Today's episode forced me to ignore the kraken of the clunks and senselessness that had been unleashed upon us by the CVs, and to get completely engrossed in the drama. đ
I don't even know from where to begin, I am overwhelmed as I just finished the episode.
Firstly, Vivian Dsena, take a bow, man! You showed how a breakdown scene is actually done. How one is supposed to feel when his roots and his beliefs are questioned and shaken! Thanks for playing the character of RK to such perfection! đ
Now, I will come to Rishabh, yes today he was more Rishabh for me than RK. Though it was the ego and reputation of RK that got damaged, but it was the belief of Rishabh that got shattered and it was Rishabh's heart that got broken. The fact that he idolized a demon and not an angel, his whole life, shook his entire world. He didn't know what to make of it. He, so badly, didn't want to believe any of it that he was ready to kill himself. Then when RJ confessed everything, the way he questioned his own blood and the way he compared himself with MK, was just heartbreaking. In his mind, when he redeemed he thought he has become like his father but now, that the truth is out he has the reason to believe that he was like his father all along. (Though I still believe RK was never as evil as MK) All this time, when he was trying to reach the level of greatness his father had in his illusion, in the reality his father had actually managed to reach several milestones on his way to become even more Maha Kameena than he ever was. The fact that the idol he had been worshiping turned out to be everything he was praying not to be and worse, killed him inside.
He still didn't blame anyone else for his misery, just complained to his mother that she should have told him all that before so he wouldn't have made false idols. I saw in the forum that many people believe that RK is going overboard with going all suicidal. I say no he is not. Such a revelation can give any normal person who has been emotionally strong all his life, a psychotic break. RK is in rage, he is deeply wounded, the reality is just too difficult for him to handle, and it's suffocating him. All those moments when he idolized and loved his father and tried to be like him are coming back to haunt him. He is in his character and he is reacting the way he should. If it would have been anything else, at least I wouldn't have bought it.
Though I still want to keep talking about RK, but I guess I have to mention Sultan before this post gets any longer. Anyone who has read any of my posts may know how I feel for him. I am actually proud of him that he finally got the guts to come out of his golden shell and admit out loud his intentions. It was never about his mother's respect, it was always about disrespecting RK so he can get back at him. It was always about his enmity because he has lost to RK earlier though it doesn't matter the fight was always doomed to end that way, to begin with. đ¤
But as I believe it was RK's karma coming to bite him, I will just wait till RK gets better and when the karma pays a visit to Sultan.đ
Oh yeah, and welcome back Madhu, I missed you. đł
P.S. This is entirely my opinion, so you may agree to disagree, I will understand that. Please no need to bash anyone.
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