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I dont know , maybe I am the only sentimental fool in the whole forum, but my sympathies lie with JM, I understand her controversies and predictment...WHY, bc she is my baby , my Rishbala's baby.
I am very possessive about her, even during AK track, my sympathies were with her , and its not because of the actors playing AK, Raja and Madhu.
She is and always will be the 2 month baby , which Rishbala left in this world , alone , to fight for herself. (except for old Dida).
Any girl facing , the kind of troubles and problems, JM has been facing since the day she entered Mumbai, would have gone insane by now.
Tell me , is there any one day or night , she has faced peacefully...during the initial AK track, she used to have a laugh or two with Sunny...then with Raju she had some fun ( amusement park and ride to Special school )
But after this Dehati track , the girl had no laughter or fun, not even a smile in life...
Can u force someone to love you...or can someone force u to love them ...NO.
These dehati ppl have not given a single day of hapiness in my baby's life...she has forgotten to smile.
She went to the village , on the pretext that, she is going meet Raja's family and come back...but what happened ...she was told that she is stuck there for life...i forgot , she was brought to village hand-cuffed and the barati's in mumbai were all gun-touting gundas, threatning everyone.
With rituals, mobile snatching, locking in the room, walking bare foot in the village, was the initiation of her , towards her future life in villlage...her only option... to run away.
Then came the physical torture, the strangling , the slap and i cant forget the gun shot...forced to attend a celebration of druken men with nachanyas...(the girl , who had a protective life in mathura, not officially allowed to watch tv or movies) had to attend...oh the raja saving her ...when u push someone in the trench and give ur hand to pull them out...you become mahaan.
Her request to send her back to mumbai ( her begging also...my Rk n madhu 's daughter begging for her freedom, that was too much for me ...and that too in front of ppl , who had the power and money because of my baby's parents, RK and Madhu .)
Then in Mumbai ...her planning to get away from this torture...again my naive baby , warned them before going away...to make it a fair play...pag phera...radhaji's sudden love towards Rk-look alike and not seeing the tearful eyes of her grand daughter...Raja threatning to kill dida, making her go back to mansion.
How can we forget the same night her sanctity , her innocence , her honor was taken away ( cvs have uptill now shown that it took place)...her winning the case , but taking it back for dida (her only living relative) 😭
Then the dehati's incriminating bittuji in a false case...again the threats and she being in two minds...can she live with ppl , who took away her honor, and approved of it taken away.😕
She cried for 2 seconds in hospital (i felt her pain and predictment) , when she couldnt decide...her first option was law and justice ...again raja used threat and bribe to defeat my baby...and do what he wants her to do...my baby had no option but to bend her head infront of those cruel ppl.
So now her only option is to change the scenario...she is pacifying herself...before going to the sacrifycing Altar.
Can anybody bring , my innocent, bubbly , fun-loving, sweet and naughty baby, back.
I am waiting for a smile of happiness on my baby's face.
I had to vent out ...i am fed up of seeing my baby , in this predictment...She is and ALWAYS will be MY BABY.
Anupamaa
