April 30th Written Update -Complete

karan asks "tulsi" ma are you all right." she says yes, i have to settle something with mandira. karan says dont go alone i will go with you. "tulsi" says this is my fight, no one will come in between. mandira says to juhi how can he do this to me. "tulsi" says he can do a lot more meaning mihir is suspicious about me. mandira says how can this be. impossible, did you do something like argue or anything. "tulsi" says i knew you would say that and you will also say that i did not want mihir and your engagement. ba from behind tells karan to get tulsi. mohini says no i will. when mohini is near "tulsi" says they are together but mandira never believed in her. "tulsi" turns around and sees mohini behind her shocked. "tulsi"thinks to herself oh no the spy made it here too i dont know what she heard. mohini says i did not hear anything i just got here, ba is here to call you, i mean she sent me to call you to go home, i will go you come when you want. she sticks out her tongue and walks away. the viranis including "tulsi" leave. mandira throws a glass on the floor and it breaks.

at SN, karan says to "tulsi" ma i still dont understand what you are trying to do, how can you let mihir marry mandira, i can understand what he did was wrong but why are you forcing him to make more mistakes, we will lose hi9m. "tulsi" says you are still thinking about mihir. karan says no when he left the house i stopped trusting him, i only want you to win in the fight with mandira. ba says we cant see you lose but what were you doing giving your husband to another woman, mihir did all this because he has lost his way but why are you doing this, it is a good thing mihir couldnt put on the ring, you could have lost him. "tulsi" says why is it that a man can leave his wife but a woman cant leave her husband, doesnt she have the right, why should a woman suffer a man's abuse, this always happens to me, either he leaves me or kicks me out of the house, but i didnt say anything i was quiet, ba you say that mihir has lost his way and i should bring him on the right path but till when, mihir is not a child, my life has gone wrong from supporting what is right, we women always stay silent but now(she wipes her fake tears) i wont remain silent because if i do, there will be a wrong meaning of my silence and i am not weak, if i wanted i could have begged him but i didnt, what difference would it make, whoever had to go they left. she walks away. when she is walking up the steps she is making a weird face kind of smirking or smiling in a evil way. mohini sees her and thinks why is she making faces like me why is she smirking, oh god what is all this.

mandira is at her house thinking to herself everything was going as planned but mihir ruined it at the last minute, but why did he do this, he oleft tulsi to come to me, he ran away from here too, fool, he ruined my dreams, he had a chance today why didnt he get engaged to me, why is he with me if he didnt want to get engaged, i am planning here and there mihir is making a master plan against me, if this is so i have to find out what he wants to do, once he gets here i will talk to him face to face.

mohini peeks into "tulsi"s room. "tulsi" i pacing around the room(walking very fast). mohini thinks to herself there was something between mandira and her at the party, there didnt seem to be any action, they seemed like friends, thank god thakral is in jail or his cats would me meowing, there must be some secret between them because when i came near they stopped talking as if i was one of thakral's cats, no they cant have a relationship, that witch mandira took her husband, why would she be with her, be quiet mohini, if anyone finds out you are thinking this about tulsi they will kill you but there is something, i didnt see wrong. "tulsi" sees mohini at the door. mohini gets scared. mohini thinks to herself i am finished if i am caught. she says ma i am here to tell you i am here for you in all your sadness and tension. "tulsi" says look mohini i am already very worried, dont increase my worries you understand what i am saying. mohini says i understand, i understand all your problems, in fact everyone at the party saw you with mandira meaning i saw she did bad with you dont worry rest i will go. mohini thinks to herself i was thinking wrong she is still the same tulsi maiya, she is so broken, or is she pretending, is she hiding something.

mihir is driving. he thinks to himself you are hiding yourself in tulsi's identity, till when will you do this. he has flashbacks with the real tulsi, then about jas thakral saying "tulsi" is juhi. he almost hits a lady(looks like tulsi's biji). he swerves his car. she falls down. he stops his car and helps her. biji says what have you done. mihir says i am sorry are you hurt i will take you to the hospital. biji says i am ok, i am not hurt. mihir says forgive me my attention was somewhere else. she says why are you saying sorry i sai8d i am ok. mihir says thank god, come i will drop you home. she says my ashram is close i will walk. mihir says what are you saying because of me you had a hard time at least i can drop you off. they go in the car. she picks up "tuls's" picture from the dashboard and says this is tulsi virani's photo. he says this is my wife. she says you are so lucky to have such a good wife, she has a big heart, she did so much for my ashram, she gave 5 lakhs, my daughter and i prayed for her family to stay happy and fulfill her wishes.

nan says to everyone ma is right, why should women always bare the burden, why should men always make the decisions of staying together, if ma made this decision instead of papa, would he have begged her, no he wouldnt have taken a moment to leave her. "tulsi" is hearing all this. ganga says nan is right what didnt she do for this house, she was a ma, beti, bahu everything, what did she get in return, what does papa want, that she begs him at this age, what didnt she do for him and now after so mahny years she finds out papa is far from her. "tulsi" is happy hearing all this. sahil says when mihir sees mandira's true face he will suffer all his life with her, i cant believe the person who taught us how to walk is falling himself. ba says i will pray to thakur that he gives "tulsi" the strength. "tulsi" pretends to pray to herself(she is hiding all this time and smiling)."tulsi" thinks to herself all emotional fools tulsi has such power in this house, mandira is right, tulsi is not a devi but a mahadevi, she is still worried after committing murder, god is giving me the fruits of her greatness.

tulsi is praying to the deity pictures. she thinks to herself mandira couold not get the one she loved, maybe their union is not destined, maybe they are not made for each other, maybe this is why her engagement broke, please dont let what happened to her happen to anyone else, let their jodi be like yours, like ram and sita, music plays ram ram jai ram, ram ram jai sita ram. mihir and biji reach the ashram. he wants to leave but she insists he come inside. she takes him inside. she say this is the hall, we all sit here. she calls tulsi to see who is here. the music plays again. tulsi is in another room. mihir says dont feel bad i have some work i have to go. biji says to come, i will introduce you to my daughter. tulsi is walking towards the hall as slow as a snail. mihir walks away. she asks biji who came. biji says tulsi virani's husband. tulsi says why didnt you let him stay for tea. biji says he had some work, he dropped me off, he almost hit me with his car, he is a great man. tulsi says i know they are good people, if he stayed i could have met him. niji says come quick i will show you. at the window they look at him. the music plays again. she watches him get into the car. episode ends on tulsi's face.

preview: mandira says to karan on the phone i dont want to talk to you now i want to talk to your mom. he says if you call here again i will come to your house and strangle you with the phone lines. "tulsi" asks karan who called.

comments: 2/10 since nothing much happened except mohini is also suspicious and mihir is sure she is juhi and they miss seeing each other.