Nikita.
She is a nice girl. Nice girl with a good heart.
She is my friend. I shouldn't have let her go.
It's not that I didn't trust her but I was confused.
My heart didn't believe it for a second that she could cheat me. She could never cheat me.
She is not just a fan. She is my friend.
No, I am not saying this because she knows about myself more than me or because she keeps my things organized or helps me get my things.
If she isn't my friend, why would I tell her my worry about getting married to no-one else but her?
Why would she be the first person I want to tell about my song becoming popular online?
Of course, she is my friend.
That's why my heart went for her when she was arrested.
But I should have stopped her. I shouldn't have let her stay there for the night.
Yes, it's my fault.
I shouldn't have been confused at all.
Proofs can be made. Why did I take a night to realize this?
She would be angry with me, won't she? But she has all rights to be angry. I didn't stand by her side when she needed me. Though I didn't believe the accusations, I didn't stop them either.
I am going get to her back. I won't lose my friend.
But why am I getting weird dreams about her. The things I see in my dreams, they have never happened.
How could I apply Kumkum on her maang? No, it's not that she can't be my wife but because I am already committed to another girl.
Maybe if I didn't get into this marriage mess, I wouldn't have panicked by seeing Nikita in my dreams.
Nikita is a nice girl with a good heart who started haunting my dreams as well as thoughts.
She could have been my dream girl. No, I shouldn't be thinking like this though I feel she is more than my friend.
But when I see her, all I am going to tell her is a sorry and ask her to come back.
If she asks me why she should come, I would tell her that I promised my Daadi to get her back.
Yes, really that's the reason. Isn't it?
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