well, whatever happened in the past, has happened. he did betray nandani but he was never really sure if he loved tanya or not. he just noted down in his diary that he isn't sure if what he feels for tanya is love or just an obligation.
whether he loved her or not, he certainly has no feelings for her as a lover anymore. probably not even as a friend. just someone who is a part of his life because she is the mother of his child.
and nandani leaving him, has had an effect on him, tremendously. i think friday's episode has made it clear now, who does karan really love. and its only nandani. he has told tanya many times that he cannot give her nandani's spot in his heart and soul, its tanya's fault for expecting more from him, when the guy has told her no.
but i am more disappointed with tanya. she has always said that nandani is her sister and best friend. but in yesterday's episode, she proved the saying: once a saut, always a saut. when she dreamt of KN reunion, she called it a nightmare and afraid that karan left her. i really didn't understand, because for the past 20 years isn't it obvious that if karan wasn't hers from then how will he be hers now?! worst, she has the nerve to say that nandani will not come back and that if she does, karan will not let her (T) go away because he loves her.
but doesn't she realize that every member of the virani household knows that karan loves nandani more than himself? to me, she just made a fool out of herself in front of mohini. why doesn't she just accept that karan will never be hers and admit that karan is always going to be nandani's only.
Edited by desiflavour101 - 18 years ago