ah If only i dint love MoNaya so much !! 😒
the only good thing the saving grace of this entire mumbo jumbo track of a thing to me is my sweetheart Sam 😍 - darn i adore this boy to bits - he is patience personified ☺️ ah he is doing what all Gunjan should be doing but yet he is so so amazing and kind - it amazes me - i soo soo cannot describe that feeling ah he so so reminds me of this quote
Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.
the epi starts with the precap scene ... and he asks her after letting her know that in the past 3 years he has never found anyone who made him wanna think beyond himself, for whom doing the simplest things made him happy - for whom he considered things more then even himself - Jesus he just so so epitomizes - SELFLESS LOVE 😍 the boy who once failed to understand his love for the longest time - is just freaking touching new heights of it - Gunjan you are one lucky girl
i so adored how he was so calm and understanding when she said i cant do this so easily and so fast Samrat - cos the past 3 years have changed me - you thought me to sing laugh and love yet u changed me in the last 3 yrs too
and he accepts no questions asked nothing - yes i took away ur di and he says i know but still we can start afresh and anew - and she says i cant - even though di is back - i haven't got her back completely and till it happens my mind wont even think of anything else
and he says fine... then from now on we'd start over again - u'd be upset i'd try to win u over again, when u would run i'd follow ... and u wont even know - before u are in love with me all over again
he leaves and she looks for him all over only to find him in the music room where once again he showered flowers upon her ... and they danced...
the next morning when she wakes up and he talks of a drive his engagement ring is gone .. only to be with her and before he can ask her about her' she says i cant wear it now and he says fine I'd wait forever for u if i have to
freak i m so so not liking the reverse flow of the things frankly ... but Sam honestly makes me think and feel
You'll discover that real love is millions of miles past falling in love with anyone or anything. When you make that one effort to feel compassion instead of blame or self-blame, the heart opens again and continues opening.
the only reason he is the first one to step ahead is because he has found what love is sometimes all about .. it is looking beyond self ... and thinking purely of your beloved.. his love has peaked as it has learned to have compassion ... he has gone beyond the blame games and the pains that come along with it... hence his heart is opened.. to love all over again ...he is forgiving hence .. not demanding - now only if Gunjan could do the same... if only she could once again ..open her heart - and welcome Love