oh my god Rosh , i'm speechless, that was so heart-wrenching.so beautiful & so sad.you have a gift.god bless you.
thank you so much.đ these words are way more than i deserve.
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oh my god Rosh , i'm speechless, that was so heart-wrenching.so beautiful & so sad.you have a gift.god bless you.
o roshnee, you did a fantastic job yarr........
it awesome, fantastic, mind blowing...
Originally posted by: love.mayurarti
beautiful os
each n every word touched my heart....very well written
Originally posted by: vampire_girl
hey rosh....
i am really speechless.......dont know what to say.i had tears in my eyes.........i guess we really dont understand "love"......amazing os...i can easily say this is the best os i have read so far........truly mindblowing.....a perfect os....really heart touching .....do write more
love
tasfia
Originally posted by: Chill_Out
Oh my gosh! I don't believe this!! This was so amazing!! I swear I have goosebumps and I'm all teary eyed! This is easily one of the best MayUr OSs I've ever read! Thanks a lot for the PM and giving me an opportunity to read this! Hats off to you!đ
Originally posted by: anuja4mayur
wonderful update roshnee.thanks 4 the pm.do update soon.
its too touchy and emotional I am still crying
Thanks for Pm dear aend Write more
Talking to the heart
12th May, 1985
Hello diary! I'm Nupur. Nupur Bhushan and I'm so excited to have you!
This is my first ever diary. Dad gifted it today on my tenth birthday. And I love this. I really don't know what to write on it but I was so excited to start writing. So I'll write in it whatever comes my way.
Thank you dad. I love you.
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13th May, 1985
Hello again! Yesterday I had a great birthday party. Mayank, Sadny, Neetu, Rohan and all my friends were present at the party. I got many gifts and I loved them. Mayank gifted me a by-cycle and I loved it. I tried to ride on it today but I fell. Mayank laughed watching me fall and I quarreled with him for that. Dad said, it'll take a few days to get the balance.
Mayank is my first cousin, by the way and my best friend. We read in saint Xavier's in standard five and I'm not talking to him for my entire life!
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25th July, 1986
Yesterday I had a big fight with Neetu. She called me Mayank's girlfriend! Can you believe that? Just because I got into the fight with the boys who were trying to bully him seeing him alone, doesn't mean I'm his girlfriend! How mean! And now even Mayank won't talk to me! God! I feel so low. Feel like crying.
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5th October, 1989
Today wasn't any special. Mayank and I had tuitions after school so I was pretty tired. Didn't even feel like playing cricket despite of Mayank bugging me to play.
Mom bought a dress for me. Its blue and its beautiful.
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22nd February, 1992
It was our first day at college. I've got admitted at the excel college. Oh my god!
The place rocks! The students and teachers are so cool! I'm really looking forward to my college life here.
Dad got all emotional in the morning when I was leaving for the college saying that I'm all grown up so quickly! And that made me realize, man, I'm reading at college!
Mayank joined the same college by the way.
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18th June, 1992
College days are the best days of human life. I totally love this. I've got many new friends and they are cool. I won't say that there's nothing bad in college life though. For example, I've been proposed by three guys in my class! Can you imagine? I hated it so much. I've got a new motto for myself. Never fall for your classmate or your friend or your cousin! Because this is just gross!
Mayank's been enjoying college a lot. He's already got a long list of admirers. And I've heard that he's dating a few of them. Funny isn't it? Can't wait to see the day when the girls find out about his many timings! Bechara!!
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3rd September, 1994
There are loads of pressure of studies these days. I think I'm gonna die someday while sitting on my reading table trying to solve problems. Don't have time to write much even!
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15th march, 1997
Our college is over finally. Today was our convocation. I'm finally a computer engineer!
Mom and dad went with me to the convocation. And they were crying when I got back with the certificate and the medal. They were so proud of me and so was I. uncle aunty was also there with Mayank. We met a lot of our friends after quite a few days. It was great spending time with them. Who knows when we'll get time like these to spend together again?
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19th December, 1997
I've joined dad's company. Mayank's joined in too. I'm so happy that I can help dad and uncle run this company and I wanna give my hundred percent to this job. As the job's new so life's been busy. But still we spend our weekends with our family. Enjoying and relaxing.
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15th January, 1998
Hello diary! There's a good news! Mayank has finally fallen for a girl and this time its real! Today he told me at office before leaving to meet her and I could tell that he was telling the truth. His eyes were emitting love when he was talking about Tina!
I'm so happy for him.
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28th April, 1998
Life's changed a lot these days. I don't know why but I don't feel like I'm living my dream anymore. It's been so hectic and I don't get much time to spend with my family. I think I'm just too tired of all this.
Mayank keeps to be absent from family gathering these days. Well, he's got a girlfriend and he has to give her time. But family is important too, right? You can't just ignore your family like this! Everyone misses him so much. They keep mentioning him but I don't feel like joining in that conversation and I just leave.
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12th may, 1998
It was my birthday party and guess what, Mayank was absent! He had a date with Tina! how could he do that? He knows I've never cut my birthday cake without him! But this time I had to. I can't keep all the guests waiting just for him!
I'm not talking to him ever. I feel so lonely and abandoned now.
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15th May, 1998
Mayank has tried saying sorry many times in these two days but I didn't pay heed. And today he brought me a bouquet and I just threw it out. I shouted at him for not being there when I needed him. And told him to give that bouquet to Tina and that he didn't have to feel sorry for missing my birthday party as friends and family were not important to him.
I shouldn't have done that. I just couldn't control my anger.
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22nd May, 1998
Dear diary, It's been one week and I still haven't talked to him. I despise me now. Not for not talking to him. It's happened many times before and we'll be fine. I despise myself for forgetting my motto. For falling for my classmate, my best friend, my cousin. Yes, I've fallen for Mayank Sharma. Though the realization has just come, but I guess I've always loved him. And it hurts to know that he loves someone else. That my first love would remain unsuccessful.
Then again, life goes on. And I know I'll move on too. I'll move on for me and my parents. And I know that I'll fall in love again. As I believe there's someone waiting for me at some point to love me. And I know that I'll love him to the fullest though Mayank will always be my first love.
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20th April, 2011
Hello diary, it's me Arti. Could you please tell mommy that I'm sorry and that I'll never ever fight with anyone in my life. Please tell her to talk to me as I feel so low.. Dad's been trying to persuade her to talk to me but she won't.
I feel like crying. Sorry mommy!
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25th May, 1998
Hello diary, it's Mayank here. I've got to share a secret with you. Don't tell anyone, ok? It's always been Nupur. She was and still is the only girl in my life. There's no one named Tina. And all the times she thought I was dating her, I was actually joining my evening MBA classes. That day I joked with her about falling for a girl but I got a bit carried away and so covered up with the story of Tina so that she doesn't suspect anything.and on her birthday, i had an exam. how unfortunate isn't it? I've loved Nupur my whole life. Just couldn't tell her as I feared that she'd hate me if she knew about this. As she despised falling for your friend and cousin and guess my luck, I'm both!
Don't tell anyone that I've told you this, ok? Well, you can actually tell Nupur if you want to. After all, she's my best friend.
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roshnee