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Akku when u gonna update next part?

Originally posted by: uma88

Akku when u gonna update next part?

Originally posted by: rekha.366

nice update i loved it

thanxx

Good update Akku Di!Thanks fr pm!Aww!Loved RK hugging Madhubala!But what Is He gonna do nw?Waiting fr next!Pls continue soon!

Originally posted by: lwrimaforever

Good update Akku Di!Thanks fr pm!Aww!Loved RK hugging Madhubala!But what Is He gonna do nw?Waiting fr next!Pls continue soon!

Akku is baar koinsa naya wala twist leke aarahi hain yaar tum..i think RK will leave the college may be he is posted some where else or may be he's running away from madhu...as he's unable to hide his feelings from him...any ways...waiting for the next update.

Originally posted by: tanuja.siri

Akku is baar koinsa naya wala twist leke aarahi hain yaar tum..i think RK will leave the college may be he is posted some where else or may be he's running away from madhu...as he's unable to hide his feelings from him...any ways...waiting for the next update.

PART 20

Everything closing so I have to wait till tomorrow...what is this I even don't know meaning of what he said...I even don't know my thinking is true or not ...what to do yaar...what is the meaning of.."you wil get to know soon"...dam yaar

"shivi" I said as a plan tinkled my mind

"what" she asked

"miss garg called me for some work " I said

"okee lets go there" she said

"no..no I will go by my own you don't worry" said i

"pakka" she asked

"yeah"

And I just came back to capus and gone to everyplace where there was little hope of findind R.K.

But he was nowhere..no where...i seen director there may be he knows where is he..why I m being so impatience I just don't know..my my patience is not in my hand anymore

I rushed to director

"sir u have seen R.K. anywhere" I asked

"madhu thank god you met me here I was just about to call you..you have sen raja anywhere" he asked

"raja...nope I was just asking the same from you" I exclaimed

"arrey nai yaar I have to discuss some changes of role from him don't know where he is...may be left for home okay we will meet tomorrow" said he and left

Yaar..where is hee..wait chnges in role..but we finalized everything before..if he was talking about some secret which r.k. will give to me..arrey yaar cant wait for that..or I m thinking something more expecting something more

I cant stop these butterflies whicvh are jumping in my tummy right now..and now I have no option left...other than going home alone..

In my whole way from awdesh to nidhi..the flash back of everything came in me..he came depressed...carses me I can still feel his touch..he hugged me...first of all this deed is amazed me...second he is gayab..well may be he left for planning something for me..may be..i have to wait till tomorrow foe all my answers...waiting and waiting..and waiting

Thinking the same I was moving ahead towards nidhi hostel..i seen him..ya I seen him from back he is there near that van..but just opposite of this road..how to cross this...arrey yaar..have to go that side..i have to talk him...I need to talk him

I started walking towards him...without listening the world around mee just stepping towards him..

Suddenly some one pulled me..

"are you mad" shouted krish

"krish you..and you all" I noticed my whole gang there..and then I turned to r.k. who wasn't there anymore

"pagal ho gayi hai kya..you might get accidented in your this behavior " shouted shivi

"arrey wo mai" I was about to say they interrupted

"director called us all right now to auditorium" she continued

"now" I amazed

"yeah he is saying something happenes wrong..your num showing unavailable signal" she said

"mine..may be I don't know"I said

"okay lets go there" said shivi

But r.k...arrey when director call everyone then he might had called r.k. too..he might gone there...fine lets go I will talk to him after director's important problem discussed..

Okee finally we reached there

Every crew was sitting there ..disoppointed..my eyes avoiding them all started their fav search the R.K. search

But he wasn't seen anywhere...may be gone for something...or may be around hiding from me..finally director spoke out

"guys and girls as you all know 5 day after is pur play and we are sourrounded by a drastic problem" he said

Drastic problem what the hell happened

"we don't have our lead' said he

Don't have lead what the crap is this me and R.K are the lead ..what happened

"Raja stepped back from the show" he said with his faith loosing expression whole auditorium filled with a kind of hustle..discussions but these were not worthy for me..i wasn't listening what they are saying director's last line KILLED me..

What the hell happened..where is R.K. why he stepped back is this is the dam surprise...is this is the thing he said I will get to know soon...why he stepped back...coz I trouble him...how he can be such a sadist ..fi this is truth then what was that which happened with me thos evening..why he came to mee...what this all means..i have to talk with him..i have to talk..i turned to go to boys hostel but a sound stops me

"not only this friends...he left city too...he wont be here anymore..reasons we don't know" AD said

Left city..how can he leave me..how can he do that...what is this matter..arrey he was there near van..i rushed back..i ranwith the speed I never did before I never found my leg that power...

I came at that place no more van..no more R.K.

There was a gomti..i asked "bhaiyaa white van here"

"arrey who they left just 10 min before" he said

"where" I asked

"pata nahi" he said

The sound of vehicle killing me

The fact he left me crushing me

I cant bear this

I cant bear this...

Where are you R.K.

Come back...

I was loosing myself..i was loosing command of me..i lost everything...i lost...

A sprinkle of water came to my eyes

"are you okay" someone was asking

I opened my eyes a unfamiliar face came in front of me...

"who are you..where am i..what happened to me"

"I am irfan...you are at the place you fallen..and you get unconscious here" he repied and then murmered something "I drop you at doctors place..or somewhere else" he said

I was recollecting the thing happened to me R.K. haan R.K. where is he...he left me..he left everything..where he gone..why he left me..i was searching him...R.K. my heart was dropping..i want someone to catch me..but no one was there

"Madam" he said what is his name ya irfan said "where to drop you"

Ya I have to reply him "no where..i will go by my own..thanxx for your help"

"look at you..look at your condition..it seems someone broken you completely" he said

"that's none of your business" I said...how dare he to say so..he cant leave me like this this would be his prank...

"fine madam but leaving you at proper place is my business May I know where you wanna go" he asked with a smiling face which was irking me a lot

Ahh he is not going to leave me easily...

"fine I said...nodhi hostel is there after two street...drop me there" I said

He nooded and taken out his large car and asked me to sit there..wait I seen this somewhere..but where..fine that is none of my business I get in..i my whole way I was looking outside of window..and was praying to atleast get a little site of his either smiling or annoying either that covered face or totally uncovered...where are. you R.K.

He dropped me and waved bye I didn't replied..my whole mind was only at a point why he left me..why...i was going upstairs..someone said anything..but I wasn't in the state to listen my mind was somewhere else..where he is..

I came to my room closed the door..i have nothing to say nothing to do ...

{now my lovely readers think of a girl leave think Madhubala in full sleev white T-shirt and blue denim sitting folding her leg by her arns and looking forward to the wide window...outside of the window is full of activeness and happiness people are doing there work...and inside the window is a calmness a sorrowness ..a girl having no hope no aspirations just looking outside...an inactive body inside totally seprated from active bodies out side and B.G. going on the song from twilight...and her mind remembering the golden period she spents whith hEr R.K...time is running from night to day to night to day to night to day...in between the song the flash back so don't be confused)

There's a possibility,
There's a possibility,
All that I had, was all I'm gonn' get.

mmm...

Omg omg I found tree or shrub save me ah my bag its difficu... Aaa... its broken aaa

Hold my hand!!! Someone hold my hand thank god

his face is covered only I can see his ANGELIC BLUE EYES

There's a possibility,
There's a possibility,
All I'm gonn' get is gone with your stare.
All I'm gonn' get is gone with your stare.

I cant shout!!!!!!!

He dragged me and pinched me against the wall.. I opened my eyes...

Its my hero... the blue eyes with covered face

"you" I want to say but my mouth was closed

He signed me to be quite

So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one who knows.
Tell me when you hear my silence.
There's a possibility I wouldn't know

mmm...
mmm...

"wow" I said as that girl left

"kya hua" he said

"you are amazing in English then why you speak hindi always" I said

He smiled and answer "English aati hai iska matlab ye toh nahi kee ham apne base ko chor de apni sanskriti ko chor de" he said

Thst is amazing he is really a good guy

"mai utna bua b nahi jitna aap samajhti hai maidam jee" he smiled at me "haan aap jaise angrejan ye nai samjhegi' he tauted me

Know that when you leave,
Know that when you leave,
by blood and by me, you walk like a thief,
by blood and by me, I fall when you leave.

He was astonished but didn't said anything..nothing can stop me now I rushed to hug him and he hugged me back we hugged each other tight..

"I LOVE YOU RISHABJH" unexpectedly came from mouth

"I LOVE YOU TOO...I LOVE YOU MADHU" he replied

So tell me when you hear my heart stop.
You're the only one who knows.
Tell me when you hear my silence,
There's a possibility I wouldn't know.

I looked into his eyes and with my full emotion and by taking my heart in my mouth I said" I want you to accept me..i want to to declare in front of all that you love me and only me..how can you forget our love..how can we forget our acceptance..why are you doing this..why ignoring me..i cant bear it..i cant handle your rudeness..please..afterall mai aapke bacche kee maa ban ne wali hoon"

Hearing this he jerked me "what are you saying maa..what..wwhhh..when this happened ..how could you say so"

I laughed at loud "see you face..barah baje hue hai...hahahahha...arrey this is shakuntala is saying to hes dushyant" I cant control me laughter and suddenly his expression changed from the pareshaan one to relaxed one

So tell me when my sorrows over
You're the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling.
There's a possibility it wouldn't show.

mmm...
mmm...

He toched my face careses my hand ..now this is beyong expectation..OMG its again a miracle happened he hugged me tightly..what he is upto yaar..should I hug him back..what is happening this is totally out of my mind

"take care of yourself" finally he spoke out "don't get into any trouble..which harms you.."

By blood and by me, I'll fall when you leave.
By blood and by me, I'll follow your lead.

mmm...
mmm...
mmm...
mmm...

{flash back _BG ends}

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awesome story ...i knw i took lot of time 2 read it ...sorry for tht