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CHAPTER:8
''Oyi chup kar.Actually i am making a scarifice by loving you so stop this stupid talks and let us walk TVD peacfully''said Roshini.Hearing this sidarath shook his head and was about to replay but he saw Abhi standing there and stod up from the bed with a galre fisting his hand and seeing this pragya and Roshini to looked him following the direction where sidarath was looking.On seeing him Roshini beacme concern worried,but his heart ached when he saw pragya's expressional face.But before he could react Abhi looked at him and he didn't know how he is going to convince sidarath to let him talk with his pragya.
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Sidarath fisted his hands seeing Abhi there,but he controlled his anger and walked towards him.On the other hand pragya and Roshini was looking sidarath and praying he will control his anger.As sidarath came near the dooor and he turned to looke Roshini.
''Roshini come let go and let them talk''said sidarath and Roshini looked him shock for few seconds.
''Ye..yea sure''said Roshini and get up from the bed and walked to sidarath.Then they left the room leaving Abhi and pragya alone.Once they are alone Abhi looked at pragya who was sitting on the bed with a blank expression and he slowly walked towards her locking the door.As Abhi reached the bed he kneeled down bofore her and looked at her with a pained expression.Abhi didn't even know what to say to her after everything happened yesterday as he was still dying out of guilt for killing their child and he didn't even where to start from.Pragya on the other hand was trying her best to control her emotions seeing Abhi kneeling in front of her and her heart ached seeing his blooshot and tired eyes and she know he must be blaming himself for what happened with their .Roshini informed everything what happened in the hospital and pragya was worried thinking what he must be going through and how much he would be hurting.Though pragya wanted to talk and console with him she can't forget the pain he caused her and she know it will take time.
''Pragya''called Abhi which bought pragya out of her tought and she gave him a blank expression hiding all her emotions.
''Pragya i know you are angry with me for everything.So please do anything to let out the anger out but please don't keep quiet.Your silence is killing me pragya.I know whatever i did is unforgiveable but i can't live with you anymore.I was a fool to think i will happy after letting you go,but once i realized you left me for good i know how much you are imortant in my life.I love you pragya and i ma in love with you and i realized when i already lost you.I know you did the right think by hiding about our child from me as i don't derseve anything from you after what i did.Hell,i can't even imagine what you must have gone through the morning after the holi when i didn't remember anything about the best night of my life.I know you can never forgive me after i killed our child pragya,but please just give me a chance and i really want to be a aprt in our child's life pragya.Please...Just...one chance...please''said Abhi as tears followed freely from his eyes.Pragya on the other hand felt a stabbing pain in her heart hearing his saying he killed their child and seeing the unbearable pain in his eyes.This is what she feared the most,him blaming himself for the loss of their child.She then got up from the bed and kneeled beside him and placed her hand on his shoulder which made Abhi looked her with suprise.
''Don't''said pragya in a stern voice and Abhi looked her in confusion.
''Kya?''asked Abhi in a teary voice.
''Don't blame yourself for what happended to our child Abhishekh.Its no one's fault ,it was destinied to happened and it did.so don't blame yourself for something you didn't know about''said pragya in a soft voice and Abhi felt like he has been slapped.He felt like he would have telerated if she punished him as he can't bear to see the forgiving look she was giving him.
''No pragya i am the one responsible for everything so don't say its not my fault.I am the one who hurted you a lot from the day one of the marriage ,i hurted you to an extend that you decided to keep the news of unborn child from me which was right as i deserved it.But how can you just look at me with this forgiving expression when i killed our child pragya when i can't face myself in the mirror anymore.I the murded who killed his own child pragya i killed my own child ''said Abhi and kept his face in his hand and started to sob like a small child and pragya just hugged him closer a she can't see him like this anymore.Abhi on the other hand hugged her back tightly as he needed this comfort a lot.Pragya know Abhi needed this comfort and she glad finally he is getting it as she can't imagine what he was going through after he came know about thier lost child.She had her best friend and his family to console and support her when Abhi didn't have anyone to share his pain and tears.He may hurted her in the past and the wound may still fresh,but she know he was a great guy by heart and he will be totally broken when he heard the news of their child.
''I am sorry pragya.I am really sorry''said Abhi between his sobs as he buried his face in her chest and started to sob hard letting all the pain he was keeping with him for the last couple of week while pragya just sat on the floor with him and ran her fingers through his hair.
''Shhh Abhishekh.Its okay''said pragya as she too let her tears flow.pragya know she was risking her heart again by forgiving him ,but she can't see him like this anymore and decided to forgive him as she know it will only cause pain to both of them if she didn't.After few minutes pragya broke the hug and wiped his tears cupping his face and stood up with him holding his shoulder and made him sit on the bed and sat beside him.
''Abhishekh i know you are blaming everything ,but please don't as its not your fault.You didn't even know i was pregnant when you saw me in the mall so stop talking like this.I will never blame you for what happened Abhishkeh so just let it go''said pragya and Abhi looked her with his bloodshot eyes.
''How can i let it go pragya?How can i?I can't even imagine what you must have went throught when you find out about our child and here you are consoling me.''said Abhi and pragya just kept her hand on his.
''I know you are hurt and feeling guilt but you have to let it go Abhishekh atleast for me.I can't see you like this and it hurts me like hell to see you so much pain.so please Abhishekh just let it go''said pragya.
''How can you still care about my pain when you are so much in pain pragya?''asked Abhi as new tears formed in his eyes.
''Abhishekh let not talk about it now.You sleep for sometime as i can see how much tired you are.so now sleep for few hours we can talk about everything later''said pragya and Abhi agreed as he didn't want her to force her anymore.He was glad that he got a chance to talk with her and that's enough for him now.
''Pragya can we tell about this to our family?''asked ABhi and pragya just shook her head negatively.
''Abhishekh i may forgive you for what you did.But i can't forget anything atleast not now.so i will tell them everything myself once i am ready so now please rest for sometime''said pragya and Abhi agreed with understanding.
''Okay pragya''said Abhi then pragya got up from the bed.
''I will be with others you rest for sometimes and please don't argue ''said pragya and Abhi just laid on the bed and closed his eyes and pragya left the room with satisfacition.As pragya left the room Abhi opened his eyes and looked at the celing letting a deep breath.
''Pragya i know the wounds i gave you are still fresh,but i will try my best to heal it.Its my promise pragya''said Abhi and closed his eyes.And within few minutes sleep engulfed him and he drifted into a dreamless sleep.
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Pragya entered the kitchen once she left her room to get some water ,but she found simran there who was preparing the herbal tea for her.
''Maa''called pragya and simran turned with a smile.
''Arrey beta what are you doing here?''asked simran.
''I came to get some water.But maa thanks for calling Abhishekh.I really needed this talk with him''said pragya and simran gave her a smile and came near her.
''Beta i know he hurted you a lot ,but after seeing his pain and regret in the hosital i can see he is a good person by heart and he really loves you .And i know you still love him so this is necessary for both of you.You may not able to forget and forgive him soon pragya,but i know you will forget and forgive him one day.That's why i asked him to come and talk with you''said simran and pragya nodded in understanding.
''I know maa.Though i forgave him i can't forgrt anything atleast not now''said pragya.
''I can understand beta.Don't think about it a lot and let the time to heal you wounds.Now drink this tea''said simran and poured the warm tea in a mug and pragya bought it with a smile.
''Maa where is sid and Roshini?''asked pragya as she sat on the dinning table chair with simran sipping the tea while simran was sipping her coffee.
''He went to buy fruits and vegtables with Roshini beta.They will be back soon''said simran and pragya gave a nod and they continued to drink the tea.
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Abhi woke up after few hours and looked around the room with confusion as he didn't recognize the room but after few minutes he remembered everything and he sat up on the bed and took his mobile to see the time.once he saw its was already 30 past 7 in the evening he stood up from the bed mentally cursing for sleeping for nearly five hours and left to room.As Abhi entered the living room the scene he saw bought a small smile on his face.Pragya sat on the couch with Roshini beside her and simran and Raj opposite to her while sidaratha sat on the floor with a pout as pragya was giving him a oil massage to him.
''God sid when was the last time you atleast showed the oil to your hair .Its feels like i was giving massage to a porcupine ''said pragya as she applied more oil to his hair.
''Even i was saying this to him for a long time di.I don't understand what's with you guys and not applying oil to your hair''said Roshini and sidarath rolled his eyes .
''Its called fashion Roshini and you girl who didn't even know ''F'' in Fashion can't understnd it''said sidarath.Hearing this pragya pulled his with extra force.
''Ouch buddy its hurts''said sidarath.
''Well i am did it the dirst place to give you some pain .so ofcourse it will na buddy''said Pragya and hi-fied with Roshini with a smile.
''Maa lsee how your laddi beti is hurting me''said Siadarath like a small boy .
''Don't include me in your silly fights sidarath''said simran raising her hands in surrender.Just then Raj saw Abhi and smiled at him.
''Arrey Abhi why are you standing there come and sit here''called Raj and everyone looked Abhi.
''Its okay uncle its already late i must be going to my hotel room''said Abhi but simran stood up from the sofa.
''No beta you are not going anywhere and you are staying here in our guest room from today.so got and get your bags from the hotel''said simran and Abhi didn't know what to say.But before he could speak sidarath looked at pragya who gave a nod postively.
''Maa is right Abhi,you must stay here.I can't allow my friend to stay in a hotel ''said sidarath with a small smile.Thought sidarath was still angry with Abhi ,but he realized Abhi too needs a second chance after he spoke with simran last night.
''Okay if you guys insists''said Abhi with a smile and everyone smiled.
''Good now go and get your bags and come soon i will prepare the dinner beta''said simran and Abhi gave her a nod.
''Sure aunty.I will be back before dinner''said Abhi and left the house.Once Abhi left the house sidarath tried to get up from the floor but pragya sat this and forced him to sit back .
''Where are you going mister?''asked pragya and sidarath give her a goofy smile.
''Nowhere''said sidarath.
''Good''said pragya and continued her massage chating with Roshini .
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The whole kitchen in the khurana mansion was surrounded by the lovely fragrance of the delicious food made by simran and everyone was eargerly waiting for the food to be served.
''Maa come fast na.I am very hungry''said sidarath who was sitting on the table with Raj and Abhi.
''coming''said simran from the kitchen and after few minutes she came out the kitchen with Roshini carrying the dishes.Then they placed the dishes on the table and Roshini sat beside sidarath while simran sat beside Raj.
''Arrey where is di?''asked Roshini as she couldn't find pragya.
''Well she went to talk with sarla maa to her room before few minutes.Abhi why don't you go and get her?''asked sidarath and Abhi stood up from the chair .
''Sure''said Abhi and left the kitchen to pragya's room.
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As Abhi entered pragya room he noticed pragya keeping her mobile on the bed with a smile and stood up from the bed .But as she was about to walk she started to feel light headed and was about to loose her balance.Abhi who saw this immediately rushed towards her and held her before she could hurt herself and made her sit on the bed then kneeled down before her.
''Fuggyw what's wrong?Are you alright?Is the baby fine?Wait i will call the doctor''said Abhi in a panicked voice and took his mobile to call the doctor but pragya stopped him by taking the mobile from his hand.
''Abhishekh i am fine.Its common for girl to get light headed during their pregnancy so stop worrying''said pragya in a convicing voice,but Abhi was still worried.
''Are you sure Fuggy?''asked Abhi and pragya smiled a little seeing his care and concern.
''Cent percent sure.Just give me a glass of water''said pragya and Abhi immediately poured water from the jug in the tumbler from the bedside table and made her drink the water.After drinking the water pragya felt better and looked at Abhi who was now sititng beside her.
''Lets go and join others''said Pragya and they went to join others.As the entered the kitchen sidarath saw them and let out a deep breath.
''Finally the queen came.can we all atleast have the food now ?''asked sidarath and pragya smiling on her friends antics and sat on the chair and everyone started to eat the food with chit chat.
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Abhi was walking towards his room after talking with Aaliya about everything and asked her not to reveal anything to others till pragya is ready.After many days he was feeling little peace after seeing the true smile on her face after long time today.He thanked god for giving pragya this lovely family who loved her as their own.Just then he heard sidarath calling him and stopped in his tracks.Then he saw sidarath walking towards him with a box in his hand.
''Abhi take this''said sidarath and handed him a rectangular plastic box.
''What is this sidarath?''asked Abhi as he took the box from his hand.
''Pragya's medicnes.Give all the medicines on time.I am the one who took of this before,but as you came it will be good if you take care fo her''said sidarath with a smile.Abhi didn't even know how to react by his gesture as he know how much siadrath cares and loves pragya and by giving this responsiblity after what happened yesterday Abhi felt happy.
''Thank you sidarath for trusting me with this.I know you are still angry with me for whatever i did with pragya and its really hard for you to let me stay here.But i promise i will not hurt her again sidarath''said Abhi and sidarath gave a nod.
''Abhi its true i am angry with you for whatever you did to my friend,but as maa said her full happiness is with you and your's is with her.And i will do anything to see my friend happy.Even you are not a bad guy from heart.so if both of your happiness with each other whom as am i to stop it.Just don't hurt her again Abhi and if you did i will make sure you will regret it ''said sidarath in a calm voice but Abhi could see the seriousness in his words.
''I will kill myself before hurting her again sidarath''said Abhi and sidarath smiled.
''Okay now go and take care fo your wife i have to finish some office work.so good night''said sidarath .
''Good night sidarath''said Abhi and sidarath left to his room while Abhi stood there few seconds with a small smile and left to pragya's room to give her the medicines.
-To Be Continued
With Love,
Scarlett.
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Anupamaa
Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon
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