Hamesha ... Abhigya SS *UPDATE ON PAGE 9 (12/11/14)* - Page 3

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I can't wait for the next part

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While in the hospital waiting area, the only thing Abhi could think of was Pragya. The way she had looked at him when he broke her mangalsutra, the way she looked lying on the road with blood all over and the way she looked on the hospital bed before she was carried into surgery. He was broken out of his trance when he saw nurses and doctors rushing towards pragya room calling a code Red. At that moment, Abhi's heart constricted. Why? He doesn't know but he felt sick knowing that something wrong was happening to the one person he hated at the moment. All three of them; Purab, Bulbul and Abhi rushed towards her room to find out what happened but they weren't allowed in. all they could have heard was the doctors giving orders to the nurse saying what to do as pragya's heartbeats where dropping by the second.

At this point, abhi had completely felt pain, not physically, but emotionally, why? He still doesn't know, but what he did know was that he wanted pragya to be alive so that they can sort out this mess the way it should have done first, but he was guilt stricken as he heard their family voices calling out to bulbul and himself questioning what was happening. He couldn't muster the courage to say anything but he looked on as bulbul explained the situation as the faces of Sharla ma and his Daadi changed to horrified and even more worried. Argh, I can't stand this! ... why did things have to turn out this way? Why chashmish couldn't have just said the truth from the beginning?! Why?!' Abhi said as he argued with himself. He turned to look at his Daadi looking grief stricken and saw purab dragging bulbul behind him towards Sharla ma and his Daadi. Oh no', was all abhi could have said as he saw purab talking to them.

Sharla was even more shocked to know about purab and bulbul relationship even though one did not existed out in the open, a bond of love did exist between them that held them other at every point and turn since they've met. Daadi was disappointed in purab for he had broken Aliyah's heart, twice, however she did understand and see the love for bulbul which purab held and had blessed him and thanked him for not marrying aliyah because she realized that only aliyah would have been happy in that relation but she also warn him not to play with people lives as there are great consequences that occur, not on them but the people they love and relate too. Bulbul turned towards her mother as she was worried what her mother would think and as she feared, so had happened. "Bulbul, Tuman" ky kiy? Tuma us" pyra karat" h? Nah, mai isa riht" s" sahamata nah hm , pa usas" d karan" k" li'" nah j rah" hai!(what did you do? You love him? No! I don't approve of this relationship; you are not going to marry him)."

Both bulbul and purab was not shocked at her statement because they understood what Purab had done was worng and he was ready to rectify his mistake towards Sharla but before he could have said anything, Purab Chachi came at that moment, folded her hands and spoke on his behalf.

"Sharla ji, itani kahora nahin karate. Maim Aliyah galata aura aksamya tha ora usane kya kiya pata hai, lekina maim Bulbul ke lie apane pyara ke bare mem pata. Mahinom ke lie vaha jaba maim aya vaha sadi karana cahati thi aura vaha kevala usake lie apane pyara pleged aura maim vaha sadi ho rahi thi jaba mainne suna, maim usake lie utsahita kiya gaya tha lekina jo isa Bulbul ke bare mem mujhe bata raha hai para rakha hai aura unhem eka satha dekha tha, ve ajanabiyom ki taraha kama kiya. Unhonne kaha ki vaha pyara se sadi kyom naham hai jaba mainne usase pucha ki vaha mujhe eka sidha javaba nahi de sakata hai aura maim kucha janata tha. Thoa maim ve kiya tha ki unake balidana ke bare mem pata tha. Lekina unhonne kaha ki vaha dura ja raha tha aura Daadi, maim maim apako sucita nahim kiya tha maphi cahata hum ki mujhe sucita kiya tha, lekina maim usaki khusi cahati thi aura maim usake lie maim saca mem maphi cahata humm isalie maim cupa raha to vaha isa sadi se khusa nahim thi. Mujhe mapha kara do"

Chachi began sobbing as she knew what she did was wrong and never could be forgiven but the kind hearted Daadi, who understood what she felt, placed her hand over Chachis and gave her a warming smile saying that all is forgiven and her blessings are still with her. Daadi then proceeded to ask Sharla to understand Bulbuls sacrifice as she wants them to be happy. Sharla said that she would have to think about it and speak to pragya once she wakes up but for now, she is still unsure.

Purab and Bulbul breathe a sigh of contemptment as they heard sharla's words. Maybe they could once again begin to dream of their life together once Pragya life was out of harm's way. And in thinking about that, Purab went towards abhi, where he sat on a chair in the waiting room, leaving Bulbul to stay with her mother. "Bhai ..." Purab began but Abhi stopped him. "Not now Purab. We can sort out your mess later. Right now I need to go home and change and bring some stuff for pragya." And with that Abhi left the hospital without speaking to daadi because he could not bear to see the disappointment in her eyes for him.

Aliyah and Tanu didn't bother to go to the hospital as they didn't care what happened to the Bhenji. Aliyah was hell bent on getting revenge so much that she wanted her dead and Tanu wanted her out of Abhi's life forever, so they got a win-win situation upon them and they choose to enjoy it, hoping the worst of an innocent soul life, laughing away at their success. Tanu then remembered that she had to burn the letter which purab left for abhi, so she headed to the kitchen, little did she know she was not the only one downstairs.

"Thank god I found this letter before abhi did otherwise that Bhenji Chashmish would still be here and Abhi would have known the truth about Purab and bulbul. I've played my side well with that fake letter by pragya, so good job tanu!, you can finally have your abhi back." Tanu complemented herself as she walked into the kitchen but someone was frozen as they heard what was just said.

Abhi went cold as he heard what tanu said and he saw her going back up to aliyah's room and little did he know, his feet were carrying him there as well but instead of crying and panic he heard laughter and cheers as Aliyah began speaking about one of their triumphs against Pragya.

"Didn't you see how scared she was when Abhi slapped Puneet? That poor boy didn't know what came his way. I told you nah, pragya would have paid and her cousin did when I sent him after you just like we planned." And with that aliyah and tanu shared the greatest laugh they could while Abhi was stunned to the core. What did the two people he cared and loved did to him? He couldn't hear anymore and he barged into Aliyah's room as both girls shot up with horrified looks on their faces fearing that their games have been exposed.

"So you two have been playing games behind my back huh?" Abhi began. "Bhai, listen, I am sorry, but it was all for my revenge on that bhenj ..." Aliyah could not continue as Abhi had nearly struck her which she was mortified by. "Don't Aliyah, just don't. I don't want to hear anything you have to say because I have heard it all. And my Love, Tanu ..." Abhi said as he held her hands and began sweetly, "You know that I would have never left you for anything in the world but the moment I realized what a lying and betraying bitch you are, I finally saw what your true colours are. And here I thoughy that Pragya was shallow for marrying me thinking she already had a boyfriend but that was not true now was it Tanu? You found out that Purab loved Bulbul and not Pragya and you kept your mouth shut and gave me a fake letter in Pragya's name. Do you have any idea what a mess that simple letter caused on me? Do you have any idea how angry I was at an innocent person? DO YOU HAVE ANY f**kING IDEA WHAT YOU DID?!"

He shook her soo hard that tanu felt limp as chills of fear ran down her spine screaming for her to run away but she knew abhi loved her so she tried to reason with him, "Abhi, please listen to me, I did this for us! For our relationship! If you were not so hung up with that Bhenji you would have ...SLAP!' ... Aliyah?" Aliyah struck tanu with a hard slap across her face. She could not believe her best friend did such an act against her, even though, she knew that she had plans that went against Tanu, Aliyah felt betrayed. "just get out tanu, I don't ever want to see you again! You are soo selfish! How could you?!" " SELFISH? ME? LOOK WHO'S TALKING! ALL YOU EVER WANTED WAS TO BE MARRIED WITH PURAB, YOU DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE! YOU GOT YOUR OWN BROTHER MARRIED TO A PERSON WHO WASN'T AT FAULT! YOU PLAYED TRICKS AGAINST HIM JUST TO HAVE YOUR REVENGE ON SOMEONE WHO WAS NOT EVEN APART OF ANYTHING! SO YES I AM SELFISH FOR WANTING MY BOYFRIEND BACK!"

But tanu didn't get her way as her confession made abhi dragged her out of the house and closed the doors behind her. He couldn't even faced his sister at the moment in fear of what he might do to her for the mess she has created in their lives. He went to his room and locked himself in and dumbly went to pack some clothes for pragya to use in the hospital because something in his gut told him that she would not be returning home with him once she wakes up, after all he had broken all relations with her. To ease his frustration he went to have a shower. As the water hit his back, he leaned on the wall and closed his eyes while everything replaying in his head over and over like one of his fans listening to their favorite song of his and he broke.

Abhi could not handle the pain anymore as he slid down and sat on the floor holding his knees, crying for the betrayal of his love, the audacity of his sister and the lost of a possible friend which he had in Pragya.

Part 4

Yahin doobe din mere
Yahin hote hain savere
Yaheen marna aur jeena
Yaheen mandir aur madeena..

Here only my days end.
Here alone the mornings begin.
Here I have to live and die.
Here are all my pilgrimages.

Teri galliyan.. galiyan teri galiyan..
Mujh ko bhaavein galiyaan teri galliyaan
Teri galiyan.. galiyan teri, galiyan..
Yoon hi tadpaavein, galliyan teri, Galliyaan..

Your streets. Streets, your streets
Your streets suit me, your streets.
Your streets. Streets, your streets
They agonize me, your streets.

Abhi returned to the hospital an hour later after he left. He couldn't stay at home even if he wanted to. He felt so disgusted with himself that he couldn't bathe himself enough to feel clean again. Sharla Ma was sent home to rest and Purab Chachi had also left. Abhi's Daadi was sitting with bulbul, trying to reassure her that Pragya would come out of this as strong as she is. Abhi decided it was time to make amends to the one who had sacrificed her love for the sake of his selfish sister. "Bulbul, can I speak with you for a moment please?" Abhi asked as his voice was heavy with emotion. Bulbul was not sure what to do, after seeing what he did to her sister, she was too afraid to go near him in fear that he might take revenge for the slap which she gave him, but she mustered up the courage which she held when she did slap him and went towards him steadily. "yes Mr Merha, how can I help you?"

"Bulbul, please, I don't want to create any scene as I am ashamed enough right now. -Abhi folds his hands and bows his head- I am so sorry Bulbul, what I have done to you and your sister can not be forgiven but I am still asking for your forgiveness as I have seen the true beings of my sister and her friend. I cannot think how I am going to make up for all the wrong I have done unto your sister but I do hope that one day you forgive me. You were right, I was blinded by my love for my sister that I didn't realized that she was scheming against me behind my back as well and her friend also had a part to play in this. I am not saying that they are solely responsible for what ever happened here tonight, because I should have been more sensible and find out the truth to everything but I didn't because I thought that I would have fought for a sister who I thought loved me. Even though your sister knew that this marriage was going to end she still stayed on with the lies just for the sake of our families and I believe somewhere along the line she did that for me as well, but I was too stupid to have seen any of this and I again am saying that I am very sorry and I beg your forgiveness bulbul" with that tears flowed from Abhi's eyes and bulbul realized that her jiju, the one she believed in before the mess was made, was speaking from his heart.

"nahi Jiju, bas, don't cry. I will forgive your mistakes on me, but you would have to sort of Di because I know that she was broken beyond when you did what you did. So don't cry too much, I am here nah, I will help you win your chashmish" with that bulbul gave him as wink as she knew that she can save her sister's marriage which was broken in symbolism but still present in her jiju's heart. "Bhai ..." Abhi turned towards Purab who had heard everything and he just took Abhi in his arms as he could not have bared to see his bhai in that condition where he knew too well. "Please forgive me Bhai, please, I am sorry that I have hurt you and Aliyah ..." but Abhi stopped him as now he knew the full truth. "No Purab, I am sorry. I should have been the brother that you had always wanted and I should have been there for you even though you were promised to my sister. I know you broke it off, but neither Aliyah nor I made it easy on neither you nor bulbul and hence more confusion took place. I should have understood that you would have not been happy if that marriage had taken place, I did not take your feelings into consideration and I am very sorry for that. Please forgive me purab, I am truly sorry."

Purab didn't have the heart to hate his Bhai, as he had been there for him most of the time and he could not let him go now so he pulled abhi into a bone crushing hug. Little did they know, this scene was witnessed by Daadi, who could not have been more proud of her grandson than she ever had before. Her grandson was truly a man today and she thanked god for sending the Arora family to her.

An hour later Abhi had sent Daadi home, promising to call if anything had changed. Purab, Abhi and Bulbul were still sitting in the waiting area for any change in pragya's condition but nothing was changing; little did they know all three of them drifted off into a slumber for the night had exhausted them all. Any onlooker could have seen the cuteness and adorableness that trio had displayed while they slept. Bulbul was safely secured in Purab's arms as his and Abhi's head had leaned on each other.

-2 hours later-

Abhi felt a shaking movement on his shoulder, thinking it was Pragya coming to wake him up in the morning, he brushed the hand of replying, "Chashmish, let me sleep. You know I need my beauty sleep nah." "Mr. Merha?" wait, since when chashmish sounded so manly? And why isn't she leaving me alone? I want to sleep some more after that horrible dream I had. "Mr. Merha?" this time for sure abhi knew it was not pragya. He quickly opened his eyes and straightened himself, seeing the doctor infront of him, he remembered here he was and why he was there. "Mr. Merha, your wife is awake, she is asking for her mother. You may go see her." Abhi was relieved to hear that pragya had woken up and before he left, he woke up Purab and Bulbul, as he knew Bulbul would have wanted to see her as much as he did. All three of them had rushed into pragya's room.

"Chashmish!" Abhi began but what he heard in return had made him worried. "Tum? What are you doing here? And why are you calling me Chashmish? I have a name. It is Ms. Pragya Arora to you. Bulbul, where is ma? Did she not come? And Why am I here? Why is your boss with you? Bulbul? Answer me na." Purab and Bulbul had froze when they heard what pragya was saying but Abhi was even more devastated as he realized that pragya had no idea about him nor their marriage. He silently sent a prayer up, to whoever was listening to him, "Please, let this be a dream."

Re baandhe, re baandhey, re baandhay
Aise mohe baandhe
Haan mohe baandhe wo nainon kee dor se
Hai ye pyaar kaisaa
is kaa raaz hai kyaa bol de
Keh bhee de..

It ties, ties,
ties me in a way,
He ties me with the thread of eyes,
how's this love..
What's it's secret, tell me..
Say it..

Kabhi sukoon, kabhi laage balaa hai
Kabhi duaa, kabhi laage halaa hai
Nainon se ye kyaa ho chalaa hai
Bariyaa o bairiyaa, mujhe sataa naa bairiya

[Here, the beloved is called Enemy since the lover is getting troubled due to the beloved.]

Sometimes peace, sometimes it feels like a problem..
Sometimes it feels like a blessing, and sometimes like poison,
What has happened from the eyes..
Enemy, O my enemy.. don't trouble me o enemy.