Sleep took over her heavy eyes and she instantly slept, RK stared in shock, he wanted to wake her up and find out what she meant. He only stared down at her, her words burning him... Baby. That's why she seems so lost and incomplete.
He pulled back needing some space, he covered her with the blanket and tucked it around her, unable to pull himself away he pressed a soft kiss to her forehead before walking out. Madhu was pregnant but Karan made her abort the baby, his hands clenched as he thought of the possible scenarios, he wondered what would have made Karan abort their own baby. Madhu probably wanted to keep the baby but Karan didn't.
He wondered if Madhu would even remember what she'd revealed, if not then he wouldn't bring it up, it was obvious this wasn't something she talked about. She probably hasn't told anyone else and let it fester inside her killing her within.
"Abort it" Karan told Madhu in response of her informing him she was pregnant.
"What?" she frowned. "Karan I just told you I'm pregnant" she replied tightly. "It's our baby Karan" she pointed. "Our baby" she stressed.
"And I'm not ready Madhu" he replied shaking his head. "Look we've got it good, we're happy" he pushed away from the desk staring out the window.
"Exactly we're happy, don't you think we should complete our family? Yes it might not be what we've planned but it's our baby" she pressed her palm against her abdomen. Madhu had recently found out she was pregnant, she couldn't tell Karan yet as he was away on a business meeting and was gone for the month. Over the month she'd accepted her pregnancy and woven dreams of them with their baby. However she felt like she'd been punched in the gut with Karan's response to her pregnancy.
"Madhu are we ready to be parents?" he questioned turning around to face her. "We've got the responsibilities of like 3 businesses, you wanted to take care of one yourself with me taking care of the other 2" he pointed out.
"So what? Because of career we put a hold onto our marriage and family?" she questioned crossing her arms.
"We're not ready Madhu" he explained.
"How do you know Karan? I'm ready to take our marriage to the next step. I want a family, it's been 2yrs of our marriage, don't you think we should... I don't know start a family"
"Is it because you're bored or something?" he questioned frustrated.
"What?" she scowled. "You think I'm f**king bored that's why I decided to keep this baby. I'm not f**king stupid"
"Madhu I don't want a baby, not yet. I don't think I ever want children" he replied sighing heavily, he paced the floor looking for words to explain. She stepped back in disbelief, tears glistening her eyes.
"This is our baby, how could you not want it?" she mumbled.
"Because I just don't want kids Madhu. I don't like kids" he huffed. "I don't know how to explain it but I f**king hate kids, I don't ever want them"
"Karan..." she cried softly.
"Abort it"
"It's a baby! Not it! A baby, our baby" she cried.
"Fine choose" he told her coldly. "Us or this baby"
Madhu sat up instantly feeling her insides ache, she felt an emptiness within her, she looked around and found herself alone in bed. She hugged her knees biting down on her lip, she'd chosen her husband. She allowed him to take her to the clinic and get rid of their baby, since then their relationship changed massively. They were no longer the happy married couple, they had their problems and their insecurities, their own little hell in their marriage. Both worked for their marriage and were heading down the right direction slowly but... another problem has risen between them. RK...
RK walked into Madhu's room the next day and found her hugging her knees with her head resting on her knees as she slept like that. He guessed she must've woken up in the middle of the night, he placed the drink on the night stand and sat down beside her.
"Madhu" he called gently tapping her shoulder. "Madhu wake up" he touched her again, she mumbled something and slowly blinked her eyes and lifted her head frowning as she looked around.
Madhu shifted back as she realized who was before her and where she was. "What are you doing here?" She questioned tugging the blanket up to her neck. She was still in yesterday's dress, with her knees up it revealed more than she wanted.
"Drink this" he pointed. "It'll help with the headache and your hangover"
"What do you want from me RK?" she asked softly recalling her thoughts from middle of the night when she'd woken up. RK was coming in between her marriage and breaking down the bricks she'd started to rebuild with Karan.
"I want you" he replied honestly, reaching out and tucked away her wayward hair behind her ears. "I want you Madhu"
"I'm married" she whimpered. "Why don't you understand?"
"I don't want you as a f**k or something" he replied tightly. "I want you, all of you" He stressed on his words. She swallowed the lump in her throat gaping at him disbelief, she shook her head climbing out the bed hurriedly keeping the blanket around her.
"Leave me alone" she whispered. "I don't want you, I don't want this"
"Didn't you once think of more when we were together?" he questioned.
"Don't" she clipped out shaking her head. She wasn't going to be going there, like every other girl she'd wished once to be his girlfriend but he proved he wasn't the type, his disappearance was enough to tell her to back away and she did just that. "I didn't walk out, you did" she reminded him.
"And I want to set it right" he responded softly.
"Just stop it RK" she yelled. "Stop this. Nothing could be set right, nothing. I'm married. Why don't you just f**king understand?"
"I know" He sighed heavily resting his elbows on his knees and held his head. "I f**king know that's why I've not done anything" he muttered. "I realized what I lost when I saw you getting married" he whispered.
She looked away, tears glistening in her eyes, Madhu turned and headed into the washroom slamming the door behind her. She wasn't going to let herself even go there, she wasn't going to bring up their past which was nothing but a sexual relationship for them both. She was married and she loved her husband.
RK stared at the door for a moment, he drew in a deep breath and strode out the room, Madhu wouldn't obviously believe him and to make her see he was telling the truth he'd just have to show her with his actions.
Madhu jumped to her feet covering her mouth and rushed over to the basin, she threw up emptying her stomach, she washed her mouth and splashed water over her face feeling exhausted, she stared at her pale reflection as realization dawned on her... she stilled instantly recounting her days and stepped back in shock. She could be pregnant.
Fear gripped her once again recalling Karan's ultimatum last time, she sank onto the floor, her lips trembling as she hugged her legs, tears gathered in her eyes and slowly slid down her cheeks. She couldn't do it again.
She gathered herself and stood up, pulling her hair back into a scruffy bun she walked out and changed into a clean pair of jeans and t-shirt. She grabbed her phone quickly sending out a text to Shaina she was heading out for a while, she called a taxi and waited outside the outhouse. RK was just passing when he noticed her standing outside looking around, he turned and headed towards her but reached her a moment too late as the taxi arrived and she climbed inside. RK noted the taxi number down then turned back heading inside muttering curses brushing a hand through his hair.
How does he get back this woman? He wondered.
Madhu stared numbly at the tests before her, her eyes numb however glistening with tears almost blurring her sight. She couldn't go through this again, just as she fights to survive and is almost standing up, something is thrown over her and knocking her back onto the ground. She threw the sticks across the washroom sobbing, she wished she hadn't even come to the wedding, she wished she hadn't met RK again, a part of her even wished she hadn't met Karan. She loved her husband dearly but he tore her apart, he killed the woman she once was, he'd stripped her off her confidence, her will to live.
Madhu stumbled up to her feet, she couldn't do this anymore, she couldn't fight anymore, she wanted to go home and curl up in the comfort of her bed.
She walked back into the bedroom and pulled the suitcase from above the wardrobe, she grabbed her clothes and flung them inside, her tears continued slid down her cheeks, her heart pounding as it slowly sank in she was once again pregnant.
"Madhu..." RK frowned as he stepped inside and noted her tears, he'd come over to inform her of the girls going shopping and they wanted her to join. "What are you doing?" he questioned trying to register the scene before him.
"I'm going. Tell Shaina I'm sorry" she whispered. "I've gotta go"
"Why are you running away for?" he stepped inside the room closing the door behind him. "Are you afraid?"
"Afraid of what?" she snapped. "Stay away from me RK. I don't want you"
"Really..." he stared at her intently, despite promising himself he wouldn't go with his first plan he couldn't help it. Seeing her run away had his heart racing, he feared if he let her go now he'd never be able to get her back ever.
"This is more than what we had" he pointed out, she shook her head stepping back as he moved towards her in small determined steps.
"Back off" she whispered swiping her wet cheeks.
"Fight this" he whispered darkly stepping closer to her. "Can you Madhu?" he questioned.
She felt the burning sensation rise once again but she refused to cry before him. "Move out my way" she muttered trying to push past him.
A lopsided smile curled on his face, he inched closer till he had her pushed against the wall. "You can't even reply back properly, you can't deny this" he pointed between the small space between them. "Stop running"
"Please stop" she breathed out, her eyes filling up, this was wrong, she couldn't, she shouldn't, this was a sin, a deadly sin. "RK I'm married" she whimpered.
"You feel this" he breathed out cradling her cheek, his nose pressing against the side of her neck inhaling her sweet fragrance, she felt it for sure, the air between them crackled with the sexual tension between them, she was afraid someone else would see it, she pressed her eyes closed fisting her hands by her side as he continued to nuzzle her neck.
"I missed this" he muttered parting his lips and pressed a kiss to the base of her neck tracing soft kisses along her throat. "I missed you"
"Don't" she pressed her palms against his chest trying to push away.
"Don't push me away Madhu. I want all of you" he responded, his eyes intense and darkening each moment. "Completely. I won't hurt you like he did" he whispered.
She swallowed hard squeezing her eyes shut, her lips trembled, she slowly lifted her gaze to his, her eyes glistening with tears, she whimpered, a soft gasp escaped followed by a moan when he closed the distance and claimed her lips, his hands cupping her nape angling her mouth to his, her hands gripped his waist as she reciprocated to his sinful kiss. She was giving in drowning herself in the sinful desires she'd tried to block out. Her fight with herself breaking her, she knew she didn't try hard enough, she should've pushed him away but... at this moment nothing else mattered.
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Prologue added 😃
Some might not agree with Madhu's breakdown here or her giving in but there's a reason behind this. I'd planned always that Madhu will be cheating on her man, I've read stories on women always being cheated on, and I wanted to try a woman cheating on her man.
You're welcome to throw your daggers my way because I know not everyone wanted Madhu cheating on Karan or anything. But this has been my main focus to bring the story to this part. 😳 I'd dropped hints right at the beginning with the prologue. 😆
You'll see RK and Madhu's story unravel and you'll notice a stronger Madhu oon, right now she is too vulnerable to fight especially now she is pregnant. 🤔
As I mentioned right at the beginning it was of a concept I'd typed on before, the concept was not Torn in Between (An SS of Mine) but it was Forbidden Passion which I'd discontinued because I had lost interest in it.
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