GOTW --- dear ______ ,

Hello to all the beautiful people! And 2 special guys!

I am too sad to go on!😭 It's not that the show is important. It's not. I always considered the show rubbish. But this is the only show I watched. Not watching Akash everyday is going to kill me!😭 I am not sure I know what to do at 9'o clock from now on! And I will miss all the great people in this forum! Truly you guys are the nicest in this forum. No other forums has a close knit bond like we do! High five to everyone!

Dear Sandy,

It's hard to write down exactly how much I love you, but I will give it a shot! I love you I love you I love you! It's the type of love where I know you (my better half) exsists and it's makes my heart warm. Thinking about you makes me want to write friendship/sister poems. If i could, I would get Akash for you. (yea right he is mine) But ok seriously! I know if I ever met Akash right after I am done fainting and find my breath I will let him know how much you love him. Maybe afterward I will remember I love him too and I will tell him that. You are so special to me. i really pray from the bottom of my heart Allah gives yo a nice, long, healthy life filled with smiles. You are a true treasure. I thank god everyday for putting you on my path.

Ps: take care of yourself or I will strangle you myself.

Dear Riit di,

To begin with I would wish you would stop thinking you can bug me. I would pay you to bug me. I don't think it's even possible for you to bug me because you are just that wonderful! I love talking to you. It's just so easy! If I ever actually get the chance to move to india and pursue my writing I hope you have a extra room. I will become your paying guest. (and keep an eye on you , so you don't take away my hubby) I am still glad you are married or I doubt Akash will still be unmarried! You are so awesome!!! You make me smile! It's wonderful! I love reading your posts. And I call you my di! I am very picky about dis. That's why I only have 2 in this forum and you are one of them! I love you!

Ps: I better see you in ksbkbt forum from now on! Eku will need all the support he can get!

Dear Salma,

I am so glad I got you as a sister. I am glad sara made us sisters! Now if I ever need to whine how horrible my bengali parents are I know who to go to! You are so sweet!!! I just want to give you a hug!

You are always there! it's amazing. The other 3 sisters vanish here and there but you are here! It feel so good to know atleast someone is here! I will still talk to you after the show ends! I hope Allah always keeps you smiling!

Dear Fatemah Baji,

My one and only baji in this whole world! I love you to death! I hate crying infront of people but if I ever need to cry on someone's shoulders I would pray it's you! Just last night around 2 I was thinking should I text baji saying happy jumua? what if she forgets about me now that her routine is a little messed up. Then I decided maybe tomorrow. I wake up around 5 and look at my phone and there it was. A text from my baji!

And subhanalla guess what it said?

"The lovliest day comes when you wake up to find that life still colors your world through family whotruly care and never fail to remember you"

I did wake up to find my baji didn't forget me!! I love you!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for considering me your sister. You are so soecial to me! I love you!!! Thank you for listening to my whining! Thank you for all the times you listened to what I felt for Akash or how excited I was about a soccer match!

Ps: You shouldn't get married till I approve your husband! I have to make sure my Baji gets the best guy!

Dear Naina,

I am pretty sure I won't come across another devil in this lifetime who can make my jaw drop that easily. Sometimes the things you say my mouth open for quite some time. I love you! I have a different relationship with all my sister but your is really different. I can't fight with anyone else. I couldn't even fight with Salma over Akash because she is a sweety! on the other hand I know you are devil so I wouldn't mind to cut your claws of my man! But thank god you are after Baji's man these days, makes my life easier!!!

Dear Sara,

I doubt you will read it as you are busy, But I need you. I can't write without you. It feels weird. I have always been insecure with my works. So I never let anyone see anything till it's done and finalized. But you are different. I can write a crappy line and show it to you. I will always be grateful to you for giving me 3 wonderful sister well 4 including you! I love you. I think without you we fall apart! You are the glue that holds us together. And I miss you! Do you want me to come over and give all the people a hardtime who gives you a hardtime! ? I love you!! mwah!

I have more left but kind of feeling bad to go on!

Riit di I doubt I will ever ever ever forget you! I hope you don't forget me!

Baji I love you!!

Dear Aysha di!

beside Riit di you are my only other di! I love you too! I am sad honestly that I had so much time to talk to you but I didn't but I am so glad I finally know you!( I think you are the ONLY person in this forums who I wish I talked to before.) But no worries! I will still find you in kyunki! I would just like to say thank you for being so wonderful! A big hug!😳

Dear Faraz,

lol!..........let see.... you are honestly a really cool guy. One and foremost what I LOVE about you is you are honest. I have met honest guys before but they just seem a little too rude. You are probably the only guy who can say I suck (whether you mean it or not) I will laugh about it and still like you just the same!😳

Oh how I wish I lived in Canada so I could be in your presence! yea right just joking. Sorry lame joke! But you are still awesome! When you were gone I got so sad. Everytime there was some sort of debate and trust me there were some heated ones I was like man I wish Faraz was here!! after KIT is over and you can spare sometime from your gf..(lol i am heartbroken) Do keep in touch!😉

I still have more left! This is horrible! I have so much work to do but every few mins I come infront of this computer. Hopefully after kit it will change!😕