Proof is the Devdas play where she loses the battle of mind vs heart and confessess that she loves him sooo much BUT she hates herself cz she is in dilemma and is in a hopeless condition... She hates herself because she is unable to decide that what is right and what is wrong...
And about the recent hugs... They show us EXACTLY the type of dilemma she is going thru... She has no one who can console her and she has no one on whose shoulders she can cry on and share her distress...!😭 In such a condition, she seeks Samrat not as a LOVER but as a FRIEND.. to tell him what she wants, what she thinks and in short, share her feelings with him... And its gud that she lashed out on him because by doing so, she has unloaded the frustrations of her heart! And now, by listneing, his side of story, she can realize her mistake more easily and calmly.. She hugs him to because her heart says so.. And runs away because her mind says so.. She needs time, dear... Dont be judgmental.. Its not easy to understand such complexity of characters... But alleging that she does not deserve him will be an insult to fer selfless love... And how can she understand his pain when she is totally unaware of the happenings of the past 3 years?? No one EVER told her that what pains Samrat had to go thru.. And m SURE when she'll know the truth, she will run into his arms!!!😳
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