soo..I was gonna EDIT in my reserved spot..but then thought..what the heck..might as well write a new post..after all its SG .. n KK metamorphosed SG 😍
DISCLAIMER : for mature audience only! 😉
anyways, to begin wit...I'd been listening this song today noon..n humming it continuously..thinking abt ofcourse SG .. n how this song suits them jus soo soo PERFECTLY at this moment..sam's feelings .. ( no, sona, its not one of urs .. 😆 ) .. its the song 'praay ke liye' from the saif-rani movie wit kids ( forgot the name 🤣 ) .. n I'd heard this song before ..loved it always, but today, I cud actually SEE the song moving..every lyrics..wit the SG scene in tht closed classroom ..
kabhi socha hain kya ..baarish kyun bhaaye..
kyun geet bewaja...hothon pe aaye..
kyun achi lage..kalwon mein lehre..
kyun bhatke kadam..ek pal na thehre..
yeh sab ishare hain..sang jo humare hain..
dil ne saware hain..pyaar ke liye..where her heart had been preserving all these emotions..widout her knowledge..n the moment he comes in front of her today..soo close..soo utterly close..making her fail in her attempt to stay away from him not only at tht moment but..also making her forget all the (ill)logical reasons why she had been staying away from him all these three yrs .. all these emotions creating a havoc within her..but her face remains as calm as ever .. however, her eyes reveal all that they need to show..n ofcourse who understands this better than him..who knows n feels her every emotion even before she is feeling it .. 😍
she tries in vain..to get away from him .. tries to do everything..blame him, curse him..say she hates him..all the while her heart speaking a different language n her lips something else .. her eyes, however giving him the road to her heart's language..which he can soo read ..
n then he finally cannot stand it anymore..n jus gets her facing him..close to him..soo utterly close tht she has no chance of escape..n dang it, not only did her heart skip a beat..but mine did too! 😳
Dil ki shakho pe
Dalte hai kyun jhoole
Khusbhoo kyun kisi ki
Saanson ko na bhule
Honth thartharathe kyun
Par na batate kyun
Unki na nukur bhi hai
Pyaar ke liyeas he is kissing her .. every kiss of his, seems to make HER alive..seems to make her remember all those moments..to keep attune wit her heart ( still creating a havoc inside her ) ..
each time she lies..but her eyes give it away..n he catches those lies even before she knows she is saying them .. all her insults pierce thru him..but he braces them all wit a smile.. because he knows thats the only defense she has at the moment ..
n she is almost ther .. almost melting .. jus by his mere look .. the way he is holding her..the way he is kissing her .. making her remember that night..n all the moments they shared..their journey .. every touch of his..making her realise she still loves him so much..she wants to give in..jus wants to be wit him..hug him..hold him tight..pour out her heart..tell him .. what she had been going thru all this while..he had always understood her the best..he had seen her thru n inspite of her..
BUT ..
she remembers that fateful day..tht day when jus one stupid mistake of his..cost her di's life..her di - her best friend, her mom..no more in this world..because of a boy she loved..n because of the man standing in front of her ..
she pushes him away .. she jus wants to leave from ther..he isnt letting her go, is he?? she satiates her self imposed shell..protects it by making abysmal statements..saying stuff like he doesnt matter to her anymore..saying that she was never close to him..n he shud no longer live in tht misunderstanding ..
but the man that he has become..learnt to live n smile the pain..n not jus bear it..contradicts her immediately .. n says, that its not he, but she who is living in a misunderstanding .. that she doesnt love him, when in reality she does .. n if she really thinks otherwise then she shud hav the guts to speak it directly into his eyes ..
needless to say what can happen next .. she jus HAS to leave.. not because she doesnt have the guts, but because she knows what he is telling to say her is jus not true ..
while she is going away..sam knows that if she loves him still..she wud turn around .. n she does .. sam's smile is soo rewarding here ..
echoing sam : kuch rishte hum tum nahin, woh tay karta hain..aur chahkar bhi..hum usse nahin ladh sakte .. *winks at his dude*
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couple of ppl to thank for this post :
1. SONAAA 🤗 for making me SEE gunjan lots many times..for making me read KK..for making me fall in love wit it..so that I cud visualise SG in it ..I owe this post to YOU .. 🤗
2. DIYAA 🤗 for making this BEAUTIFUL post ..that I think I jus wrote my best post on SG ever .. 😳 n ofcourse for being the YOU..n since I cudnt wish u a happy journey before u left 😆 🤗
Edited by mads - 15 years ago