Originally posted by: vital123
gr8 aahana. is dat all or some part is left?
thx Rabia .. of course there is more left😳
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Originally posted by: vital123
gr8 aahana. is dat all or some part is left?
sorreee for the late reply ... been hellishly busy, as you know 😉
beautiful SS, aahana ... exactly the way I want it to go in the show ... hope the CV's are reading this ...
and thanks for the sweet dedication ... am honored and touched! 😳
Hope you're gonna continue this soon ...
Originally posted by: meens1981
wow twinnie......that was so damn gud👏....briallantoooooo⭐️........wish the CVs show sumthing like this in d serial........i am loving the spirit with which samrat is figting for the happiness he believes in.......i cant wait for u to continue sweets.......dont u dare make us wait long😆😆,..............loved reading something in IF forum after a long long long long time😆😉.........n thanks a ton for ur dedication sweetheart.....love ya loads🤗
Part 2 :
somehow why does she always forget things like these - she knows eventually I'd manage to find a way yet this girl never ceases to amaze me - a part of me laughed - Samrat what else did you expect - this is chashmish remember, talent parade a month and a half of exercises to finally have her forgiveness - she was always made of this - this coy docile girl - when angry and stubborn had some determination - and admit it you liked this. I smiled lightly as I remembered the efforts vividly and stole a glance - watching her - which raced my heartbeats... these dim lights make her face glow somehow even more... stop it Samrat - or she may get more annoyed at this - I mentally had to kick myself ... why did it come to this ?
keeping the things he carried aside on the peon' chair outside his office Samrat took out some keys from his pant's pockets opening the door of his office - flicking on the light switches he picked up his pile and we entered, must say I never thought a day would come when excel will be a part of our lives from the other side of the lines .. definitely not his. once the star player of the college - now trustee !! life is full of surprises.
as we kept the piles we individually carried on his table our hands brushed lightly; and again I felt jolted - what is that still affects me ? I am over him this shouldn't affect me - I should not be feeling all of this - then why do his touches still manage to make my pulses peak or my heart skip a beat... stop it Gunjan - don't think things ... stop it already - he ... he was staring at me - and I realized he knew what was going on within me - he always knew - and so I moved away.
I cleared my throat - " I'd just empty this locker over here in 2 minutes okay." saying so I moved forward towards the huge cabinet placed in the corner of my office. I picked the middle shelf in the top rack to put all her things. so unlocking it I started to place the contents of it nearby on the table as her things.
It seemed so weird to be here like this with him - there was a certain discomfort in these silences - and to think we once could communicate even without words.....
was it awkward to be silent cause I am with him or because it is with him that I could always be the most outspoken I ever was ... he was always the talkative one - the livewire amongst us both - always smiling, chirpy so full of life, I remember this is what used to scare me the most about him somehow - but then again he was the first guy who had called me beautiful thought I was pretty; ( Gunjan remembers how as Bhavesh Sam had called her beautiful - how he had given her flowers when she came to excel) - later it was these qualities of his that had attracted me to him - how I always felt safe and comfortable with him despite us being so different - those differences never bothered him or me - funnily they made us come together more effectively.... I never realized and I fell in love with him - him my once Secret, then special and later best friend..... and today ???
as I look at him now he still seems the same .. so much yet it is as if it is a different him .... how the things have changed... he seems so much quieter and sober today - as if the locked up silence of all his childhood years has surfaced today - being with his mother now could this have caused the change in him ? the Samrat that I see today - so much of a change in him - his office and those files an example of which if I may say - how he used to hate studying and to think he is so organized in his work now - he kept some rather huge bundles and boxes - perhaps some of his things in some other places from the locker he was emptying as he placed some files on the table - they were so neatly arranged & labelled - finances, student records, expansion plans, NBSS programme what was that now ? I didn't hear a word about that ... weird - perhaps we'd hear it in the next staff meeting
his mother is with him finally - something for which he waited all these years.... and yet there is something bothering him - something which she did try to say to me the other day... but stopped as she spotted him - what could that be ? what is it troubling him ? ... what why am I thinking all this? it doesn't matter whatever happens we have parted ways... and I felt a pain - something just stabbed me - and I never even bled...
life I suppose isn't always about a happy ending or else how could I have experienced hell and heaven both on the same day ?
Di died on the very day in that accident ... when we exchanged our engagement rings.. somehow thou not there ...feels that I wear that ring each day... his thoughts, memories linger each day ... 3 years on and I still remember each hug... each touch... each kiss we shared ... I still feel him ... the sensations he caused in me ...
I saw hell as death came calling and heaven was the abode of his arms around me - both lived on the same day... this will drive me crazy... some day - my mind was filled with memories of that life altering day .. and the most unforgettable night of my life just before it.... those 24 hours which caused our separation & unification ... all in a day - Di's screams & the car' brakes failed - Us lying on the bed of roses as his fingers caressed my neck - the pool of blood - all of us covered in red - Di, me Samrat & Mayank - our lips moving in harmony depicting the emotions of all those words unsaid.... the nurse informing me of my worst nightmare and the night of my beautiful dreams... all lived again in a single breath
I felt an uneasiness, my breathing ragged as I stood from the chair as I felt his hand on mine - chashmish , chashmish are you okay ? is your health fine ? what happened ?
his concern, his eyes, his fear, and I came back to life - " I need to get away this place is suffocating" is all I could manage before I walked away.
" chashmish, chashmish please wait" I heard him call after me
" please leave me I have to go home I need to lie down ... I'd be fine "
" but you are unwell, let me drop you - anyhow you cant go alone at this time"
" I will manage Samrat ... please stop it."
" but..."
I walked away ...
" listen to me chashmish"
" Gunjan ... seems you forgot " and there was nothing left to be said.
she walked away and left me standing... I realized there was no use of forcing - I'd give her time and space - as much as she wants from me - I'd wait.... forever if necessary.
so I walked back to my office locked the doors switched of the lights - the end of another day..
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she was still in the parking as I reached there - looking for a Rickshaw/a taxi - she wont listen there is something already disturbing her .. I might as well wait until she finds something - follow her quietly as she reaches home - will be relaxed only when I am assured she's home sound & safe.
god what is it with rickshaws and taxis why cant you find them when you're getting late ? I saw the watch it was really late - almost past 7:30 - and I had promised ash of dinner at 8 - I'd be late- something touched my skirt there was something moving along my knees.....
I had just turned my back for a second - to answer mom' call to me and before I knew it - I heard her screaming- what went wrong in those few seconds and soon as I turned I saw her running for her very life coming towards me..
" Samrat.. Samrat .." and before I could ask or think I felt her arms encircle me... she was so scared.. panicking literally
" chashmish, chashmish ... Shh ... it's alright I am here.. I am here with you, calm down. relax." god what happened I patted her head holding her as close as I could.. she finally seemed to be relaxing.. a good sign finally, but what happened what scared her, there was nothing as far as I could see till there must be a reason why she was so scared.
" thank god Samrat you are here I was so scared.. stay with me."
I smiled, did I hear those words really.. or was it something imaginary?
" don't worry chashmish I am here, always.. forever " I'd forever be chashmish - always...
I held her closer still, it felt I was living again finally... her mere touch infused life into me... I felt her hands tighten her grip on me - she was here in my arms finally..
Moments passed by silently as two estranged souls held each other close after what was almost an eternity, he felt her softness, just as she experienced the firmness of his grip, he gently nuzzled his face over her neck sending ripples through her body... her hands moved gently over his neck as she ran her fingers through his hair..
the time had stopped moving as if the world around them had frozen; moments ago there was an uneasiness she felt; another bout of gloom that he was under... moments later they were finally at peace; after years they were at home - finally; in each other's arms where they longed to be and belonged... eyes closed; held tight sinking into the pleasures of each other's familiar touch & smell - it felt so right, so complete - like a piece of soul that was lost to them was found finally - none had after that fateful even 3 years ago found a moments' peace... for it had always belonged here exactly in embracing each other; no one else could in all these years provide the relief and the sense of calm that had washed over them - none aware of their surroundings; nor was there so much as a sound made that could disturb them - on the contrary there was a silence that they looked for so much that settled upon them finally - 3 years of chaos and noise put at rest at last.
slowly realization dawned and she was aghast at herself for what she did; she hugged him - ran her fingers through his hair - what was she thinking ? - why did she get carried away ?
no this meant nothing - it didn't - but then why does it feel it was everything - everything she longed for - why did it still have that effect on her - his smell, his touch..... having her arms around him - holding him close - why is her heart racing ? she felt his lips on her neck as he moved his head and her breathing became a bit ragged. she hadn't even yet recovered from the hug and now to feel this - her mind was in conflicts - with the sense of right and wrong - at what was ethical, just and what her senses her pulses were telling - a part of her was disgusted at her thoughts and a part said - this feels so right -cause that' s what it is... her heart and body aren't reacting to merely him - it' her love that is reciprocating the feel of him, his touch - and she jolted immediately breaking from the hug and his arms free.
he looked at her anguished eyes; her unspoken thoughts and words crystal clear to him and she saw only the always same familiar look as always in his eyes - filled with love and concern.. if only .. if only it could have been different.
for a moment none spoke debating how to proceed - what to ask or say ? finally he spoke - soft and caring - "are you alright? what happened ? you never said what scared you"
" I... .. I am fine - it - I mean there was something there - someone I think who ..."
" who what chashmish ?"
" I felt something someone move - touch my leg "
" What ?! what are you saying ? did you see who it was ? I'll get that filthy" saying so he moved towards the area of the parking where Gunjan had stood .. but she held his hand to stop him
" Samrat wait... please don't go it is too dark I never saw anyone - please it could be dangerous - what if the person harms you or tries anything ? what would I do ? please leave it - lets go"
for a moment he had a slight smile on his face - ah finally - the love and care - her concern for him - which he hadn't felt for so long - seemed like heaven truly existed someone somewhere did bless him - like some angel finally looked upon him.. yet he had to do what was needed and right no one and no one could mess with Gunjan - his chashmish.
so despite being hard and painful as it was for him he removed her hand that held him - " no chashmish you stay here I'll be fine but I wont let that scum go"
saying so he started walking -
" Samrat, Samrat listen to me .. please... why does he have to be so stubborn ? "
" Samrat please this could be dangerous"
" chashmish I said let me go please and we'll have no more arguing as far as this topic goes"
and she knew there was no point in trying to stop him now - who better then her knew when determined he wouldn't hear anyone or let go of anything.
finally Samrat was at the same spot as in the parking- however there was no one there - seems like the scum left - bloody - the guard what the heck was he doing ?
Samrat was about to yell to call the security guard when Gunjan came - " seems like no one is here whoever it was left please lets leave Samrat - the lights are aren't working and now it's too dark to look for anyone'
' let me have a word with the guard first he needs to hear it - he is supposed to be working here."
" Samrat please drop it now I don't have time to waste over these things it's late and dark and I have to be leaving you can give that guard a piece of your mind later"
" fine" he conceded as he knew she would say next that she' leaving by herself and there was no way that was happening
as they began to move Samrat felt something at the back of his knee - " chashmish wait "
" what is it ?"
" there's something here "
" what ?"
Samrat took out his cell from his pocket as the lights in the parking weren't working here - a cell would allow him to see something at least.
as the light flicked from the cell phone Samrat couldn't help laughing
" aww.. come here - look at you" he stooped a bit as he gently patted a little brown dog
" how did you get here ?"
" a dog "
" yes a dog so it was this little fellow over here all along"
Gunjan bend down as she to ran her hand over the little cute furry guy.
" how did he land up here ? doesn't seem like a stray to me looks like he is lost or someone abandoned him"
" hmm.. could be anything ... so it was you little guy that scared the heck out of my chashmish." saying so he started laughing
her jaw dropped - now that was annoying first to be scared silly by a little dog and now to be laughed at by him - she hit him lightly on his arm.
" stop that - how was I supposed to know it was only a little mutt - it was dark and feeling someone touch.. it scared me - so better shut up now."
boy he did as he was told - he knew what was good for him
they called the security taking along the dog - to ask about if anyone had come looking - the guard said there was a little boy with his father who had passed by a few minutes ago and come looking for his pet dog but he didn't knew of it being here.
Samrat asked the guard to look for the boy to see if he was still searching - a few minutes later - he did find them - Samrat was right they were still searching - the dog got scared by some wedding procession bursting crackers and had ran out as the little boy had taken him along for a walk.
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the evening was so pleasant - having dropped her home - he had a smile on his face for the rest of his way... however tonight that smile seemed missing - he had to talk to her - about what happened - the conversation between ash and him today. She had to know. he called her. she saw his name flash on her mobile's screen - now ? why has Samrat called ?
" hello"
" I need to talk to you now"
" what is it Samrat - I am busy I don't have time to waste unnecessarily whatever it is we'd talk in the college tomorrow.'
" please listen to me it is important and urgent I need to talk to you"
" Samrat this is my personal time now any official work you have with me can be done in the college hours...and we don't have anything else to discuss apart from work."
" we do Gunjan please - it is about ash that I need to talk to you to - its important you know and I cant discuss this matter in college it's too personal."
" ash ?! what about her ? tell me Samrat"
" not on the phone - we have to meet - its too complicated and delicate to merely talk it over the phone"
knowing ash she had to agree - Gunjan knew anything related to ash could be a sensitive issue and if Samrat says the matter is too personal and he cant merely talk over the phone it must be something huge - no - after Nupur she had always become more concerned and caring - protective of all her loved ones - she had to look into the matter.
" fine Samrat I am going over at Ash' now - we would talk at her place."
" at her place ? I cant I mean how can we ?"
" don't worry she isn't at her place and wont be for a long time - she is busy - I have the spare keys - you can talk and leave immediately."
he knew it wouldn't be so easy to leave but then if he retorts - she had agreed and once she hears him - she would understand surely so he agreed - " Fine I'll be there in 15."
the phone snapped from her end and he knew what was about to happen - their conversation was as vital as gruesome.
Originally posted by: mjhtkifan
I don't know how I missed this SS! Nevertheless, it was very very very very beautiful and I loved the attitude of Samrat and needless to say Gunjan too😊 Your an amazing amazing amazing writer👏 Do update soon, I can't wait to know what happens😉
Originally posted by: Nice_Angel_Sana
omg omg aahana😳😳 ..... superb jaan 😳😳.... its fanatstic jaan😉..... i am speechless😳😳😳 .... i loved it 👏
luv ya
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