OS: I AM Madhubala

A/n: this is my first ever attempt at poetry (is it that?) I don't know what it is. If you do, please let me know. As usual the jargon is a direct result of my mood swings. Like that is any news. Enjoy:) & any experts feel free to correct me or leave pointers

When I say, I am okay.

I really want you to hold me.

When I say I am strong,

I mean, I am easy to break

Because you have pushed me over the edge

And I am hanging by a thread

I find ellipses in your periods

Because I don't want this to end

I find exclamations of love in your question marks of lust

Because that superficial kiss is my bondage to your soul

I sit in a lone corner waiting for daylight

Because the sun will come

And you WILL love me

Someday

If not today

Then, tomorrow

You will call me beautiful

I am pleasant on the eyes

Aren't I?

Don't lie.

Actually, do lie.

Because I am afraid you will say something I do not want to hear.

Like

Like

I met someone

There is this other girl

It's not you, it's me

It is you.

Damn hell, it is you.

I am tired of hiding in your pillows,

Living in your shadows

I am tired of loving you with my chunky thighs

My frizzy hair that falls out like cat fur

My short legs that will get me killed in a chase one day

My scar filled face that isn't worthy of your heavenly glance

I am not your charity project

Not the film that never gets pushed to floors

Not the replacement for your unrequited romance

I am Madhubala

Before I am Madhubala Rishabh Kundra.

Originally posted by: ar_art

that was so so... what to you call it soul catching??? heart breaking reality... that is so madhu yaar...
lovely

Originally posted by: aksuji

m really awful at poems...because half of the poem goes into my head and the other half flies above my head...but ye poem mujhe samajh mein a gayi...yayyy...par kitna samajh mein ayi ...pata nhi...lol...

I am not a poetry reader but, I can listen. I like listening more than I like talking. I like writing more than listening...now it's all about me😆 back to you. yes, I am not a Victorian so, simple English

lekin jitna samajh mein ayi ...achchi lagi...

thank you😊

seems like with current storyline of the serial u r frustrated...and u r trying to show that madhubala has her own identity and u r trying to express her pain

you got it. not necessarily the show. I dont give a damn about that anymore. but, I still care about Madhu & RK.

Originally posted by: Desire6

Wen u said poem i was lk oh god Poem.. Poem nd me are lk chatis ka akada, kabhi mere palle hi nahi pada... Bt dis was nice one or rathr say my little brain can undestand🤣 truly said dis is our madhu strong yet broken waitn 4daylt his luv nd... Realty she goin thru...Gud one dear