SS: The Fault in Our Stars THE END - Page 2

Originally posted by: iiDona

What is an 'instant death' anyway? How long is an instant? Is it one second? Ten? The pain of those seconds must have been awful as her heart burst and her lungs collapsed and there was no air and no blood to her brain and only raw panic. What the hell is an instant? Nothing is instant.

-John Green, Looking for Alaska

Originally posted by: Nafs_Sweetheart

😆 I think like you said about instant death, no such thing when you are talking about loosing your life, each second must feel like an hour when you're struggling for breath and in pain. I think we all choose not to think about it because it's going to happen to us anyway no matter if we freak out or not.

I suppose it's a decision we will have to make, if we have an opportunity to do so, to be high on something, alcohol or drugs something to lessen the pain, but if we believe in not drinking and drugs, then we will have to just face the pain.

Originally posted by: Nafs_Sweetheart

😆 I think like you said about instant death, no such thing when you are talking about loosing your life, each second must feel like an hour when you're struggling for breath and in pain. I think we all choose not to think about it because it's going to happen to us anyway no matter if we freak out or not.

I suppose it's a decision we will have to make, if we have an opportunity to do so, to be high on something, alcohol or drugs something to lessen the pain, but if we believe in not drinking and drugs, then we will have to just face the pain.

Originally posted by: mytinypaintings

I used to fear my death but since i lost some one very very precious I now fear losing loved ones. It is even impossible to write that word for them even in state of fear...waiting for your new FF I am certain it is going to be as good if not better than the rain one. waiting

Originally posted by: mytinypaintings

Instant is this moment... and the kind of pain that you are talking about is sooo grave that it becomes the analgesic itself. It numbs all feelings, including the sensation of pain...extreme pain disconnects one from every thing including itself...That how one crosses that line. Thats how the instant is defined. Its duration is just that instant...no second no minutes just that instant sans any other sensation.

Originally posted by: mytinypaintings

yes I was talking about setting fire to the Rain...Exotic was also yours right?? you are right that feeling of numbness and emptyness is soo huge ...I felt disconnected for so long from everything. It is soo true it is all but a speculation...for me the realization is still missing...That is why I said intense pain is an analgesic...lol

Originally posted by: mytinypaintings

all that preceeds that instant that is what I believe...but as you said speculation...lol I dont want to be there any more

Originally posted by: iiDona

Yes, Exotic is my work as well. Click on my siggie link if that interest you😆 keke for shameless advertising. It hurt because it mattered.

You do not have to take your life back, you simply have to find a way work around an event that stands true in your existence much like other happenings. Closure is difficult to come by. Keep looking.