An Apology Letter to Mr. Mishal Raheja from his fan
Clears throat... uhuun.. uhuun... So where should I start from...
Okay chalo kahin se bhi shuru karte hain... after all its an apology...
Dear Mr. Mishal Raheja...
Taking into account my fellow members posts that enlightened me with the fact that might be... we are bit overdoing in criticism and interfering your public and private life... I have decided to make an apology post for you... considering that your emotions and feelings might be hurt...
Mr. Raheja... I am one of your crazy, insane, idiot phan... and has rejoined in December 2011... the LTL forum at India-forums... after seeing it ready to be closed due to end of the show...
Your performance, expressions, voice modulation and overall persona had woken up a fan within me... which was dead since all the years of my life I had lived... I tried again to put that fan into sleep... but was unsuccessful... So after being defeated... and whole heartily accepting it... I jumped into this forum... waiting for your each and every news... whether it's a little appearance...
I had no issues with your looks at PHD 4th Anniversary bash... as I know you are the same person... There was no one of your fans who really criticised you for your looks... All were taking it as fun... Do you even know how much it pains to wait for your simple appearance or even a general tweet... So if anybody said something about it... it was just jokingly to pass the tough and painful period of painful period of your wait... In fact we relish each and every moment... in which you are present... Sorry if it still hurts... I apologise for this... I loved you in what you were wearing... In fact... you were wearing shade of one of my favourites colours... So how could I dislike it...
As far as article on indya.com regarding your comeback on Veer Shivaji is concerned... I can definitely say that 85% of your fans were accepting you in this role... regardless of the same channel... which had tried to defame you... Other 15% were only considering it as no due to the channel only... And these are those fans who worked hard to save your reputation when the channel was trying to defame it... So I don't think there was any role of your fans here in interfering your choices... Still if you consider that you were confused by fans' input... I would apologise for this also...
Now coming to those sins... for which I am only responsible... Missing Mishtah India and Abla Naari posts... May be I had gone too far in making fun of the artist I adore and admire heartily... But my intentions were not immoral or meant to hurt you... I seriously, wholesome heartily apologise to you... These were only to stir the silent forum and pass the painful period of your wait...
I agree here that I wrote about your company being small... After banging my head in 4 public and private limited companies since last 12 years... an entrepreneur in me will always classify your enterprise as small... and I mean it... and I am happy to see you achieving success in the business ventures you have done...
But I still apologise if I have hurt you... But But But... Don't think that I will refrain from making such posts in near future... a crazy, insane, idiot, weirdo, nutcase fan in me will again emerge out of me to do so... and to make fun of the actor I adore, admire... heartily...
I wish I had 48 hours in a day... so that I could dedicate atleast 10 hours to the craziness towards you... š³
I may have left many issues which may have hurt you... I sincerely request you to point at those also... So that I can apologise for that...