Watching Kumkum these days.. thats exactly how I feel 😕
I've been wanting to say this for a while.. but again, pushed myself backwards. But after watching today's episode..I can't help but post what I feel. Like the topic suggests..everytime I think forward, regarding the track..something happens..and I'm pushed backward!
Like I'd said when the track started... I don't see/understand how Krishna 'cannot feel' a sense of loss 😕 (and I'm not talking about memory loss & subsequent loss of age!) My point is, memory loss dimaag se hota hai..dil se nahin. The least I'd expected was for Krishna/KK to feel a void in her life.. Its okay to have adapted to a new life, with new people..but still, there is something missing..
Maybe what I'm saying right now.. doesn't make sense. Which brings me to today's episode - The scene when Chutki blindfolds Krishna and asks her how will she look for them, Krishna says "mann ki aankhon se dekhoongi.. mann ki aankhon se wohi dikhta hai..jo mann mein ho" That statement is, an emotion..an emotion felt by/through the heart. KK's memory has been wiped out..everything from her heart has been wiped out too?? 😕😭 Wadhwa parivaar ka pyar.. Sumit ka pyaar.. everything gone?? 😭😭
Maybe my vision comes from what I've seen in the movies... like they show, ki jab koi bachcha apni maa ko awaaz deta hai.. no matter how far the mother is, she will sense it. If your child is in trouble, a mother is the first person to sense that. Its nature's gift.. an emotion..felt by the heart..not thought about with the mind! Everytime Sharman or Dhruv have cried for their mother.. KK hasn't felt a thing? The whole Wadhwa parivaar, loves & lives by Kumkum.. they can hardly think anything beyond her. We hear dialogues like, "hamari saansein judi hui hain KK ke saath.. hamara wajood hai KK..etc..etc.." and yet when Dadaji is ill, Dhruv & Sharman are calling out to her, Sumit is frantically searching for her..and falling ill enroute... and KK ka dil does not sense any of this? 🥺🥺 Its hard for me to digest this..
Krishna-Sanjay.. their story.. all is fine. But, I personally, can't relate to anything.. nothing at all! I can't feel pain for her...despite knowing that she has lost her memory and is helpless. But one can truly feel Dada-Dadi, Sharman, Dhruv-Siya..and above all, Sumit's pain 🥺🥺🥺
In this entire track.. one good thing (for me) is that, inspite of repetitive dialogues and nothing much to do.. Sumit's pain and emotions are something I can feel.. He cries, I cry 😭
Juhi excels in various roles and get-ups 👏 Husein excels even if he has only 1 dialogue or one emotion to project 👏👏 Both count for 'Versatility'!! 😳