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CHAPTER:13
People say life is very unpredictable and no one knows what will happen the next moment.Pragya never understood the real meaning of that sentence till that day which changed her life totally.She still remembered the cruel day which took all her happiness and reason to till from her.From that day she was just surviving for the sake of the baby.If its not for her and Abhi baby she would have ended her life that day when she lost her Abhi.she couldn't believe its been 3 months passed just like that after Abhi's death in the bomb blast.After she became unconscious that day it took her two days to get conscious and the news that Abhi did die in the bomb blast which she heard only made her wish she never woke up as she couldn't even imagine to live in the world when Abhi is not in it.She even wanted to kill heself but everyone made her understand that she have to live for their son and Abhi would want that too.so she started living just for the sake of their son.She never left their house except for the doctor's check up.Even she had food in the room which the family members bought.She even stopped visiting the temple as she lost all the faith in god after that day.To say she was living like a walking death from the day she lost her Abhi and she didn't know how long she could live like this.
Dear Abhi,
Its been three months since you left me and our son alone in this world.Every single minute I am living without you feels like I am dying slowly and even breathing feels like a big deal some times.If its not for our son i would have died that day when i came to know you left me alone forever.I really can't tolerate this pain Abhi.Its feels like every cell in my body is burning when i realise that i can't see you again.But i should say you are right when you said there is no god.I only understood this when i lost you.If god really exist he would have never snatched my life from me like this.I wish you are here with me today Abhi.I wish i never forced you to go that day to meet the producer.Evenone said that you are still with me and watching me as you can never leave me alone.If its true then you must know what you did to me is so cruel.You promised me you will never leave me but you broke that promise you know.How can i answer our son when he ask me where his father is Abhi?what can i do when our son wants to be with his father on the father's day.How can i see my son growing up,attention school,becoming a great rockstar like you alone when we both dreamed all this together.I just want to be back in your arms Abhi.I just want you back and please i beg you come back to me.Please.Because I can't do this anymore.
With this pragya kept the pen on the table and closed her diary as she couldn't write anymore as tears made her vision blur.She then started to sob clutching the diary to her chest.This is how she was spending her days after Abhi's death and each passing day without Abhi felt like a million years to her.she wished everyday that she could go back in time and stopped Abhi from leaving the house that.From that day nothing was same in her life.She forget how to smile ,how to enjoy and how to live.Everyone tired to get her out of this state but none was successful in it.Even siddarath and Roshini came and visited her every weekend but even their pleading didn't had any effect on pragya.She just wanted Abhi and nothing else.Everyone know no one could make her wish become true even if they went to the end of the world.So everyone stop trying to make her old self as they can see its only stressing her more.
Just then Aaliya entered the room and her heart broke to see her bhabhi like this.After her bhai died she took over his construction business and Akash took over the music business like her bhabhi requested.Though Akash and Aaliya took over the business the real owner of their all property is pragya.Aaliya know everyone are still griving over her bhai's death including herself and its paining them.But no one can even imagine what her bhabhi is going through.she know if its not for the baby growing inside her she would have killed herself a long back and she was really glad that a part of bhai is still with them which is keeping her bhabhi alive.she just prayed to good to make some miracle happen which will take her bhabhi's pain away.Aaliya then wiped her tears and sat beside pragya keeping her hand on her shoulder.
''Bhabhi''called Aaliya and pragya immediately kept the diary on the table and wiped her tears.
''Haan Aaliya bolo''said pragya and Aaliya took a file from her bag.
''Bhabhi i need your sign in these documents to start the new project''said Aaliya and pragya took the file from her hand and signed the documents without even reading it.Its not like she is going to loose anything when she lost everything with Abhi.
''Here take it.''said pragya and Aaliya took the file from her and kept it back in her bag.
''Bhabhi we are going to my friend's tomorrow.Please come with us to the wedding na''asked Aaliya keeping a hand on pragya's.
''No Aaliya i can't you go and enjoy.I will be fine here.''said pragya and Aaliya sighed in defeat.
''But Bhabhi how many more days you are going to be like this.I know you love bhai so much and his loss is hurting you more than anyone.But do you think bhai will be happy seeing you like this.He would have wanted to live your life happily even if he is not with you''said Aaliya.
''Well you bhai is not here Aaliya and i don't care what he would have wanted.You know how much i love your bhai na .Then how could you expect i can be happy without him.I am tired of smiling for everyone even when i am hurting.For the first time in my life i want to be selfish and don't want to fake my feeling for anyone.so please leave me alone Aaliya.I know you all care and love me and i also love you all.But without your bhai i can't be the old pragya.so please don't force me and try to understand''said pragya and Aaliya nodded as tears ran down her cheeks seeing the pain her bhabhi is going through.
''Okay Bhabhi i will.But please promise me you won't leave us like bhai did.I can't bear if you leave us too bhabhi.I can see how this pain is killing you everyday and please fight this pain atleast for us and your child bhabhi please''pleaded Aaliya and pragya's hearted to see the pain in Aaliya's eyes.
''I will Aaliya.Even i don't want to leave my son alone in this world.So i will fight for my son.But i request all of you please don't ask me to be the old pragya again.''said pragya wiping Aaliya's tears and Aaliya nodded.
''Okay bhabhi.Well sid bhai called and informed me that he will come home tonight with Roshini as he couldn't reach your phone''said Aaliya.
''I will call me soon.Now go and have your dinner and take some rest''said pragya and Aaliya left the room with a nod.
Once Aaliya left the room she stood up from the bed and kept the diary under her pillow and left to spend some time with daadi.
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Its been nearly 30 past 11 in the night when pragya entered their son's room which Abhi and pragya designed with care and love. As she entered the room she sat on the bed and caressed the toys softly as she started to remember the moments she spend with Abhi n this room.Whenever she felt the pain getting best of ther she used to visit this room which calmed her down immediately.She remembered all those moments she spend her with Abhi and smiled sadly knowing those moments will never happen.She closed her eyes taking a a deep breath and letting the tears follow.Just then she felt a warm hand wiping her tears and she opened her eyes to see sidarth sitting there in his night dress.As soon as she saw his friend she launched herself in his arms and started to sob letting all her pain and sidarth too hugged her back tightly knowing he was the only person whom pragya let to see her pains openly.
''I miss him sid.I miss him so much''said pragya in between her sobs and sidarth eyes too became moist seeing her friend in so much pain.
''Shhh buddy .I know.I know''said sidarth and let pragya cry as much as she want.Sidarth's heart broke every time he saw his friend like this.He wished he has the power to bring back Abhi so that his friend's pain will go away.He was ready even to trade his own life if it will bring back Abhi.For the first time in his like sidarth felt totally useless as he can't do anything to stop his friends pain and he hated himself for it.So he decided to give her at least this support if it will help her friend in some way.After few minutes he noticed pragya relaxing in his arms and understood she slept and decided to take her to her room.So carefully lifted her in his arms without disturbing her sleep and left the baby room closing the door.
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As sidarth entered Abhigya's room he laid pragya on the bed and covered with a blanket.Then he laid beside her and started to caress her forehead.Just then his phone beep and he took the mobile and opened the message from Roshini.
''How is di?She slept?''asked Roshini in her message.
''Yea slept Rosh'ini'replied sidarth.
''Okay then take care of her.Good night.Love You''replied roshini.
''Good night Roshini.Love you too''replied Sidarth and kept the mobile on the bed and closed his eyes as sleep engulfed in few minutes.
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The next morning Pragya opened her eyes and saw Sidarth sleeping beside her and smiled slightly seeing this.She felt really gifted to have sidarth and Roshini in her life as they are always supporting her.She carefully removed his hand from her's and left to take a bath.Once she entered the wardrobe she took one of Abhi's T-Shirt and caressed it softly.Then she took it near her face and inhaled it scent closing her eyes.
''I miss you Abhi.I miss you so much''said pragya as a lone tear escaped her eyes.Then she composed herself and wiped her tear keeping the shirt back and entered the bathroom taking her dress and towel.
Once pragya came out the washroom after taking bath she saw Roshini entering the room with a glass of juice and a cup of coffee in a tray.
''Good morning di''said Roshini with a bright smile.
''Good morning Rosh''said pragya with a small smile.
Then Roshini looked at sidarth who was still sleeping on the bed and shook her head.
''He is still sleeping.Lazy guy''said Roshini with irritation.
''Arrey let him sleep.We can have the drinks in balcony''said pragya and both of them left to the balcony.
Once they entered the balcony they sat on the chair and started to drink their respective drinks.
''So how was the marriage preparation going?''asked pragya sipping her juice.
''Hmm its going nice di.''said Roshini with a smile.
''Di i am going to buy some fruits once everyone leaves for wedding.You want something apart from fruits and ice cream?''asked Roshini.
''No Rosh.Just fruits and Ice cream is enough.''said pragya and Roshini nodded.
''Okay di.Once you finish the juice lets go downstairs everyone is waiting to see you once before going to the marriage''said Roshini and pragya left with her to the hall once they finished the juice.
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Pragya entered the house from the garden after plucking the flower from the garden in a bowl.Its been 2 hours since everyone left for the marriage and half an hour since Roshini left to the market and she was alone in the house with sidarth who was still having his beauty sleep.She decided wake up sidarth after making his coffee and was about to leave for the kitchen keeping the flower bowl on the table in the hall when her mobile rang with was on the sofa.She took her mobile and was confused to see the call is from unknown number.
''Hello''said pragya and she didn't hear any replay from the other end.
''Hello.who is this?''asked pragya again and she started to hear some heavy breathing.The next moment she heard the familiar voice which made her blood froze.
''Kismish''came the replay from the other end from the very familiar voice .
''Ab...Abhishek?''asked pragya in shock not able to believe her ears and crumbled on the sofa in shock.
-To Be Continued.
With Love,
Scarlett.
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
Anupamaa
Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon
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