~|IN THE MIDDLE OF IMPOSSIBLE|~
|PROLOGUE|
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The barred doors closed on me yet again, but this, was with my acceptance and not because of another depreciated phase of my life. I turned around for once to look at her face, though I never wanted to. It pained me, it pained me a lot. Her teary eyes had the efficacy to shatter my heart into pieces. I felt like hugging her, and telling her that everything was going to be alright one day, like I always would, but I stopped myself. I cannot lose myself to her now, as, if I did so, I wouldn't be able to go. I took this step for her, but I know that she will never forgive me for this.
Her eyes were all filled with pain and hatred for me. But I know that this pain will only do well for her, this pain will enable her to protect herself when I wouldn't be there. This pain is so less from the pain that she has got a relief from. She trusted me, she loved me, but I deceived her, I deceived myself. I had to. After showing her all those dreams of a happy life, I snatched them away. After living all those happy moments with her, I filled all of them with pain. I don't know what I did was right or wrong, but I did what I felt to be right, for her. I don't know if I'll ever be able to return to her. I had always wanted to get punished for not have been able to protect her, and this separation came as a punishment for me.
We fell in love with each other in a phase, where the word 'love', had lost its existence. It was a phase where we had nowhere to go, and in such a phase, we found a relief in each other. Ours was a story in the middle of impossible, and I know, this would be the only thing that I would be able to cherish the rest of my life, without her beside me. I know, this wouldn't be easy for us, this can't be, but this has to be. I hope, that someday, I would meet her again, and we would live those happy dreams that we've seen together.
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So, this was the prologue for the story that I've promised to start! I hope you like this, do share your views on it, and also, for those who want a notification for the update, please buddy me. And, shall i continue this?
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