couple of years ago in some valentines day or something or may be i was watching some love story a thought came to my mind that , my life sucks bcz no one loves me i mean romantic love. then i though wow i cant even think of love bcz to think about love u need a face some a character .so i prayed to my god can u please give me a face so i can dream on. i never ask god to give me my prince bcz i know thats really too much to ask .so i only wanted a face. guess what i got one.the face kept me in dream land for 1.5 years.š...

i was obsessed . i watched the show multiple times the vm then ff then review then all. it was a face n a character ASR . i was in love . i used to buy red stuff, payal n all and think how will ASR react . i did found 'how many likes for this post ' stupid n those basher fun post to high class so i never commented . but when everything all falling apart i was upset .n as u all know already i behave weird when i m upset or angry. when bashers bashing my face of love it did not feel right , when phakies attacking ppl bcz they believe he is god did not feel right .i was like outsider always.š
then i found u ppl . i closed the chapter n moved on with you all. the kind of love i got from u ppl thats just i cant tell u. what ever u ppl said or did i though is the grief talking. u are all teen n emotional i m the only one here in charge š³. i have make u ppl happy .i know thats not my job but thats what i was doing n i enjoyed it too...
something was telling me that if i can find a replacement for u ppl we can be happy again n i wanted my revenge .yeah thats how i described it.š ''revenge ''š¤£.to me u ppl are kids n hormonal i m only smart one who moved on.n when u guys were not excepting other shows n all i got frustrated .n when SC was accepted by all but u ppl i became more frustrated n rude .bcz i did not know what to do. my only intention was not to be alone n have fun n a new home with u all . i was behaving like my little sis is not listening to me n i have to do something.silly me š¤¢
n the revenge part š turns out i m a phankie who is behaving like madhubala. ''i wont let u see i m sad bcz u left , i can move on want u deleted n all '' so what ever i m doing i m doing bcz i m actually did not move on . i m showing of.š¤ thats more pathetic ...i m pathetic. i was just holding grudge .
so togay before i start all i m just letting all out of my system n letting all go. i m not the mature one ..i think i m the most silly one here.š
bye barun sobti what ever u did or will do i dont care. n as i was obsessing over i forgot that ur a real person .when i was accusing all they think ur god actually i was doing the same expecting u to be perfect. i have no right to do this . i just hope u came back in my tv after SC ...i cant take 2 sexy thing everyday. so take ur time n all . i will b fine with saras. i loved u n love never dies it just changes ...š¤
to my frns i m sorry...the main rule of frnship n love i forgot...'' if u cant like what the person's like then how can u like the person bcz what ever the person like makes what s/he is .'' so u ppl like barun great i will like him too .trust me its very easy once u want to. n i also hope that the person i like u guys will at list try to like too bcz i dont have anyone but u to talk about him...
i remember googling the word bashing like 2 months ago .never heard of it before that. it hurts i did not know that. first i felt it when i was on MB forum n QH when they were bashing our show , me n all ...n again when u guys said GR is ugly š . we r frns n we will talk but dont just bash bcz u have to . n please dont compare ...BS, GR, GC, KW, AS they are great ppl ...n they have fans like u n me .i never bashed barun bcz i have to i disapprove his action but never his acting or looks i never even commented on his wife n sanaya to quit. so please dont .
be -positive accept what ever is coming to ur way. cz what u have is today .lets enjot it. i will be basher , i will bash is not a cool thing to say. i m not saying this bcz i m phankie now . i said rk is ugly but the show is doing great dd made me cry today.the point is say what u see . if SC i bad trust me i will be first who tells u that. n start criticism .
lets not repeat the history again. lets enjoy the show n have fun.we wil be the most fun loving funny ppl of SC forum n mb forum .i m loving the show.š...n our cc '' nautanke queens '' will be palace of happiness...no sorrows n all...š
ur with me right ...i will never do anything to hurt u again. ian said '' for a noble goal if u take wrong path at the end of the path once ur there ppl will love u n forgive u '' i m assuring u my goal is n was just to be happy may be my path of achieving that was wrong n if i hurt u i m sorry...
n if the show is good lets make this year saraswatichandra year...š³