Originally posted by: felicity06
Dear All,
I have had a very long and winding journey. My life was simple once...my small family and my simple job were my life. That all changed when I knocked on the doors of the court for justice against a egoistic Superstar. He came like a tsunami and altered the entire course of my life.
We fought, we hurt, we healed, we loved, we fought again, we spewed venom, we lived in denial, we fought some more, we apologised, we forgave...but never stopped loving.
Now I am the wife crazily in love with her husband. I am the woman who made mistakes herself, so she forgave a man who repented for his mistakes. I am the woman who was strong enough to choose a lifetime of love over a lifetime of bitter hatred.
I may be innocent and naive and quite dumb sometimes but I always mean well. And all of my innocuous nature does not mean I need protection or shelter from any harm. I can fight my own battles. I might fall down many times, but like my fighter hubby, I will get back up again. I may have faced a lot of wrong but that has not eroded my faith from goodness.
It is my, and only my right to choose my life. I will always choose good over evil. It is only my right to make my decisions and I have not donated that right to anyone!
I am not blind or deaf or crazy...well maybe a little crazy but only about my hubby. I know what is wrong, what is abuse and what is molestation. I am suffering through all of them right now.
There is a man, nay a criminal, who was my trusted ally at one time. He betrayed my trust and now has begun to put me through a lot of torture. He says he loves me and my hubby does not. He says I dont really love my pati and should be with him.
I say stop! He says never! I say never! He threatens murder! I say please ! He screams divorce!
Is my wish, my want of no value to this man who claims to be perfect for me? He says he wants me happy but he keeps taking, and taking, and taking all things dear to me...will that make me happy?
It hurts...it hurts immeasurably...there is a pain in my heart that never dies down...I am afraid of what he will do...not to me but to my hubby...
But I wont give up. God himself tied RK to my soul despite all the odds against us. He will show me a way. I have faith...in God, in myself and most importantly in my Love.
Yours sincerely
Madhubala Rishabh Kundra