Raindrops U and me--an sg confession os(edtd pg 6) - Page 4

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hey lovely one.....liked it a lot...........
you simply write awesome..............😛

hey mallu u ol???????

Originally posted by: dolly18

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sorry mallu there were floods here

terrible floods so couldnt cum hee hee

reading it nowwww

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ok control doll controll seriously mallu i can just hug u too death

seriously

it was soo good and i can actually imagine all that in front of me everything the garden the college the rain

sammy crying , gunji standing behind confused

everything was soo damm clear yaar

you know what mallu i just lovvvvvvvvvvvvv uuu and this is brilliant simply wimply brilliant

u r sooo damm good

yaar i cant wait to read more on this

pls pls update asap plsssssss

and yaar kya scene tha , the way u expressed gunji's feeling it was just

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i mean mallu kaun kehta hai k u r not brillitinest of the writers

tujhe pata hai

today i specially called simi to my home n hum dono ne ikhthe baith k saari story read ki

n she said too cuddle u to death from her sideee

yaar hum dono ko yeh staory itni pasand aayi k kya bataun

lov u loads n loads n loads for it

dolly

ps1=u tried copying my style

no mallu u did much better then my dunju style

i am hardly any match for u jannn lov u n thanks for making me feel so special

ps2= update friends forever nahin to nikki di , simmi , and kamya will just strangle us too death brutally

lov u loads n loads

dolly

awwwwww dolly...🤗😳😲...i wish there was an emoticon to show that i am fainting...seriously what is this hun???? itni tareef karegi to main to hava mein hi udati rahoongi...u know kites in the sky...😆...but look tune meri patang kaat di...update maang liya...😆
i know i know i am too slow in updating😃...actually yr i am trying to update...but hell my summer training project....vacations mein bhi roz college jao...😡...but i will update it pakka soon and that sayank one too...i know warna sim n nikki di will not leave us...😆.
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Part-2 (completed)

"Ok now stop it gunjan…just stop it"…I ordered myself 2 just shut up..."He is samrat only…not a ghost…he is your long lost friend!!…

"FRIEND???...really is he just a friend..???....Ofcourse I know he is just a friend…and no one else….atleast that is what he thinks…and that's what all is important…!!!

Now I had reached just close to samrat…and what all I cud hear was my reverberating heartbeats and the fainting sound of the thunderstorm behind….i can say i was so close to him that now I cud almost feel his vibes rejuvenating my soul all over again…as if a part of my spirit that had died longtime back…most probably since I last saw him…suddenly came alive…

Trying to control my heartbeats I softly kept my hand on his shoulder….

"Sam…samrat…

As soon as I touched him…he shook a lil as if…as if he was lost somewhere…but still he turned around and looked back at me...stunned completely…just as I was nearly a few moments back…

"chash---chashmishhh"….!!!!!

he looked at me…into my eyes….n for a moment everything in my world came to a standstill…I was just left rooted to the very place where I stood…lost into his eyes completely…it was the first time I was seeing him in the past one year…he hasn't changed…neither have the effects his proximity used to have on me…his proximity still made me out of senses…the raindrops falling over my lips almost made me breathless now…everything around just seemed still as if time had frozen there and then only for an eternity…it was surely a moment I cud have given my everything for…my happiness…my life…or I shud say…even my..even my soul……..

for a few moments i just stood still like that…looking into his eyes…trying to lock his features within myself forever…as if I just wanted to absorb each feel of that moment into the bits of my soul…who knew when wud I ever see him again…….or even will see or not…….

After a few moments:

We still looked at each other lost but his proximity almost made me uncomfortable now…it seemed really difficult to be normal being so close to him…I just wanted to shed all the tears I had accumulated inside since the past one year…but it seemed as if my tears had frozen inside………….

Samrat's pov:

Standing all alone in the campus on that stormy evening…I looked towards the cloudy sky…my eyes closed tightly….it seemed difficult to hold as the raindrops constantly lashed against my face making it even difficult to breathe…but somehow they provided me relief…a momentary one though…relief from my tears…from the unending pain that had accumulated in my heart…my soul…the pain that refused to go anyhow…

"hhhuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhffff"…nearly an year has passed since I saw her last….gosh she looked so lost…i still cant forget her eyes that day…when she turned around to see me…it was the last time she was doing that I never knew…

"last time…"…my heart ached at this…really ached a lott…

"why didn't u stop her samrat…why the hell did u let her go…she wished to be there…ofcourse u know she badly wished to be there with u…then why didn't u understand??? how cud u let her bear that pain all alone???"….….!! god how cudnt I understand she needed me…and more than her it was me who needed her…yes it was me who needed her much more…the only hope of my life…my chashmish…!

"but but I called her from back….asked her to wait so that we can go home together after the farewell party….but she didn't listen…….and I…I lost her forever…I lost my chashmish…my only true friend…forever……..

"FOREVER…."… The word itself seemed too torturous…even more than this windy evening…I wish u come back chashmish….i know I can stand here waiting for u my whole life….but somehow I don't know how much this life will actually last without u chashmish….i really don't know…but I will wait…wait just like I am waiting from the past 11 months….i ll wait chashmish….but u try to come back soon…plsssss come back soon chashmish….plssss come back soon…."

For a few moments I just stood under the rain like this only…cursing myself for not understanding her on that day…the most unlucky day of my lyf…for letting her go…I know even she felt something for me….something I always knew inside…i don't know if that's love or not but I know she wanted to say something…she wanted to be with me…I wanted to be with her…on that day…forever…!!!"…but she went….and I…I didn't even stop her……

Still standing under the lashing raindrops I was just trying to lease myself momentarily from this shooting pain my heart was going thru when suddenly I felt something really serene…something that felt fulfilling…as if…as if she was very close…walking towards me straight from heaven…my princess ..my chashmish…suddenly I cud sense her all around...

"whats happeneing to me???am I going mad all over again???"…I thought…it was sought of unbeleivable for me…I have been coming here to this place…since the past 11 months now …daily….without a break…since I realized how much…how much I love my chashmish…but never ever felt like this even for a single moment…then what has happened today???"

"I am feeling a massive disturbance inside myself thats surely not due to the weather…coz till now the weather just made my body shiver but this time almost my whole spirit shivered n trembled…"

"what is this???….why everything is turning so vibrant n pulsating…why am I feeling her so near…when she is actually not?????

i was just abt to turn around to see n find out the reason for this sudden turmoil when someone kept a soft hand on my shoulder….

'"samrat'"!!!!...her cherished voice made a wave of shock run straight thru my heart…..it was surely a jab!...yup no less than that……

I turned around n my whole body froze at its place…"samrat"…these were the last words I think I heard….afterwards everything around me just became still and blurred…all I cud see was her…my chashmish…at last my eyes settled on what they searched for since the last 11 months…"

"gosh she still looks the same…as heavenly as ever...just like my chashmish…"

"my heartbeats were out of control already…we just looked into each others eyes….and her eyes…I think they said everything…everything abt the pain she had gone thru in the past one year…she tried to hide it hard behind her specs…but I caught her n smiled too…"how innocent my chashmish is…she dont even know that all this doesn't work with samrat shergill"…I laughed inside thinking….

"We were still standing like that in the rain looking at each other….the echoes of her calling my name still reverberated in my ears…no one in the past one year had called my name like that…with so much love….with so much care and concern…I somehow had understood that it was she only…but still my heart feared to believe…

In a way so much had happened in the past few minutes but still I was scared to touch her…I don't know why…may be coz she everyday comes to me like this…asks me to close my eyes…and when I open them she has vanished leaving me broken all over again…I search for her…I shout her name everywhere like mad…but she doesn't come back…and I am back on my knees crying like hell…begging her to come back…..come back just once…may be that's why i feared if she was again an illusion of mine….

Gunjan's pov:

We were almost lost into one another….as if cud embrace each other thru eyes only…but suddenly I shook back to reality…"this is wrong gunjan…how can u do this…just come out of it now…just come to ur senses damned…just come back"!!...my conscious shook me back…but samrat was still lost somewhere…

I waved my hand in front of his eyes to bring him back to reality. i surely didn't want samrat to see my tears in any case….i never wanted him to know what I feel abt him…I just continued to hide my tears behind my glasses and the rain…

My voice stumbled n broke…yet I tried to speak else the silence between us wud have surely made me lose myself again……

"samrat tum…tum yahan..???...aise???...aur she-ena…sheena kahan hai????"

I asked him but he seemed indifferent…still looking at me without a blink….he almost scared me now…"has he come to now???why is samrat looking at me like this…."…I trembled. "oh god pls I cant afford this…I cant afford him coming to know my feelings…how will I ever face him if he comes to know that…that i…I love him…." I was really scared when suddenly he broke the silence between us….

'itni der kyun laga di chashmish…pata hai main…main kitna akela tha"…his voice stumbled making my heart sink….

"samrat…ye sab tum…tum ye kya kah rahe ho…aur tum yahan akele kya kar rahe ho…itni baarish mein…???"

"kisi ka intezaar chashmish…"

His words made my heart skip a beat…something really drastic had happened in this last 1 year that samrat was surely hiding….i don't know what….but how is it related to me??…was samrat really waiting for me…??? If yes…then why….

"intezaar???? …aur Yahaan…khali college mein??? par…par kiska samrat….??? "

"ek ladki ka"

"ladki…?????"…I was almost breathless now….

"haan chashmish…ek ladki…"…he said so looking straight into my eyes….i almost shivered seeing samrat at this moment…seeing the firmness in his eyes….

"haan chashmish…ek ladki….woh ladki jisne mujhe jeena sikhaya…

woh ladki jisne meri friendship ko bina kisi shart ke….bina kissi expectation ke accept kiya….

woh ladki jiske saamne main apni kamiyon ko kabhi chupane ki koshish nahin karta tha…woh ladki jo meri sabse pyaari friend thi…"

His words were making me out of control now…it was so difficult to hold my tears back... I was so confused…why was samrat saying all this….

"samrat tum..ye sab…tum kiski baat kar rahe ho..??woh…woh kaun hai samrat….??tum kiski baat kar rahe ho???"

"tum sach mein nahin jaanti chashmish ki main kiski baat kar raha hoon..???"

I cudnt believe what he said…is this for real or am I still in my daily dream…that haunts me every nite and breaks me every next morning…how can samrat love me…??...he loves sheena…I am not the one for him…how can I be…he is just so perfect….how can he love a girl like me…???

"bolo chashmish tum nahin janti ki woh ladki kaun hai jiske liye samrat shergill pichle ek saal se roz yahan aa raha hai….woh ladki jo meri har choti badi baat ka sabse zyaada khayal rakhti thi…phir bhi mujhe akela chodkar chali gayi….koi nahin jaanta ki woh kyun chali gayi…apne doston ko chodkar…par main..main janta hoon chashmish…"

This was surely the worst shock my lyf cud ever have given me…did he…did he really knew that I..I..luved him..???

"tum mujhse itna pyaar kyun karti ho chashmish…itna pyaar ki mere liye apni har feeling…apne har ehsaas ko tumne bhula diya…??...meri ek hansi ke liye tumne apne saath itna galat hone diya…kyun chashmish…kyun…how can u love me so much….tum mujhse itna pyaar kaise kar sakti ho chashmish…how can u??"

Now there was no way I cud stop those held back streams of tears…I too have my limits…why why the hell did I come here….it was the biggest mistake of my lyf…I never wanted samrat to know this…why did I damned..why"!!!

"bolo na chashmish…tum mujhse itna pyaar kaise kar sakti ho…aur agar karti ho to apne best friend ko chod kar kyun chali gayi..bolo chashmish…aur woh bhi tab jab mujhe tumhari sabse zyaada zaroorat thi?"

His words were enough for me to know that sheena and samrat are no longer together…I had almost lost all words now and had nothing to speak after this…but I need to…already my worst nightmare had come true…but still some things can be repaired atleast if not corrected fully…I always knew that the day samrat will come to know my feelings for him…that I…that I love him…he will come back…I knew for sure…but I know its just bcoz he cares for me like a friend…like the most special friend ever…but his care isn't his love…just bcoz I love him doesn't mean he too has to love me…I will never force my feelings upon him…today he needs me as a friend and I will be with him till everything becomes normal…I will support him but I will never force myself on him!!

"samrat…mujhe…mujhe nahin pata tha ki tum..i mean…tum aur sheena(I stumbled)....but samrat ismein upset hone wali kaun si baat hai…sach kahoon to relationships mein ye sab to hota hi rahta hai…I think tum dono ko phir se baat karni chahiye…and then every thing will be sorted…after all both of u love each other…aur pyaar…pyaar to lyf mein sirf ek baar hi hota hai….."

"really chashmish..??to iska matlab chashmish tum bhi aajtak…mujhse hi pyaar karti ho..??"

His words shocked me…I just looked down in embarrassment to escape his questioning eyes..they literally made me quiver …I just wanted to run away from there…from his questions…from my own self…..and I did so…I ran…ran towards the gate…splashing the water all over when he…when he said something that broke me completely….

"I Love u chashmish...I love U…"…came his words cutting all sounds of the ferocious wind…

For a second…it seemed as if my heart had stopped beating…I turned around in a single go….and what all I saw was him….standing in front of me with open arms…I was still in a dilemma if this was a dream or a reality…I wished to cry…cry as much as I can….and my tears flowed all over almost getting mixed with those raindrops…"

"aaj kuch mat socho chashmish…pls wapas aa jao….just forget everything chashmish…and come back to me..pls comeback…"

His words echoed in my ears…it appeared as if I had lost almost every sense of mine….i was crying…I literally wanted to break and cry as much as I can…and he still stood there facing me with open arms…

And I…I ran…ran forgetting everything…ran blindly towards him…but stopped just close to him…our eyes met at once…we just caressed each other thru our eyes only…which were completely wet now…I just wished to melt myself in his arms forever…n all this while I didn't even come to know that I was crying so badly that my weeps were clearly audible now…samrat moved close to me n wiped my tears ….

"bas chashmish….aur nahin"…he said

"I love u chashmish….i luv u…aur aaj se main tumhari aankhon mein ek aansun bhi nahin aane doonga…I promise chashmish"

His words and I closed my eyes out of pain….never knew destiny had this for me….can I be so lucky…???

How can god think that I deserve his love…that I deserve to be loved by him like this….am I really this lucky…???"

But now I didn't want to miss even a single second of this moment…I opened my eyes and for the first time he hadn't gone…he was there…still looking at me…waiting for me….

"I…I love u too samrat….i love u very much…main tumhare bina nahin jee sakti samrat…I luve uuuu"

All this and within no time both of us were lost into each others arms…..i was just numb at the moment…what all I cud hear was his heartbeats…the storm still echoed behind but my ears had turned oblivious to it…I cud just feel the warmth of his closeness caressing my soul…though the rain still made us drenched but my body seemed unaffected by its cold…what all I cud see was his chest pressed hard against mine…what all I cud feel was his hold…his breaths…his essence…..my life so near to me….!!!

We were totally lost into one another when the sudden roar of the thunderstorm broke our hug….we slowly loosened our hold…we looked into each others eyes….and smiled.

But suddenly samrat sneezed twice…I knew he must have caught a cold….he catches it very soon…

"sam…samrat…hum..hum wahan chalke baithte hain…us bench pe…ped ke neeche…agar aur baarish mein bheege to thand lag jayegi…wasie bhi tumhein bahut jaldi sardi ho jati hai…"

"tumhein aaj bhi yaad hai chashmish…"

His question made me smile….

"hmmmm..yaad hai…"

"tum kabhi nahin badlogi chashmish…aaj bhi bilkul waise hi ho…meri sabse SPECIAL friend ki tarah…meri chashmish"

His words made a smile spread on my lips…

"ab chalein…"

"haan chalo…"

Both of us went to the bench and sat there…it was almost growing dark now….and both of us shivered due to the rain…we tried to look away from each other….i never felt so uneasy in front of samrat in my whole lyf…it seemed as if my relationship with him had changed so suddenly….it was so strange…till now I died to be with him…and now when we r together…I am so out of words…

"samraa"…"chashmishhhh"

Both of us spoke together suddenly…and smiled…

samrat slowly took my hands in his and kissed them….and I reciprocated him in the same way…

"chashmish…main tumhein bata nahin sakta ki maine tumhein kitna miss kiya….tum mujhe chodkar kyun chali gayi thi chashmish…kyun ek baar bhi nahin kaha ki tum..ki tum mujhse…"

"main darti thi samrat….darti thi ki kahin tumhein hurt na kardoon….main apne sabse special friend ko khona nahin chahti thi samrat…."

Aisa kabhi nahin hoga chashmish…ab koi kisi ko nahin khoyega…hum humesha saath rahenge…FOREVER"…he said pressing his fist softly against mine…but my heart sank at this…I had to go to US with di and jiju for five years….there was no way I cud stay here in india…everyone is moving out…

"main..main tumse kuch kahna chahti hoon samrat…"

"kaho na chashmish.."

"woh main…"…I broke..but suddenly a white coloured envelope fallen on the grass caught my eye…

"ye envelope..??"

Samrat looked at it and quickly picked it up n kept it in his pocked…I was surprised at what he did

"samrat woh tumhara envelope hai??…usme aisa kya hai jo tum aise..??"

"chashmish chodo na…the best part is ki ab hum saath hain..aur hamesha saath rahenge"

"haan samrat…but us envelope mein aisa kya hai jo tum itna stammer kar rahe ho…tumne hi to kaha tha ki tum mujhse apne dil ki koi baat nahin chupa sakte…phir ye nahin bataoge…"

"chashmishhh tum bhi na…lo dekho"..he handed over the envelope to me

As I opened it I found an airline ticket in it…a ticket to US.

"samrat ye to…ye to US ka ticket hai"

"haan chashmish…woh… woh mom ka courier aaya tha…she sent me this….she wants me to come back…adhiraaj aur suhani ki shaadi ho rahi hai….par par main nahin jaa raha chashmish so is ticket ka koi matlab nahin hai,,,"

"samraaat…aisa nahin kehte…is baar tumhari mom ne khud saamne se tumhein wapas bulaya hai…aur is baar tum wapas nahin gaye to kabhi nahin jaa paoge…"

"But chashmish…main unse milna nahin chahta…woh hamesha mujhe hurt karti hain…woh is baar bhi wahi karengi…I don't wanna meet her…I don't need her in my lyf"

"samrat kab tak apni hi feelings se is tarah bhagoge…tumhe apni mom ki zaroorat hai samrat…aur ye tum bhi jaante ho…"

"Par chashmish…main unhein kaise face karoonga..???"

he appeared really vulnerable to me now…but he has to do it this time…I wont let him run away from his happiness lyk this…I know he needs his mom…his family…I slowly kept my other hand on our already intertwined fingers...n pressed it softly…

" bilkul waise hi samrat jaise tumne suhaani ko kiya tha…samrat apno ko face nahin karna padta…aur tum dekhna jab tum apni mom se miloge to tumhari saari confusion…saari hesitation apne aap door ho jayegi…"

"Par chashmish…aaj tak to unhein meri zaroorat nahin thi…phir ab kya ho gaya..???"

"aisa kuch bhi nahin hai samrat…achcha agar apni mom ke liye nahin to suhaani ke liye to tumhein jana chahiya na…afterall uski shaadi hai…kya woh nahin chahegi ki uski shaadi pe uska bhai uske saath ho…?"

"haan I knowww tum…tum theek kah rahi ho…par…par main tumse door nahin rah sakta chashmish…aur pls ab yeh mat kahna ki hum door hokar bhi paas honge…ye sab bas filmi baatein hoti hain…"

Samrat's words made me smile…he is such a kid…

"achcha baba main aisa nahin kahoongi…buttt…agar main yeh kahoon ki…hum door hokar nahin balki paas hokar paas honge…to???

"matlab..???"

"matlab ye samrat ki main bhi do din ke baad di aur jiju ke saath US jaa rahi hoon…paanch saal ke liye"

"kya.."???

"Haan…woh actually samrat jiju ko US mein ek bahut achchi job ka offer mila hai…isliye di aur jiju dono

US mein settle ho rahe hain…aur main bhi unke saath ja rahi hoon…wahin jaa kar agey ki studies poori karungi….ab batao kya ab bhi tum US nahin aana chahte..???"

"Nahin aana chahte..???? maine mana hi kab kiya tha chahsmish…woh to tum hi thi jo mujhe baar baar kah rahi thi…samrat pls mat jao plss.."

"KYA!!!"..maine kab kaha..???..samrat!!!...i hate u…!!!

"but I luv u chashmish.." he said touching my nose…

His words made a shy smile spread instantly on my lips…what else cud I have said to him after this…I just reciprocated in a shallow tone….

"I..i luv u too samrat…"

Now nothing was left to be said between us….within no time both of us were lost in a passionate huggg…and the rain…it still made us wet…but we… I think we were already drenched in each others love…forever!

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thats it guys...my OS completed...hope u liked it...pls dont forget to pour inn ur precious feedback....luv all...muaaahhhh...🤗

yashi..omg omg..awesome part....
amazing....loved it... 😳 👏

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It's a superb awesome os. Totally lost in it. Feeling that I am standing in rain. U are amazing writer. Keep writing.

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