Dutta: G'Bye Seema, u were not meant for me

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Posted: 14 years ago

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So Dutta has, momentarily, bid Good Bye to Patil Niwas and is expected to be meeting Seema soon.😭😭😭 He will, undoubtedly, experience a myriad of emotions in his last and final confrontation with the woman who changed his life in the most cruel fashion possible and so, irrevocably, that he had no choice but to fall in a vicious cycle where he needed to be brow beaten by all the hardships that fate can possibly throw and allow his regeneration from beast to a better human being. He will now be able to look into Seema's eyes and thank her for opening the doors of a world where he discovered the real meaning of selfless and unconditional love in the form of Nakusha, the gift that the Heavens always had in store for him. These words from Dutta would be Seema's ultimate mea culpa before she beats a retreat in her own murky world.

Thank you for causing so much pain and ripping my heart from me. Looking at you, ten years on, it is hard to believe that I did not see the web of lies you wove around me.

Thank you for giving me a chance to see a stranger who may have the same face and the same touch of hand but fact is that I can see now who you really are and why were not meant to be happy.

Thank you for showing me, albeit, in the most cruel of manners that it was never going to work as you so, succinctly, reminded me one dark stormy night by, almost, killing the last vestiges of humanity in me.

Thank you for allowing me to amaze myself despite your heinous betrayal and learn to care for someone else, understand her fear just as she has understood me.

Thank you for leaving and making me realise that you were not what I wanted and that I was not meant for you. The sight of you crying or in a heap on the floor does not move me anymore as you are gone and do not live in my heart anymore. Somebody, infinitely, gentle and loving does.

Thank you for, knowingly, damaging a fragile mind and a life not ready for the great tests of love. Seeing you ten years on, I can see why you were sent on a mission to destroy as I needed to regenerate into the new me.

Thank you for teaching me a valuable lesson, for forcing me to make a reality check and be able to call a spade a spade.

Thank you for helping me wake up and realise that life is short and that I should listen to how I really feel better and happy now to take a chance on being happy ever after with the one person who has believed in me.

Thank you for letting me see through the smokescreen that you were and finally learn not to misread the signs that you could ever have cared or loved me as you are not ever going to fool me ever. I can see the glass and I, now, know that I would like my woman to be real with lots of class. I am no longer blinded by fury but driven by hope for somebody who is totally worth my trust and love.

So Goodbye Seema, I have had a lucky escape and I will not waste any more precious time on broken dreams as I have a million and one things to do and cannot wait to see what else this journey through life with Nakusha, my one and only real love, will bring. ❤️

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Exactly kavita, i also want dutta to thank seema nd wid him i also want to thank her in advance bcoz she vl act as a cupid between our TaSha.

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Originally posted by: KavitaDR

So Dutta has momentarily bid Good Bye to Patil Niwas and is expected to be meeting Seema soon.😭😭😭 He will, undoubtedly, experience a myriad of emotions in his last and final confrontation with the woman who changed his life in the most cruel fashion possible and so, irrevocably, that he had no choice but to fall in a vicious cycle where he needed to be brow beaten by all the hardships that fate can possibly throw and allow his regeneration from beast to a better human being. He will now be able to look into Seema's eyes and thank her for opening the doors of a world where he discovered the real meaning of selfless and unconditional love in the form of Nakusha, the gift that the Heavens always had in store for him. These words from Dutta would be Seema's ultimate mea culpa before she beats a retreat in her own murky world.

Thank you for causing so much pain and ripping my heart from me. Looking at you, ten years on, it is hard to believe that I did not see the web of lies you wove around me.

Thank you for giving me a chance to see a stranger who may have the same face and the same touch of hand but fact is that I can see now who you really are and why were not meant to be happy.

Thank you for showing me, albeit, in the most cruel of manners that it was never going to work as you so, succinctly, reminded me one dark stormy night by, almost, killing the last vestiges of humanity in me.

Thank you for allowing me to amaze myself despite your heinous betrayal and learn to care for someone else, understand her fear just as she has understood me.

Thank you for leaving and making me realise that you were not what I wanted and that I was not meant for you. The sight of you crying or in a heap on the floor does not move me anymore as you are gone and do not live in my heart anymore. Somebody, infinitely, gentle and loving does.

Thank you for, knowingly, damaging a fragile mind and a life not ready for the great tests of love. Seeing you ten years on, I can see why you were sent on a mission to destroy as I needed to regenerate into the new me.

Thank you for teaching me a valuable lesson, for forcing me to make a reality check and be able to call a spade a spade.

Thank you for helping me wake up and realise that life is short and that I should listen to how I really feel better and happy now to take a chance on being happy ever after with the one person who has believed in me.

Thank you for letting me see through the smokescreen that you were and finally learn not to misread the signs that you could ever have cared or loved me as you are not ever going to fool me ever. I can see the glass and I, now, know that I would like my woman to be real with lots of class. I am no longer blinded by fury but driven by hope for somebody who is totally worth my trust and love.

So Goodbye Seema, I have had a lucky escape and I will not waste any more precious time on broken dreams as I have a million and one things to do and cannot wait to see what else this journey through life with Nakusha, my one and only real love, will bring. ❤️
Ur comments please.😳

Hey Kavi, mere mooh ki baat chinli tumne😊

I would like Dutta to say all of that.

But Dutta being a man of few words, I would like to hear him just say, without recrimination,

"I have found true love. If my love for you had been true, I would not have been blinded by fury, and turned the course of my life. I hope you find someone who will alter your life. You begged for a chance to live, I gave it to you. Now, you saved my life. Thank you. So Goodbye Seema, I have had a lucky escape and I will not waste any more precious time on broken dreams as I have a million and one things to do and cannot wait to see what else this journey through life with Nakusha, my one and only real love, will bring. ❤️

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Posted: 14 years ago

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Parting words: "Goodbye Seema, we were never meant for each other."

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And this is exactly why we needed Seema back! Lovely post, Kavita! Love Dutta's thoughts especially!

This is Dutta's dilemma and his war with himself, he places the people he loves on pedestals. Also, he doesn't believe that people can err, or change. With Seema coming back in this fashion, rescuing him and asking for his forgiveness he will see it crystal clear.

That people change, due to circumstances, and sometimes because of the life they've lived. He'll see that it wasn't just he who changed that night. Seema also took the road to Hell.

He'll learn that just because you've seen Hell, doesn't mean there's no way back. The reason he is scared to accept Naku's love is because, somewhere he doesn't feel worthy of it. Seema's act of kindness will lead to him forgiving her, and ultimately himself.

The third and greatest lesson he'll learn is that he had to walk through all these dark nights, get spurned and hurt and burnt, to be worthy of a love as magnificent as this. Naku has shown him, in a hundred ways, why he deserves love. She has taught him that when you truly love, you fight for it and you never give up.

he will thank Seema for starting this chain, that led him to his destiny

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I only hope Kavita, that the creatives do it this way and this fast....and not drag it, I am yet to see the episode of today but nonetheless it should be over soon and fast...I hope and prey!!

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Exactly kavita, i also want dutta to thank seema nd wid him i also want to thank her in advance bcoz she vl act as a cupid between our TaSha.

Dear Shruti,

However much the tendency has been for the CVs to show a third party acting as Cupid for TASHA, I want Dutta to complete this last journey of realisation of love in the most beautiful sense possible all by himself. Only, then would he have proved to himself and Nakusha that their love needs no appendages of any sort to bloom. 😊

More importantly, i dont want him to feel indebted by gratitude for someone who has done so much harm that he finds himself battling for life once again after Kala's masterstroke. 😡

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Hey Kavi, mere mooh ki baat chinli tumne😊

I would like Dutta to say all of that.

But Dutta being a man of few words, I would like to hear him just say, without recrimination,

"I have found true love. If my love for you had been true, I would not have been blinded by fury, and turned the course of my life. I hope you find someone who will alter your life. You begged for a chance to live, I gave it to you. Now, you saved my life. Thank you. So Goodbye Seema, I have had a lucky escape and I will not waste any more precious time on broken dreams as I have a million and one things to do and cannot wait to see what else this journey through life with Nakusha, my one and only real love, will bring. ❤️

Parting words: "Goodbye Seema, we were never meant for each other."

Dear Yamini,

Gosh, i finally, know your name and it is beautiful. It did cross my mind that the Dutta we know may never be able to voice such a mouthful. Ab mooh se bole ya ankhon ki zubaani, he should be able to blurt it out. I am, really, looking forward to this confrontation when two individuals now separated forever in mind and spirit meet and allow both to get rid of the emotionally destructive baggage they have lugged behind for years.

And Thank you Yamini for completing the bit I left out. anymore. Jo bhi bharas, this is the opportunity to get it done. Be my guest.😆

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And this is exactly why we needed Seema back! Lovely post, Kavita! Love Dutta's thoughts especially!

This is Dutta's dilemma and his war with himself, he places the people he loves on pedestals. Also, he doesn't believe that people can err, or change. With Seema coming back in this fashion, rescuing him and asking for his forgiveness he will see it crystal clear.

That people change, due to circumstances, and sometimes because of the life they've lived. He'll see that it wasn't just he who changed that night. Seema also took the road to Hell.

He'll learn that just because you've seen Hell, doesn't mean there's no way back. The reason he is scared to accept Naku's love is because, somewhere he doesn't feel worthy of it. Seema's act of kindness will lead to him forgiving her, and ultimately himself.

The third and greatest lesson he'll learn is that he had to walk through all these dark nights, get spurned and hurt and burnt, to be worthy of a love as magnificent as this. Naku has shown him, in a hundred ways, why he deserves love. She has taught him that when you truly love, you fight for it and you never give up.

He will thank Seema for starting this chain, that led him to his destiny

My dear Liz,

I am happy to have at least made sense. See, indulging in poetic prose has never been my forte. I leave this to the diehard romantics that we have on the forum with yourself leading the pack. But watching todays' precap by Shonapinky, I felt like straying from any analytical posts. The very thought that we might be deprived of Dutta's sight for whatever period CVs have in mind is mind-boggling. I dont, even, feel like watching today's epi as I will, either, cry or bang the wall in fury against Kala.

To come back to your post, I want Dutta to go through this phase of acceptance and forgiveness that may not, necessarily, excuse or erase the betrayal - but instead - allow Dutta to let go and, freely, be present in the lives of all those he loves ten years after the catastrophe that hit him. I wrote in one of my earlier posts that Dutta should be able to experience the totality of it [all], the sensations in his body, the sound of Nakusha's voice, more importantly so in front of Seema, his perceptions, his thoughts and prejudices....All that has been at zero distance from him and all that is in him. All that will come out once he would have shaken off that simmering toxic anger that has plagued his life for ten years. 😊

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I only hope Kavita, that the creatives do it this way and this fast....and not drag it, I am yet to see the episode of today but nonetheless it should be over soon and fast...I hope and prey!!

Hey Tintiny.

Now that would be asking too much from our revered CV's , almost equating to putting the cart before the horse isn't it. Anyways, we can only wish and pray that they are sensible and not indulge in one hell of a dragfest. Somehow, I have a feeling that they might very well just do it.

Cheers😊

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