FF: Fire and Desire note on pg. 24 - Page 8

Thxs for the pm dear

but i want rk to know that madhu is pregnant

Thank you!!!

Yay, I didn't see any pregnancy ff's and I really wanted to see how a child would change the dynamics of their relationship. If I would have found even one ff on IF with madhu pregnant I might not have wrote this one. But then when I saw there wasn't one...I really wanted to write one. 😛

"Ma please don't worry about me. I am fine. Plus bittuji is there too," Madhu tried to reassure her mother who had seen her when she had come back home looking morose.

"Yes but beta look at you. I can tell something happened," her mothers concerned voice spoke back.

"Yes something happened ma but this is an everyday thing, and I took on his challenge head on. I knew what I was getting into when I decided to teach him a lesson about life. I knew it would not be easy and it's fine Ma. I am learning to ignore him...learning to deal with things." Her mother let the subject drop reluctantly. Madhu understood her mother's worries, but she could not quit. She had to fight him.

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"Bhabhi ji, today is the last day for shooting. We are actually starting outdoor shooting tomorrow for the next few weeks."

"Oh well then I guess today is my last day."

"No bhabhiji won't you come on the outdoor shooting?"

"You know I cannot. Ma would never agree and I can just find work at another set."

While Madhu was speaking to Bittuji, RK showed up and gave her his deadly looks, or what he thought were deadly looks. Did he have something up his sleeves? Before she could even finish that thought, Deepali walked in behind him, apparently she was going to be the item dancer for one of the songs.

Thankfully, she did not have to do Deepali's hair though, there was another hairdresser for that. She just had to do the heroine's hair.

Madhu watched as RK rubbed his hands all over that filth during the item dance. She knew she should not feel jealous. She knew he was doing it to hurt her because he kept looking at her as he touched Deepali, and she should not let it affect her but it did. She hated him for what he had done, but still it hurt to see him like this with another girl. That too a girl he used to love.

Madhu somehow found it in herself to just ignore them. She looked away and did not look back. She wanted him to think that he was not important enough to warrant even a second of her time or a fleck of her emotion.

A plan entered Madhu's head. If he could try to hurt her by hanging a s**t off his hands, then she could try using the same tactic. She knew it was wrong and she should not do it, but sometimes to clean dirt you had to get down and dirty yourself.

After the shoot was over RK told everyone that he was throwing a party for everyone because it was the last day before outdoor shooting. She decided to join the party and act out her plans.

Spot dada came over and told her RK is looking for her in his vanity. Him again she thought. What does he want know? Probably to insult her a bit more or try to hurt her a bit more.

She entered his vanity while he was sitting on the couch with his feet on the ottoman looking like some self-satisfied egotist.

"So are you coming to the outdoor shooting?"

"What does it matter to you?"

"Well ofcourse it matters. Our little war is not over yet."

"No I am not coming. My life unlike yours does not revolve around destroying someone else's existence. I am not mentally unstable you see. I have my family to worry about and other more important things in life."

"Naa aa aahh..." he said. "You are admitting defeat Madhubala. I did not expect this from you. If you don't come to the outdoor shooting then you lose Madhubala. And I win. I want to win, but on my terms. Jeet mein koi maza nahi jab tak samna wala aapne ghutne ne takde. You are just giving up, letting me win. There is no fun in that. Are you not strong enough to fight me anymore?"

He hit a nerve with that last bit. "Letting you win? Not strong enough," Madhu huffed under her breath. "Fine I will come." She knew what he was doing, but she let him because she could never allow him to think she lost because she was weak.

"Madhubala ahhaa," he said with a smirk. Madhu left and got ready to attend the party. Madhu had called dido who had kindly brought a pretty plain red sari for her for the party. She wanted to look good for this to work. She looked at herself in the mirror. The sari was a scandalous red, and it hugged her figure like a glove.

Time to give him a taste of his medicine.

She went out in the party and mingled with the other girls. She saw Deepali again at the party looking for someone...probably RK. That shameful woman could never keep her hands to herself or to her husband.

She turned and she actually felt RK looking at her before she looked straight in his eyes.

She had expected the same old hatred in his eyes, or the same smirk on his face but she heated when she saw desire in his eyes. It was so unexpected especially after their most recent encounter that she had stop and think a moment. Unbridled desire, unashamed carousel of her bottom to top. Her body temperature was spiking as she continued to stare.

Someone tapped on her shoulder and jolted her out of her train of thoughts.

It was the cameraman, Yash.

"Would you like to dance with me?" he asked. Wow, her plan worked without even actually doing anything.

"Yes."

She placed her hand in his and he followed him to the dance floor. She shook her hips to the music and he placed his hands on her waist, slowly getting closer to her. She had not planned to get this close to the guy.

The whole time the dance went on, she felt his eyes on her, burning holes in the back of her head. Soon she felt arms wrap around her from behind...RK's arms. He dragged her away from the party and took her to his vanity.

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So here's part 3. Some more things have to happen before I start the pregnancy track (make sure to catch the next part...rishbala encounter breakthrough...you will like it). I know its similar to the show...but thats because I like putting a twist to the show and writing it in a different way...a way I like. But this wont go on forever. Once the outdoor shooting track starts...there wont be as much resemblance to the show.

Finally, the likes and comments for each part keep going down. Is it uninteresting? Do you not like my writing? Please give me some feedback so I can do something about that.

P.S. And I know I keep changing the title...but I cant find one I like. I thought Iron Will...i kinda like that. But then fire and desire is good too. So expect future changes to the title until I find one perfect one.

Loved the update!! Madhu in red saree..hmm lovely!!! Thx for the pm, will wait for ur next update