Madhubala's Diary! Entry 33 updated (29/12/16)

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Rimjhim Ghosh

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Entry 27 : I was left both by RK and Deepali bhabhi without answers. After my check up I returned and decided I should return the bangles given by Radha Maa to her. It just reminded me of what I went through that time.

When I went to her I told her that I saw the human RK and that he told me about those pictures. Maa told me taht RK had become 'RK' after his dad's death, that he feels his mother cheate don him by marrying Kukkujee. I can understand his feelings but he is so complicated to understand. I also asked her about Deepali, I don't know what came over me that I couldn't hide my curiosity, I wanted to know why RK behaved the way he does with Deepali. But right at that moment, RK came there.

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Rimjhim Ghosh

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Entry 28 : RK as usual thought I was spying on him and pulled me to his room. I had expected another round of his lectures to me but surprisingly he started to treat my wound and asked me what did I want to know about Deepali. This led to a heart to heart conversation between us and then me confessing that I was guilty about using those pictures and that I did not post them.

But all he got from my apology was that I didn't like him at all. RK sometimes, just turns me mad, why he has to be so unpredictable.

Deepali today took me to her room. I felt like she was going to stab me with a scissor. I don't know why I get all the negative vibes from her. Deepali offered me her jewellery and cash money to give to RK, so that I can get rid of RK, as it is not new for RK to use girls on his purpose since she had been one of his victims. She reminded of all the wrong RK did, of all his miscreants. I remembered my family's condition and then I picked up the box, I knew exactly what had to be done.

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ananya2010

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Posted: 8 years ago

#93

Rim awesome update loved it.

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manna43

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Posted: 8 years ago

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Read four entries now.Each one is superb.U beautifully describe dilemma of Madhu to judge rk,whether he is a jerk or something more.love u writing for this diary.

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Rimjhim Ghosh

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Entry 29 : I didn't take the money. I told her that I wanted to fight my battle on my myself. But the actual why I didn't take it was that I didn't trust her a bit. I would rather trust RK than trust her. She said RK used her and using me now but I don't think RK is using me, he might be taking his revenge on me but whatever he is doing he does it on the face. He manipulates me, bullies me but does not use me since I don't play the innocent victim card.

RK behaved so sweetly with me for the past few days but today once again he behaved like a total jerk. Maa came today to invite us to the chawl's ganpati festival but once again he declined to let me take part in it. Who the hell does he think he is?

He answered my question right the moment, he thinks he himself is the god. I was so wrong to think that he actually has a heart as he brought foreign machines for Malik's recovery. He says he is bad but he does something good and then does not let others see that he did something good. Why doesn't he let people see the good in him?

I got my answers from Maa, partially. She told me how RK was angry on God for taking away his happiness from him. And then I promised Maa, to not only return RK's faith on God and happiness to him but also to return RK to his mother. I pray to Bappa to help me to do this.

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Rimjhim Ghosh

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Entry 30 : I think I have started to understand RK, the way he thinks, he behaves, I am starting to get it bit by bit. Like now I know how I can irritate RK by asking him questions he doesn't want to answer.

But u know what diary, I see changes in him, or should I say that I can see behind that tough exterior of his he has a soft interior. When he by mistake scared me by putting off the light, he apologised to me without his sarcastic comments. Somehow, he is somewhat genuine whenever he is around me, I don't know why.

As I had pledged, I brought Bappa home today. As I had expected RK tried to stop me but I was hell bent on bringing Bappa to our home. I saw something in his eyes, it was not hatred for Bappa, rather it was anger, it was a mixed emotion infact.

He didn't take part in Bappa's first Aarti irrespective of my request. I didn't force him knowing that eventually he will accept Bappa back in his life.

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Rimjhim Ghosh

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Entry 31 : Today was interesting day. I went to RK for tying Bappa's mauli, but he didn't, as expected, but he did not even throw it away or destroy it and did anything which would make me think that he didn't want Bappa a part of his life. That means there is still hope for him and that is a good thing for now.

Maa and me today amde modaks, which reminded me of my Ganpati festivals at the chawl. I missed my family but this was also a good experience. Deepali as usual failed at her attempts of making modaks since she was being very sentimental about her nails. Its a good thing Sikky is her husband, both of them entertain us a lot. Finally Maa introduced me to some of her friends today. With a happy mind we all were ready to start the puja.

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Rimjhim Ghosh

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Entry 32 : I was so right about Deepali being the 'not-so-sweet' bhabhi. Today she claimed that she made the modaks which were actually made by me but I didn't mind. But the guests started complaining that it had garam masala in it. I don't why I feel it was no mistake and that Deepali had done intentionally it to spoil my image? Maybe I am overthinking, but then considering how this family works, I might not be so wrong.

RK surely has some guts. When I asked him to have the modaks, he didn't, when I told him to have his dinner downstairs, he didn't come. But when he came he started his own drama. Why is he so complicated? Why was he so repulsed to Bappa?? Will I ever get these answers?

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Rimjhim Ghosh

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Entry 33 : Today RK crossed all the limits. He sat in a chair infront of Bappa, talked like Bappa was his enemy and then dared to eat non veg in front of of Bappa. he even tried to offer it to him,. I don't know what kind of sadistic pleasure or satisfaction he got form this misbehaviour, but it was very bad. He shouldn't have done it.

Maa and Deepali both tried to make me understand that it is not possible to bring back RK's faith but I am adamant on this matter. I will do this and nothing can demoralize me.