I was watching yesterday episode in repeat ….I was thinking about Mayank…this is something I really wanna see onscreen ….but wht if I cant. I thought of writing it as an OS n sharing it with all of you… I hope u all like it
He was sitting on window in his bedroom holding the locket she gave her, as tightly as possible. He was smiling but with moist eyes, he was feeling pain though a bit lesser but still was in
Mayank: It HURTS….Nupur it hurts… I am so happy that I found you once again in my life like a miracle…..Happy…ha..its such a small word to describe what I felt when I saw you in the market…my eyes couldn't believe…my words couldn't speak…..my feet couldn't walk I was numb… surprised …..lost ….you my LIFE….my LOVE….my Nupur Bhushan SHARMA is standing in front of me and this time I am not imagining you…but all of a sudden you left….it hurts
But than I found you again ….this time your hand was on my head…..you touched me…the warmth …the feel…ahh..it was the same as it was before….my luck …I was so weak that couldn't even hold you and again you left…it hurts
But than again….Nupur ke kismet mein Mayank k elawa koi aur ho hi nhi sakta……I found you….and this time I was holding you in my arms…..(with a smile) the famous RK pose….i was born for this ..you trip you fall…n I'll always be there to caught…I so love my job …but than you don't recognized me….i was shattered…the whole world stopped….you don't know me…me …it hurts..it hurts so much Nupur
All that we felt, all moments …all the love we share…in a flick of a second become meaningless for you…for you…to whom each n every moment v shared was so precious….you don't remember me …Gunjun….to whom your like a mother…but still you can feel her pain…you cant see her crying ..came back for her…staying here for her….
But me….you even didn't feel anything…..its not so true….what I saw in your eyes in men's room….when you were so close to me…it was same love ….same passion…n it was for me…only me
It seems so easy for everyone but I swear it isn't for me ….fighting with you…mocking you ….listening again n again…I AM NOT YOUR NUPUR…..explaining again n again…I am taking about MY NUPUR nt you…my nupur…you're my Nupur but than I can't even claim that…..ha…..pity on me….but I deserve it…may be its my punishment for leaving you alone for long 3 yrs to face the world alone
I know we'll be dancing together again….but this time it will be difficult for me…painful for me …I need to control myself…..my pain…..my love for you….you'll me in my arms but not mine….I so wanna feel you….hold you …closed to my heart …hug you tightly…..but than I don't wana do any thing that will make you run away from us
But one thing is for sure Mrs. Nupur Mayank Sharma….your mind forget me I can believe…but your heart cant feel me I can't….. what if you cant feel me right now…. I'll make you fall in love with me all over again…what if you don't remember anything…we'll make new memories…n this time thy'll be far more beautiful…n perfect with our imperfections…and
WE WILL LIVE Happily ever after