"Not yet"..

He replied her in a whisper..before kissing her again and making her lost in his touch...

...

"I really need to stop thinking.."

She talked to herself while sitting on bed holding blanket to her chest...

"About What do you want to stop thinking ?"

She felt her heart beat skipped as she heard his sleepy voice..she looked in his direction and find him struggling to open eyes..She was awake a while ago..and she had not been able to take her mind off from their night..

She just watched him silently..crawling to her..n kissing her arm..as put arm around her and again closed eyes while placing his head on her chest and make her arm around his neck..

"Morning Chashmish.."

"Morning Samrat.."

She replied him as lovingly brush her fingers in his hairs..

"So you were thinking about the night?"

He questioned her while holding her hand..she was glad he didn't look at her..as she was already feeling her cheeks burning up..

"When did i sleep?"

"After i asked you to stop arguing with me about your college job..."

"What? I argued with you?"

Samrat showed her eyes...despite the fact that he had thought she got upset with him but when he looked at her she was already sleeping..watching her sleeping in his arms was the last thing he remembered before dozing of at night..

"That's Second thing we need to talk about...first is You slept Chashmish..!!!!"

"I may...be tired??!!"

She didn't know what to reply..she was so occupied by thoughts that..she hardly remember anything except him..

"Seriously that's your excuse?"

"What you want me to say? Sorry?!!"

She showed him eyes as he argued ..and he sighed..and disappointingly moved away..

"Nothing.."

She pushed her feelings away..as held his arm..and pulled him back..

"Stop samrat..don't leave please."

he felt her arms around him as she pulled him back..he looked above at her..

"So that means you don't want me to leave but you don't either agree that it was wrong of you to sleep while we were having an important conversation ?"

She gave him a look as he tried to continue accusing her..

" I remember it was one sided conversation because you were more busy in romance.."

She continued arguing with him ..he didn't bother that she had made a valid point..

"But you loved romance?!!"

She sighed and realised..it was all about that he wanted her to admit which she wouldn't have in normal circumstances..

"Why should i tell you? It's a secret ..and right now I'm not in mood to talk to my husband..i better talk to my best friend.."

He loved as she talked with an attitude..and argued back..

"okay.. hello chashmish good morning.. you want to talk about your husband??"

he pulled her nose..which made her irritated and annoyed .

"Yea samrat good morning.. and yes i want to say that i hate him... you should better kill him ...he hates your best friend.."

"No he doesn't.. he just love to tease her.."

He placed head in her lap..as closed eyes..again to sleep ..she helplessly sighed..n ran fingers in his hairs..

"Do you want to sleep still?"

"May be..What's your plan wife?"

She lovingly stared at him as he held her hand..

"We have a flight Samrat...??."

"Oh yea..we are going back today.. you know before we go back i want to tell you something.."

He turned to her while still playing with her fingers..

"What? That these were worst six days.."

She smiled lightly as said which didn't get welcome much by him as he glared at her..

"You know that's not true..."

"I know my dear husband.. now should i go and get dressed if we don't want to be late?"

She asked lovingly as kissed his forehead..

"We will go by evening flight..so no .."

She smiled as he replied..and she nodded as continued creasing his cheeks..

"Are you hungry?"

She shake head in no as he asked..She pulled herself down as laid down..and samrat shifted his head from her lap to pillow beside her head..

"Are you?"

She asked while looked at lines of his hand..she wondered was she included in every moment of his life or not?

"no and yes we are going to share .. every moment of our life.."

She looked at him as heard him replied..he smiled knowing her eyes always look over for him alone..

"You wana talk now?"

"Do you really want to quit acting and prefer college career consoler job?"

"Samrat we talked about my acting career..i don't want that.. i did that movie because you wanted me to continue .. If i wouldn't have done that we would have spent these six days in peace.."

"Chashmish .. it's not like that.. It's just for a while ..we will get better at handling it don't we? and beside you are so good at this.. "

"Samrat i'm happy with you.. i don't want this all attention and hype.. College job would be just to keep myself busy when you are in office.. then it would be easy for both of us to spend time together.. and we just got married .. for time being i just want to give attention to you and our marriage.."

He couldn't argue with her anymore..her eyes were requesting to him at that time..He wanted to be sure that she isn't doing that for him.. he smiled but as looked at his hands in her palms..

He nodded as assured her ..he is with her like always..she smiled widely..and hugged him..

"Nothing matters more than your happiness. Chashmish"

She smiled as he kissed her forehead..

"So as we don't have any morning plans so should we just stay in bed?"

He looked down at her surprisingly and she winked before lifting herself to kiss him..

...

"We hope you had a great time"

The flight attendant smiled at them as they exited from plane..

"We had..Thank you."

Gunjan replied smilingly...Samrat smiled at his wife.. as recalled she used her first wish by reading to him her favourite book.. He was glad that she had most widest smile since the last night..and that just made him feel more loveable. His wife was just amazing the way she was.. It held great value that his wife always admired n loved him and his gesture and nothing else matters to her..

"Chashmish you got everything?"

He asked her while checking out from airport.. Before gunjan replied they heard a familiar voice..

"Oh That's Gunjan and Samrat.."

SaJan turned and spotted their "Secret Admirer" From college. She startled as she found their attention to her..

"I'm sorry i didn't mean to disturb you.."

She quickly apologies .. but her voice was almost faint..Before gunjan could have say something to free her from guilt ..she heard her husband exclaimed in joy which was indifferent of him..

"Oh Chashmish that's your secret admirer."

"You can count me of yours too. btw Congratulations."

She replied ..and Gunjan wondered was she more happy to see them or on being called secret admirer..

"Thank You.. We didn't see you on prom night.. and didn't catch your name too in any of encounter.."

Samrat shaker hands with the girl..while gunjan just smiled ..she was unable to wait to know the reason of his calmness..

"My Friends call me Sparkle.. May be because i'm always Angry and also because I'm vivacious.."

"That's sounds like you love to be a conspiracy.However nice meeting Sparkle ..Chashmish i'll go and check at the car...don't miss me much.."

Samrat smiled at the girl..and turned to gunjan n kissed her cheeks and winked at her..he whispered last words...Gunjan blushed and for quiet few minutes was lost in the moment..

"I didn't want you both to get disturb i swear.. i didn't realise i spoke your names aloud.."

Gunjan pulled out herself from his charm and looked at the girl..

"No That is perfectly fine Sparkle. It have been always a great pleasure meeting you."

"Thank you no one ever said me so sweet thing.."

Gunjan smiled at the girl..and seeing her hands bit shivering she couldn't resist in sharing with her to make her feel relax..

"We would like to have you at our place..and it seemed Samrat liked your company because in last six days you are the person trust me to whom on seeing he didn't make his worst face.."

"The face that actually speak volume that he didn't like to be disturbed when he is with his chashmish.."

Gunjan was surprised as sparkle described perfectly ..as she exactly would have said same about Samrat..

"Don't think even to call me chashmish in front of him .. he wouldn't be remain same sweet trust me.."

Gunjan smiled as innocently sparkle bit her lips as seemed she realised her mistake.

"Yeah i would remember that for sure..You must be tired from journey..and i have to go and catch a flight.. i will let you know when i'm back.."

"Sure thank you Have a good time.."

"I wish you the same.."

Gunjan smiled..as waved bye ..and moved out from there..to spot her husband..She found him putting luggage in car..she smiled as approached him..

"You like her Right?"

"Yeah she is super nice with you and she is a sweet girl.."

Gunjan couldn't help but smile n wondered..how he manage to love her so much..reason of his every behaviour is his selfless love for her..

"I missed our home.."

Samrat smiled as gunjan said ..He moved closer to her and touched her lips for a moment..making her blush..

"Thank you for every moment in last six days."

She looked at him with love..feeling blessed...and replied as touched his lips back..

"I love you."

"I love you too..."

She smiled with a blush..as he held her hand..and made her sit in car..

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