Originally posted by: Elysia
First of all, brilliant episode and awesomefantabulous sequence to a sad song that fit Dutta perfectly. I love it when he's all brooding (but not drinking) and wallowing. i agree i was fearing he wud cum bk drunk or start drinking i hpe he stays sober...n probs has a heart 2 heart with naku altho it seems unlikely bt i dnt mind a cute romantic scene...wer naku feeds him with her own hands... the whole storyline is so intense tht im missing tht cute romance of tasha... 😕 wanna c it bk...Only he wallows way too much. Still, he manages to wallow in a way that makes me want to cuddle him rather than peptalk him. Sigh. What a broken and absolutely beautiful character. I'll never tire of pointing this out. Ever.
Wow. A lot has happened in the past week. Dutta went from denial and anger to realization and, well, more anger, and grief. He has finally realized, full and well, that Nana is his enemy. Now on top of all this, he has also forgiven Damodar to a certain extent and has started beating himself up about 1) not taking the chance to talk to Damodar when his father was still alive, and 2) freezing Madhu out. yep defo m glad this letter put a closure to dutta's confusions...it nt onli says tht NS is his enemy bt also says why...it also revealed the stuff baji n naku wud neva cum 2 no... i.e. tht supriya's getaway was NS's plan... i'd say b4 dyin DP apne pitah hone ka farz kuch hadh thak poora kar gaya...this letter reali made me feel bad for DP, Madhu and Dutta...bt mainly DP...i'd defo like 2 c hw this letter changes Dutta's behaviour towards madhu... bt mst importantly whether or not it does... their relationship is reali complicated
Buuh, Dutta.
Although we all understand. Come here *cuddles Dutta* *** Yuvi pushes ana out the way n hugs dutta herself n glares at ana😆😉
I suppose that as much as new wounds have been made within him, old wounds have begun their painful healing process. word! hw beautifully u put tht...👏 The Blaming Game is a part of Dutta's usual grieving process. First, he is all high and mighty PMS, in denial, a real brat, and then he realizes the reality of things and starts blaming himself to the point that he needs alcohol to drown all his senses - and then, of course, the real healing process begins. i hpe alcohol is kept a mile away from this part onwards... he's seriously gna develop severe health problems if he continues drinking😕
I love this guy. nt as much as i do😆😉
Throughout his realization of the truth, I could feel just how overwhelmed he was by all kinds of odd and bewildering emotions. Some of those emotions were nameless. Now, it seems that he feels a strong sense of loyalty toward his father. The notion that he wants to promise Damodar not to harm Nana as long as Rupali is alive - somehow I doubt that he'd even consider this in his normal rage following such a revelation that obviously tore him apart. sme here bt i guess the promo by khushi ova the weekend gave it away tht he wnt openly declare warm with nana simply becos of DP's promise...which in itself speaks a lot...i mean this was the sme dutta tht didnt acknowledge DP n hated him at 1 point n 2day the sme DP is stopping him from harming his biggest enemy---summut tht no1 cud do...nt AS...nt Naku...no1.. if u notice no1 til date has stopped dutta from reaching n harming his enemy nt evn threats to his family...bt DP's promise has...bt m sure he wil keep an eye on NS's actions n w8 for the right time 2 declare war...i think mayb dutta wnts NS 2 reveal his truth himself 2... thts y m havin my hopes pinned on the factory inaugration...i feel NS has summut big planned...come on this factory has been in discussion for a while.. n NS inviting his family 2 it...defo summut fishy...note hw he always does summut wen he invites dutta n his family ova... no doubt an attack is waiting 2 tke place..i cnt w8...m so excited...lol...No, it's those cryptic emotions toward his father (in the wake of reading the letter) that has Dutta making this mental promise to Damodar and becoming so aware of Madhu and the few memories he has of his meeting with his father - note that in the video he was remembering how he treated Damodar and how Damodar, despite the abuse, treated Dutta.yep defo... no doubt this letter was written post tht event becos AS hadnt forgiven him thn n wen he wrote the letter AS had forgiven him as he mentioned tht in the letter... dutta probs regretting his actions esp considering tht despite it all DP stil b4 leaving the world solved dutta's many mysteries n problems which otherwise wud hav remained unsolved...i.e. Supriya's getaway was NS's plan... women tracking was NS's plan...DP didn't no naku's face truth (wich i stil dnt gt y becos he knw a lot abt naku's family--i.e. tht ganpath was a drunkard n stole stuff etc) all these things wer answered in tht letter...also the ? tht mayb dutta always wntd 2 ask bt his ego neva let him..."y did DP return after so many yrs...y didnt he try cumin 1st?"---it ws answered...it was 2 protect him from NS...becos he knw dutta was living a gumnaam zindagi in the sense tht he wasnt knwn 2 the world as DP's son n tht was the reason y he was free from death threats..summut which madhu wasn't...she was always the main target from day 1... dutta cme in2 the pic much l8r on...n probs wudnt hav eva if he didnt step in the underworld/don business... it was onli after he became a don tht he cme into the sight/knowledge of NS... I always thought that Dutta having no actual memory of Damodar selling him/feeding him beer, etc., as a kid means that Dutta had no actual hatred toward Damodar other than the strong detest that was a result of the knowledge he was given about Damodar's deeds.
But there's a bond between parents and their children that is hard to simply break. well said!!👏
I think that Dutta felt a strong sense of relief, having read the letter - 1) because he wanted to allow himself to care for Damodar, yet felt a strong sense of loyalty toward his mother and sisters, thus it bothered him and he decided to shut Damodar out of his life entirely. However, knowing how much his father paid for his deeds, knowing that he felt remorse and attempted to do the right thing, and knowing that he never forgot his son, but kept an eye on him - all of these things seemed to make Dutta feel that he could permit himself to care now. Because despite being a bad person, Damodar was trying to make amends, and did manage to make a few amends before he died. it defo did giv a sense of relief...as said b4 a lot of mysteries hav been resolved thru the letter which else otherwise wud hav remained a paheli...dutta's received a lot of ans to his ?s which wil hpefully help him make peace with his dad...accept him--summut which he hasnt fully dne yt...(stil addressing him as DP n nt dad---summut i wud like him 2 do is address him as Dad) nt sure if it wil happen tho...😕2) I think that Dutta always wanted to know the truth about his father. To know that they were different somehow, not entirely the same. Dutta couldn't have overlooked the striking persona-related similarities b/t Damodar and himself. The road they both chose to go down. Yet the difference remains that Dutta never stopped caring. Even when he was dark, a part of him stayed human. He killed people, but not always for selfish reasons (as it were to start with, you know, Seema's betrayal, etc.). Unlike Damodar, he felt responsible for people. 😕hw do u mean he felt responsible for ppl...didnt Dutta feel the sme?😕
I wonder, though. How does one perceive Dutta's dirty deeds compared to Damodar's or Nana's or any other gangster's for that matter? Are there different levels of bad? Did Dutta ever really come to terms with his past as a cold-blooded killer? He was a contract killer. He killed for money. How does one come to terms with something like that? Perhaps he'll burn forever, knowing what he did, and not feeling that he can ever make up for it? Where does his redemption start and where does it end? Is it true what Kala said? He'll end up in Hell, punishment for his bad deeds? yes he was a contract killer... he used 2 do it for money to start with...as he sed 2 naku in tht special update tht he neva considered who the person was...or his family wen he used 2 kill b4...bt wen he found thm women in thm boxes...it was tho thts wt shaked dutta n thts wen he decided he wnt kill without a solid reason...he was against women tracking business...as a summary i'd say NS is the worst--living a double life..while DP n dutta always lived a single life..they wer wt they wer infront of evry1...nt summut dif 2 the family n summut dif outside..while NS was...his sis had no clue abt his women tracking business..cos he wntd 2 remain a goody 2 shoes infront of his sis whilst didnt care 2 think tht the women he sold wer sum1s sisters too?... DP n Dutta on the sme level yt different..cos its stil nt clear if DP did killing tho...wt dhandhey did he do is stil unclear? dutta's redemption started wen he stopped wrong dhandhey (drugs n selling women) from happening...n made sure tht no innocent man is killed...the ppl he kills r the wrongdoers... so i'd say his redemption started the day he found thm women in the box n ensured tht no other women wud b sent out like tht... its a big thing 2 do...considering he was jus a mamuli (ordinary) contract killer...he wasnt a big man in the underworld at tht time n quite clearly knw tht wt he was gna do wud cause lots of big men 2 becum his enemies bt he didnt fear ne of tht...he stood by wt his conscious tld him..."stop these wrong dhandhey" which he did...up until nw...i dnt think his punishment wil b hell... he's paid for his deeds in his own way...sme goes for DP..i dnt think he's in hell either... he repented n served the punishment of his deeds in this life... dutta already feels he cnt make up for wt he did bt by protecting the innocent n ensuring no women is sold for money etc is a way of making up for thm deeds...finding thm women in the boxes was his wake up call n real test... the test was "whether he'd kill his conscious n continue completing the task tht was given 2 him (ship thm women out) or whether he'd stand up 2 the wrongdoers behind this business n ensure it stops" n he chose the latter..i feel tht was the road 2 redemption n making up for his deeds...yet he personally feels tht regardless of wt he does he stil cnt make up for thm deeds..bt we cnt decide tht...GOD does tht...
But there are so many things that sets him apart from Damodar, the man his father was. The whole history repeating itself element is still very much there - yet Damodar and Dutta were two different men, despite their similarities.
Nakusha's comfort is touching. She's just there, helping him through. She can't take his pain. But she can support him through it - kind of like when he held her hand through the surgery after she was shot. That was a very sweet moment between them. yes indeed..it was like i cnt tke the pain away bt the least i cn do is share it with u...i've noticed tht with dutta...weneva he gave pain 2 naku (after falling in love with her) he always punished himself...like wen he slapped her n she fell n her wound started bleeding...he wnt n self harmed himself...(smashing alcohol bottle in his hand n his hand started bleeding)
DuJi hug? Epic. Need I say more? I'm sure Mooner has an entire analysis ready on that two-second scene.
I'm curious to see how Dutta will be around Madhu now. How will the revelations alter their relationship? defo...thts summut im dyin 2 c 2... bt the ? is whether or nt it wil alter it... hpefully it will bt u neva no with dutta...lol... as of yt i feel its a while b4 he wil start his relationship on a fresh note with madhu...for nw his main concern is gna b dealing with NS...he is yt 2 cum 2 terms with accepting DP as his dad (summut which isnt yt clear as to whether or nt he has accepted him) n the day he does tht wil b the day his relation with madhu may change for the better😃
More so, I'm excited about the Dutta-Nana silent war coming up. Dutta knows about Nana now, but Nana doesn't know that Dutta knows, which puts Dutta ahead of the game that Nana's playing with him. defo... n m sure dutta wnt let Nana suspect he knws his truth... i think dutta going to the inaugration party is the starting point of the war... Will Dutta pretend around Nana, searching for the man's weaknesses as he waits... he wil defo w8...for what? For Rupali to die or wake up? ideally wake up becos for NS 2 knw tht DP was innocent she HAS to wake up...NS cnt die without knwing his revenge was wrong... he has to no tht b4 he dies..its VITAL...Rupali has 2 wake up n reveal the truth... I have a feeling that the air is going to be poisonous whenever Dutta is in the same room as Nana... it might not take long for Nana to figure out that Dutta knows.yes bt m sure dutta wil behave as he normally does yet keep an eye on NS's moves n make sure it fails... dutta is quite good at hiding his inner feelings...n m sure he wil successfully do so this time 2... I also have a feeling that if he ever comes to know about Madhu, he'll make her his next target. i think he already knws tht madhu is DP's daughter...the way he was staring at her wen he cme 2 invite thm 2 the inaugration was obv...i dno y bt i think tht madhu wil b his target at the inaugration...he always attacks DP's family... 1st naku (as its his weakest point---NS knws tht Dutta loves naku mre thn ne1 else in this world) n mayb his next target wud hav been sum1 else bt nw tht he's seen madhu...he myt change his plan becos he surely wil attack her...i mean come on this is the sme girl he'd personally gne 2 kill wen she was a kid... usually he gts others 2 do his job bt with madhu he wnt himself...jus goes 2 shw hw much he himself wnts 2 torture DP's kids...
Still, I'm not too worried. Dutta is ahead of the game right now as he knows the truth and as long as Nana doesn't figure this out, defo as long as NS doesnt figure it out n dutta is aware of evry move thn surely dutta wil remain ahead of the game...bt this is NS we r talkin abt...he has 1 hell of a sharp mind...im sure balu wil b bk in the picture 2 help dutta fight his battles...mayb dutta n balu wil join hands... bt they wil need 2 b carefuly if they do...Dutta can scheme and plant traps for Nana and ward himself and his family against his enemy. However, Dutta being such a straightforward person, might do the quite opposite. Who knows. onli time wil tell bt i think he myt choose 2 play games for a while til NS reveals his truth himself...mayb he'l try creating circumstances wer NS reveals his truth himself... becos for sum1 like NS it shud cum out in the open from his own mouth...
Awesomefantabulous episode 👏 I shall take a bow.